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Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 01:33 PM
Dark_Controller has kindly suggested that I start this truth thread with the promise of a prize for each full page. Questions are limited to five per post and subject to Master’s veto. Try to be creative as I have lived longer than most of you.

SweetTeen
04-15-2014, 01:35 PM
Best wisdom for life?

Worst Fear?

Biggest regret in your Life?

lilone
04-15-2014, 01:38 PM
Best moment/greatest achievement in your life?

Favourite childhood toy?


Most outrageous thing you've ever done?


:) x

Alexis Rune
04-15-2014, 01:42 PM
Do you have a bike?

Interested in getting a new one?

Are you a fan of good photography?

Your favorite picture?

Do you hate me for this?

Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 01:47 PM
Best wisdom for life?

Worst Fear?

Biggest regret in your Life?

Try your best at everything. Even the boring stuff like doing well in school may lead to opportunities later on.

I don't want to die alone.

I wish I had been more open about pursuing men I liked.

Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 01:55 PM
Best moment/greatest achievement in your life?

Favourite childhood toy?


Most outrageous thing you've ever done?


:) x

When I was finishing my B.S. degree, I was named the outstanding senior of my department. My parents were at the award ceremony and were so proud and happy for me. As a surprise announcement, I was also name the outstanding student in the college. My name is engraved on a bronze boot somewhere.

I had a stuffed koala bear that my Mom made me named Sam. He was the perfect size and shape to hug. He's still in my closet with other mementos.

Probably giving a blow job in the woods of West Virginia. We called it "mud bogging."

Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 02:04 PM
Do you have a bike?

Interested in getting a new one?

Are you a fan of good photography?

Your favorite picture?

Do you hate me for this?

Yes, I have a recumbent exercise bike. It is not the right design for a dildo.

No, I hate when people are riding bikes on our roads. There are blind curves and hills everywhere and I'm afraid I am going to hit one on accident.

Yes, I like good photography. I have a picture of wildflowers in Colorado and the French Quarter in New Orleans in my office.

My favorite picture is actually a print of La Belle Dame Sans Merci. I love the way the light changes the color.

I could never hate you but I will seek revenge.

Alexis Rune
04-15-2014, 02:08 PM
At what age did you lose your virginity?

What is your favorite hobby that doesn't involve getDare, sex, reading or watching TV?

What single food item do you find hardest to give up in your new lifestyle?

Do you realize that you've lost more weight in this short time than a full gallon of milk/water!? Pick one up and smile to yourself :)

Do you like to dance?

Preacher
04-15-2014, 02:09 PM
What's the "kinkiest" thing you've tried (in your opinion)?

What's the worst sexual experience you've had?

If you had a free choice of pet what would you have were money be no object?

corsa198
04-15-2014, 02:16 PM
Have you ever peed in your underwear/clothes?
If so, when was the last time you peed yourself?
If so, what were you wearing when you peed yourself?
Would you ever do it for a dare?
Do you ever wait so long for the toilet you think you won't make it?

Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 02:32 PM
At what age did you lose your virginity?

What is your favorite hobby that doesn't involve getDare, sex, reading or watching TV?

What single food item do you find hardest to give up in your new lifestyle?

Do you realize that you've lost more weight in this short time than a full gallon of milk/water!? Pick one up and smile to yourself :)

Do you like to dance?

I knew that question was going to come up. It's possible that my neighbor molested me when I was really little. I have very vague memories and he later went to prison for six years for aggravated sexual assault of his two-year old daughter. When he tried something when I was older I fought him off. I never told anyone. If we are counting what I know for sure, 28.

Mindless games like Candy Crush or Ruzzle

Fried food.

Don't have any gallons of milk/water handy but I did lift a 5 gallon jug yesterday for our water cooler. That will be a great goal.

I like to dance but haven't done it in years. I don't think I'm very good at it. In college, men would ask my roommate if she would introduce them to her Russian friend.

Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 02:40 PM
What's the "kinkiest" thing you've tried (in your opinion)?

What's the worst sexual experience you've had?

If you had a free choice of pet what would you have were money be no object?

I guess really large enemas where I can't hold it and shit ends up in the bathtub.

God had not been generous to the first man I had anal sex with. It didn't even hurt. The next time I had anal sex was with someone much better endowed. It hurt like hell.

I would have a falcon.

Alexis Rune
04-15-2014, 02:42 PM
Do you remember how you discovered this particular web site?

Who caught you doing something naughty at work?

What were you doing (describe in detail!)

How did it make you feel being caught?

Do you think that changed your opinion or comfort level on doing or not doing things at work?

Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 02:53 PM
Have you ever peed in your underwear/clothes?
If so, when was the last time you peed yourself?
If so, what were you wearing when you peed yourself?
Would you ever do it for a dare?
Do you ever wait so long for the toilet you think you won't make it?

I've had severe leakage when I've been drunk and sneezed.

Couldn't say. Several months.

PJs

Doesn't appeal but shilohs_candy might be interested.

I try not to, but it does happen.

corsa198
04-15-2014, 02:57 PM
What is the sexiest outfit you own?
What is the sluttiest outfit you've worn?
What underwear are you wearing?
What is the sexiest underwear you own?
What is your favourite underwear you own?

Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 03:09 PM
Do you remember how you discovered this particular web site?

Who caught you doing something naughty at work?

What were you doing (describe in detail!)

How did it make you feel being caught?

Do you think that changed your opinion or comfort level on doing or not doing things at work?

I think I was searching for random punishment generators. I found one for spankings and tried using it but it never seemed to give realistic results. I ended up on the dice dare forums several times and read a bunch of posts. Afterwards, I decided to try the chat rooms. That's where I found Dark_Controller and my life hasn't been the same since.

Our departmental secretary.

Dark had been sending me Kik messages when one came to my phone to pinch my nipples. He usually likes at least a 10 second hold as hard as I can so I moved my chair behind my office door and proceeded to squeeze. It hurt so I closed my eyes. When I opened them the secretary was looking through the small window in my door. I don't know how much she did or didn't see but she did want to know why I was behind the door. I made some lame excuse about needing something from my bag (which was on the opposite side of the room in full view).

I was embarrassed but it didn't take long to recover. If she did see something we are both pretending it never happened.

It was much worse when Dark had me edge at work. There is no privacy at work so I was miserable afterwards even though I'm pretty sure no one suspected anything. I like the people I work with (for the most part) so I don't want to embarrass them either.

Alexis Rune
04-15-2014, 03:43 PM
What was your reward for finishing the first page of truths?

What is your favorite movie?

What makeup do you wear on a daily basis?

What has been your favorite task from your Master, Dark_Controller?

What has been your least favorite?

Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 05:36 PM
What is the sexiest outfit you own?
What is the sluttiest outfit you've worn?
What underwear are you wearing?
What is the sexiest underwear you own?
What is your favourite underwear you own?

I don't know that I have an outfit I would classify as sexy. I have an oriental silk shirt that I get compliments every time I wear. I'm very excited that it fits again.

A red body suit with cut outs around the breasts and crotch and black heels that criss cross around my ankles.

At the moment, none.

Underwear is pretty boring at the moment except I keep adding different colors of panties. Master picks the color each day. If I don't have it then I have to go without. I'm also looking at corsets.

Lacy white bra that closes in the front and panties of whatever color Master chooses.

Tibbar2
04-15-2014, 05:51 PM
What was your reward for finishing the first page of truths?

What is your favorite movie?

What makeup do you wear on a daily basis?

What has been your favorite task from your Master, Dark_Controller?

What has been your least favorite?

Master let me recreate a pic I sent him with a Lelo vibrator. I had two awesome orgasms so I appreciate the questions.

I enjoy a lot of movies so it's almost impossible to pick one. There are a few that I have watched so many times that I know what is coming but enjoy it each time. Those would include Big Jake, Jaws, Princess Bride, Footloose, Dirty Dancing, A Christmas Story, Independence Day, and Serenity. If there is nothing else on I'll watch any of the movies from Twilight, Harry Potter, or LOTR series.

I had been wearing just base but I've been trying to add eye shadow and nail polish.

My favorite is masturbating while Dark is talking me through it.

Least favorite was edging at work.

Red
04-16-2014, 03:13 AM
Hello my dear, I just thought I would add a few questions for you.

Describe what you were doing, when you got the kik message "STOP".

What happened and how did you feel?

What has been your most memorable experience to date since being on Getdare?

You often say that I am an evil, cruel man.. what leads you to say these things?

Which one of your limits shall we smash next?

(These are not actually from me, I was just asked to post them due to the site being down and Dark was unable to post them before he went to bed. I made sure to use his favorite color too)

Alexis Rune
04-16-2014, 03:39 AM
Have you ever kiss a girl, sexually?

Do you remember the first time you kissed a boy?

First 'tongue' kiss with a boy?

If you had to enter a talent contest this weekend, what would you do?

Would you re-tell the story of your dogs names for those that don't know? :)

Tibbar2
04-16-2014, 01:02 PM
Hello my dear, I just thought I would add a few questions for you.

Describe what you were doing, when you got the kik message "STOP".

What happened and how did you feel?

What has been your most memorable experience to date since being on Getdare?

You often say that I am an evil, cruel man.. what leads you to say these things?

Which one of your limits shall we smash next?

(These are not actually from me, I was just asked to post them due to the site being down and Dark was unable to post them before he went to bed. I made sure to use his favorite color too)

This has happened several times unfortunately so I'll just relate the one I remember most clearly. Dark and I were chatting in the Lounge when he took my hand and led me into private chat. That was very sweet because usually he pulls me away by my virtual hair, which is kind of sweet too. He proceeded to weave a glorious picture of everything he would do with my body. As this was going on, I was cuddled in bed, naked, with a bullet vibe buzzing away on my clit. I was within a fraction of a second from cumming when he ordered me to STOP! I had to yank to bullet away to prevent my orgasm. Mind you, we weren't using any voice or camera technology so I don't know how he timed it so precisely. He said it was Dark powers.

Afterwards we went back into the main chat room and I grumbled loudly. Someone asked why I was miffed when we left holding hands. Dark responded that we weren't holding hands now. I felt cheated that I was denied the orgasm without warning and left very on edge. However, I was also impressed that Dark had built a connection with me so he could control me so thoroughly.

My most memorable experience was shortly after Dark and I decided to try me being his submissive. I didn't want or need the blackmail aspect but he wanted me to trust him from the very beginning. He asked for access to Teamviewer on my computer and - after much discussion - I agreed. He gave me permission to move files off the desktop and I was feeling fairly confident that I had sanitized most of the personal information. The first few minutes weren't too scary as he looked around. I watched in fascinated horror as he went to photographs, opened a folder I had used for my parents 50th wedding anniversary, and pulled up pictures of me. I had never thought anything about the fact that they were labeled with family names until then. He got quiet and I knew he was looking me up on the internet and it only took a few seconds before he knew where I worked, lived, and other biographical information. Trust is earned, and I have complete trust in Dark.

Dark is all about pushing boundaries so I am often and thoroughly outside my comfort zone. I thought really hard about my limits when I created my original signature but they don't apply with Dark. If he asks me to do something, I do it because I want to please him. He takes wonderful care of me but also enjoys tormenting me on occasion. That is then when I call him evil and cruel. It's always said with affection but true at the time.

I've looked at my old limits several times and feel like I should start over. These are the limits for other people although some are starting to get pretty weak. I guess if I had to pick one it would be body writing. I have a feeling with Dark it would be a different type of experience.

Tibbar2
04-16-2014, 01:48 PM
Have you ever kiss a girl, sexually?

Do you remember the first time you kissed a boy?

First 'tongue' kiss with a boy?

If you had to enter a talent contest this weekend, what would you do?

Would you re-tell the story of your dogs names for those that don't know? :)

Nope.

Second grade. His name was Marc and I chased him down during a game of kissing tag.

I was working at a fishing camp in Alaska when one of the guys took me out on a four-wheeler. The only way to survive the mosquitoes in summer is to cover yourself in 100% DEET insect repellent. When he kissed me my lips went numb and I had this horrible chemical taste in my mouth. It wasn't worth repeating.

I have no discernible talents so I would probably make a multimedia show. It was have a great soundtrack!

My friend adopted a dog with four puppies from the pound. We went over to select one and I fell in love with the cute fluffy one. He was mostly black except for a white stripe down his forehead. My Mom was visiting at the time and suggested that he looked like Johnny Cash, the Man in Black. There was another puppy that had the same coloring but short hair. If one was Cash the other had to be Tango. (It's a terrible '80s movie with Sylvester Stallone. Look it up). Once they had a cool name like Tango and Cash, I couldn't separate them.

Alexis Rune
04-16-2014, 02:11 PM
What would your multi-media presentation be on?

Who would win in a fight, Dark_Controller or the Incredible Hulk?

What is your favorite color (and 'why' if there is a why!)

You are given $20,000 to spend on a trip. Where do you go and what do you do with it?

Ever fart during sex/foreplay and how was it 'received'? lol

Sharp Shooter
04-16-2014, 03:13 PM
1. As I'm sure you're well aware, so much growth happens in your early 20's. How old were you when you "got it together"? How did you know?

2. How old do you think most guys need to be before they're mature enough for a long lasting relationship?

3. Do you think that the longevity of one's parents' marriage affects that person's ability to have lasting quality relationships? Explain.

4. Name some watershed events when you were growing up that helped you to mature. Why were those moments important?

5. Have you ever been physically involved with anyone more than 15 years younger?

6. What are the advantages and disadvantages of a 20-ish vs. a 40+ year old lover? Male and female (yourself at each age).

7. Which has more influence in imagination and creativity with D/s: age/maturity, intelligence, experience or physical condition? Rank each quality by importance. Why that priority?

Meorin
04-17-2014, 04:28 AM
1. What is your record on cumming at the same day? (Did you you do that by your own will or someone elses? + Tell us bit about how it went.)

2. What was the hardest dare for you to do and why? What the easiest one?

3. Your fingernails: Are they painted right now? If so, which colour?

4. What was the last porn you watched about?

5. When was the last time you saw your best friend you had in your childhood?

Red
04-17-2014, 04:33 AM
While eating spicy food, have you ever thought about giving a guy a surprise blowjob just to see their reaction?

Tibbar2
04-17-2014, 04:40 AM
While eating spicy food, have you ever thought about giving a guy a surprise blowjob just to see their reaction?

I can honestly say that has never occurred to me. I have never been into casual sex so a blowjob would mean that I cared for this man. I wouldn't want to hurt him on accident so the most I have ever tried is ice. However, this is a timely topic since Dark has instructed me to buy ginger root from the store today and he has mentioned making his own habenero oil several times. This makes me extremely nervous because I don't know how bad it will burn. I've tried menthol rub and toothpaste and liked it but muscle cream (Ben Gay) almost made me cry. I lasted about two seconds before I was in the shower trying to get it off.

thewilds
04-17-2014, 05:31 AM
Few of these questions seem to push your comfort zone very far.
You've mentioned that your limits are changing especially those involving Dark. You've left many typical ones out of your signature. name 3 relatively new dislikes of new things you've tried under Dark's direction that you've never done before.

Name 2 items that are likely to be dropped from your limits list and why.

Name 1 "new" experience that you fear most to try, but yet you will if Dark asks it of you.

Tibbar2
04-17-2014, 11:44 AM
What would your multi-media presentation be on?

Who would win in a fight, Dark_Controller or the Incredible Hulk?

What is your favorite color (and 'why' if there is a why!)

You are given $20,000 to spend on a trip. Where do you go and what do you do with it?

Ever fart during sex/foreplay and how was it 'received'? lol

Well, if I had a kink friendly audience I would put together a multimedia presentation with pictures and quotes from Dark and me. He can be remarkably sweet and romantic so I would like to capture that part of our relationship. I’ve already started a Master Playlist in iTunes with songs that mean something to both of us. I’m sure one of those songs would make an appropriate musical score.

Dark has already told me the answer to that one so it’s easy. Dark would win easily. However, I am afraid of what happened in the Avengers when Loki underestimated the power of the Incredible Hulk. I would hate to see Master flung about so.
Peach. I grew up with three older brothers in a three-bedroom house with one bathroom. My Mom tried putting me in one of the bedrooms with my oldest brother but I just sat on the bed and cried. When she came in to ask me why, I explained that his half of the room included the door and I couldn’t get out. He had kindly marked the line with masking tape and threatened me with some horrible punishment if I crossed onto his side. Even when I had the room to myself, it wasn’t really my own. There was horrible wallpaper with traffic signs and primary colors everywhere. When my Mom finally let me redesign it I chose peach walls with pretty flowered wallpaper. Very girly.

I would be booking a trip for the UK. I’m sure that the ocean separating me and Dark is wondering why I curse it all the time. I haven’t traveled internationally except for Mexico and Canada so it would be nice to see the Motherland. Pictures can only get you so far. Plus it would finally give me a chance to do all those things I described to Dark. Yummy.

I can’t think of a time that I’ve farted during sex. If I did, neither one of us made a big deal about it. However, as I learned from P. Diddy, a woman should not hide her farts from a man if she is serious about the relationship. “I know she farts. If she can hide that from me, what else is she hiding?”

NewSlut7
04-17-2014, 11:47 AM
How many men did you have sex with?

Tibbar2
04-17-2014, 12:46 PM
1. As I'm sure you're well aware, so much growth happens in your early 20's. How old were you when you "got it together"? How did you know?

2. How old do you think most guys need to be before they're mature enough for a long lasting relationship?

3. Do you think that the longevity of one's parents' marriage affects that person's ability to have lasting quality relationships? Explain.

4. Name some watershed events when you were growing up that helped you to mature. Why were those moments important?

5. Have you ever been physically involved with anyone more than 15 years younger?

6. What are the advantages and disadvantages of a 20-ish vs. a 40+ year old lover? Male and female (yourself at each age).

7. Which has more influence in imagination and creativity with D/s: age/maturity, intelligence, experience or physical condition? Rank each quality by importance. Why that priority?

That’s a great question. I would say I was 31 before I felt really comfortable with my life. I had bought my first house after some very questionable living accommodations. My job was relatively secure and made me happy. I was dating someone seriously and discovering aspects of the BDSM lifestyle. Of course there were ups and downs but life started making sense.

I don’t think there is any way to generalize. Some men take forever to get their shit together, if they ever do. Others are capable of starting and supporting a family from a very young age. I guess it depends on the decisions that they make. In my mind, a boy becomes a man when he steps up and takes responsibilities for his actions.

I think the expectation to stay married is generational to some extent. My parents are still married, but there were large periods of time where they would have both been happier apart. As a kids growing up, that was hard to witness. Now that they are older, I’m glad that they have each other.

Unfortunately, you mature every time life deals you another blow. Loved ones get sick and die. Accidents happen. There are a few times I remember distinctly that the people around me were treating me differently. One was at my cousin’s wedding. I think I was 12 or 13 at the time and at least two different relatives volunteered to take me to get birth control prior to the event. I didn’t understand what was happening until my cousin showed up at the very lavish and expensive event eight months pregnant. I also remember setting up for a family reunion and having my mother spill all the family secrets. The most outrageous one was my grandmother’s little brother married her youngest daughter. I had never questioned why they had the same last name or why their kids had so many mental and health problems. I also learned that one of my very proper and religious aunts and ran off with a cousin’s husband and that’s why they don’t speak. If this is what is means to be a grown up, I’m not sure I want to be one.

None although I have been involved with someone 20 years my senior.

I think younger lovers have more interest in and energy for sex. Everything is exciting (and sometimes terrible) when you try something for the first time. You have less “firsts” as you get older which is why the BDSM lifestyle is so appealing. It does seem slightly unfair that women reach their sexual peak much later than a man, but an older man has an inner strength that can only come with time.

My ranking would be: intelligence, age/maturity, experience, and physical condition. Intelligence is by far the most important trait. Everything else is secondary in my mind.

spankeegirl
04-17-2014, 01:06 PM
have you ever done anything kinky with your monthly blood?

Tibbar2
04-17-2014, 04:45 PM
1. What is your record on cumming at the same day? (Did you you do that by your own will or someone elses? + Tell us bit about how it went.)

2. What was the hardest dare for you to do and why? What the easiest one?

3. Your fingernails: Are they painted right now? If so, which colour?

4. What was the last porn you watched about?

5. When was the last time you saw your best friend you had in your childhood?

Was I suppose to be keeping count? ;) I would guess five or six orgasms in a day is the most I've had. Those were all of my own will. If given the choice, I will use my items from my toy collection. The Lelo vibrator and Hitachi magic wand are my favorites.

The hardest dare was to edge at work. I ended up doing it in the shower at our gym. I tried to time it so no one else was in the shower at the time but there were other people in the changing room. The easiest was to wear crotchless panties to work. I thought it was going to be a lot worse than it was but they were hardly noticeable until I would go to the bathroom and see the big gaping hole.

Yes, my finger nails are painted a opalescent purple. I've been paying a lot more attention to my appearance since Dark. He makes me feel better about myself.

Dark challenged shilohs_candy and me to an orgasm race using only our thumb and one finger. The loser had orgasm denial for a week. No limits were set on visual stimulation so I watched a video about a human blow job machine.

I went home to visit my family before Christmas. I went to lunch with one of my best friends I've had for 30 years. We don't get to see each other often but we just pick up where we left off.

Tibbar2
04-17-2014, 05:04 PM
Few of these questions seem to push your comfort zone very far.
You've mentioned that your limits are changing especially those involving Dark. You've left many typical ones out of your signature. name 3 relatively new dislikes of new things you've tried under Dark's direction that you've never done before.

Name 2 items that are likely to be dropped from your limits list and why.

Name 1 "new" experience that you fear most to try, but yet you will if Dark asks it of you.

I had never done edging before so that is a definite dislike. When I am doing it on my own I can give myself a pep talk so it isn't so bad. I just try to imagine pleasing my Master. However, it is even harder when he does it to me because he will take me to the very edge and pull it away. Extended nipple abuse isn't that much fun either. I guess the third would be unexplained punishments. I can handle being punished for my behavior or to please Dark, but I hate it when I don't know why it's happening.

Anything remotely public is hard for me but I don't think I can count that as a limit any more. As I've detailed elsewhere, I've been busted by the department secretary and edged at work. I've also gone shopping without panties. Photos/videos would be the second one. Dark has seen everything there is to see and been happy with the experience. Candy has seen a nipple shot I use for my Kik profile. It is actually kind of fun to tease each other about it.

One of my fantasies revolves around hucow milking. It embarrasses me every time he hints at something in the chat room or in private. I don't think I could ever get to the point of actual lactation because it is: a) massively time consuming; and b) impossible to hide. I would be willing to explore other alternatives if Dark asked.

Tibbar2
04-17-2014, 05:05 PM
How many men did you have sex with?

Two, possibly three.

Tibbar2
04-17-2014, 05:10 PM
have you ever done anything kinky with your monthly blood?

I have masturbated while on my period. It just takes a little extra clean up so it's not that big a deal. Probably the kinkiest thing I have done was masturbate in front of a full length mirror. I didn't have a tampon in and a big blob of menstrual blood and tissue fell onto the carpet. I felt very embarrassed trying to clean it all up.

SweetTeen
04-17-2014, 05:17 PM
Aren´t you scared about Blackmailing?

Ever lied to DarkController?

Ever regretted to started it with him?

Do you think there is an end of the universe?

What was first egg or chicken?

Tibbar2
04-17-2014, 08:06 PM
Aren´t you scared about Blackmailing?

Ever lied to DarkController?

Ever regretted to started it with him?

Do you think there is an end of the universe?

What was first egg or chicken?

Dark has never abused my trust so it's comforting rather than frightening that he knows so much about me. I don't need the threat of blackmail to submit. I submit to Dark because I want to please him.

I was going to say no but I think I have tried to be polite when in actuality I was upset. Whenever that happens, I take a step back and explain my feelings to him. He is very good at getting in my head so he usually knows what I'm thinking before I do.

I've been scared since this relationship started but never regretted a second.

Scientists have measured the end of the universe so the answer is yes.

From an evolutionary perspective, the egg came first. The first animal we would recognize as a chicken had to be born from an egg. It couldn't have been born one species and then evolved into a chicken during its lifetime. You probably wanted a simpler answer. ;)

SweetTeen
04-17-2014, 08:11 PM
Since Scientists have discovered the end of the universe , what do you think is behind it? or just a wall? whats behind the wall?

Ever had a Dejavù?

Remembering some of them if yes?

Ever been jealous about Candy in any point?

thewilds
04-18-2014, 04:54 AM
Thanks for excellent reports for all the questions asked of you from all participants.

Describe 3 experiences in your life (sexual experiences of course) that happened to you that you did or participated in that embarrassed or humiliated you - that if you could you would change. How and why?

Describe 2 events/experiences (sexual of course) that occurred in your past that knowing the things you know now about yourself, that if you could do again, you would have not pulled away from or would have gone much further than you did. Explain the experience and what would would do now.

If Dark asked you to seduce and give yourself sexually to one of your female friends, coworkers, or anyone else you personally know, for him (no, I'm not asking for her first and last name) who would you choose and why? Imagine and describe the seduction. Imagine you are indeed submissive to her, but instruction from Dark says to beg her to use you in every kink she wishes, what will you beg of her?

Alexis Rune
04-18-2014, 11:07 AM
Very interesting questions thewild!!

I have simpler ones just to lighten it up:

What was your first car?

What is your current vehicle?

What is the oldest form of music 'player' other than a radio that you have owned?

Have you gotten many traffic tickets in your life?

Would you please describe how your first dildo purchase went?

Tibbar2
04-18-2014, 12:26 PM
Since Scientists have discovered the end of the universe , what do you think is behind it? or just a wall? whats behind the wall?

Ever had a Dejavù?

Remembering some of them if yes?

Ever been jealous about Candy in any point?

The beautiful thing about space is there is so much of it out there. Past our universe are many, many more. We are just an insignificant speck.

I have had times when I thought this was strangely familiar. The most vivid memory was when I was really young (5-6) and I went to the planetarium. There was a show about Indians of Central and South America. I still remember crying when they talked about the conquistadors burning the Mayan codices.

Besides Dark, the second person on GD I trust the most is Candy. I think the only time I have been jealous is when I read his blog post of the spanking challenge I developed. His postings are much more interesting than mine.

Tibbar2
04-18-2014, 01:54 PM
Thanks for excellent reports for all the questions asked of you from all participants.

Describe 3 experiences in your life (sexual experiences of course) that happened to you that you did or participated in that embarrassed or humiliated you - that if you could you would change. How and why?

Describe 2 events/experiences (sexual of course) that occurred in your past that knowing the things you know now about yourself, that if you could do again, you would have not pulled away from or would have gone much further than you did. Explain the experience and what would would do now.

If Dark asked you to seduce and give yourself sexually to one of your female friends, coworkers, or anyone else you personally know, for him (no, I'm not asking for her first and last name) who would you choose and why? Imagine and describe the seduction. Imagine you are indeed submissive to her, but instruction from Dark says to beg her to use you in every kink she wishes, what will you beg of her?

Wow! You know how to come up with questions that make me think. This may take awhile.

Guess I'll take them in order. When I finally decided that I needed to take a chance if I ever wanted to experience life, I agreed to meet a man I met through a vanilla chat room. We developed a long distance relationship but I would visit on weekends when I could. At the time I was on a medication that warned you strongly not to get pregnant so we always used condoms. After I went off the medication, he wanted to rely on birth control because he hated to wear condoms. After we broke up, my next pap smear came back positive for HPV. It was humiliating that I was that stupid but also that I had to go to a specialist for some very painful tests. Luckily, I have been clear for almost a decade. If I could change it I never would have had sex without a condom. The second was my first forays into anal sex. We didn't have any proper toys so my boyfriend slowly inserted a can of body spray I had. I jumped when he finally got the blunt end in my ass and he got upset because that is a good way to get hurt. The next time we used a proper butt plug I bought off the internet but it was a medium size. When I bought it I thought there is no way that can fit inside. It hurt like hell but it did. If I had to do it again, I would do a lot more research and do it right the first time. I had completely blocked out a related embarrassing story so I apologize for my earlier answer about farting during sex. We didn't have proper lube either so he used a lavender bath oil I had. It worked great for making things slippery but it made me gassy afterwards. He thought it was hilarious but I was mortified. If I could go back in time I would avoid using household items all together.

I would change the first time I experienced a sexual punishment and prevented myself from being so stubborn. I don't even remember the details but I distinctly remember fighting not to cum because that would give him power over me. I guess the other would be not to lie about having an orgasm. I think our sex life would have been a lot better for both of us if I had just been honest with what worked and what didn't instead of trying to shelter his feelings.

I've been thinking about this question since I read your post several hours ago and I'm stuck. I could think of at least one person I've met on GD but don't know her personally. I also thought about the big boss where I work but she's like 70. I am going to go with one of my co-workers that changes next to me at the gym. She is super sweet and friendly but you can tell she has hidden depths. She is soft rather than muscular but is impressive when lifting weights. She also has a cool tattoo that doesn't really fit her personality and rides a motorcycle. She has invited me several times to attend a crossfit class but I've been worried that I wouldn't be able to keep up. I don't even know where I would start with a seduction except for leaving notes in her locker but that sounds so high school. I could always ask her to give me private lessons so I'm not embarrassed in front of the class. I would also try to convince her that I'm most motivated by punishment and really need to lose weight. The more creative she can be in her punishments, the more help she will be to me. I'm afraid it isn't what you are probably looking for but I really struggled with this one.

thewilds
04-18-2014, 03:41 PM
You have done an incredible and well thought out reply. I love that you are being honest. You don't have to guess as to what I want you to say. I would be disappointed in anything beyond your honest answer. Yes, in truth I was attemping to draw out more of the 'act' on the final question, however I like the one you gave me. I will let it simmer in thought a little longer before I have you go beyond the getting her alone (which is a very realistic scenario) and then describing the 'acts' that you would imagine - especially the begging of 'kinky' sexual acts. Enjoy simmering. Take your time, I'll be around.

Btw thanks Candy for your encouragement!

Bsmith1
04-18-2014, 03:51 PM
How many guys have you been with?

What is one of your kinkiest fantasies?


What is the dirtiest/ kinkiest thing you have done?

Tibbar2
04-18-2014, 05:09 PM
Very interesting questions thewild!!

I have simpler ones just to lighten it up:

What was your first car?

What is your current vehicle?

What is the oldest form of music 'player' other than a radio that you have owned?

Have you gotten many traffic tickets in your life?

Would you please describe how your first dildo purchase went?

My first car was a 1981 Dodge Omni. I called it the Death Mobile. My brother bought it for me for $500 from a friend that believed silicone and duct tape could fix anything. I would drive in the slow lane so I was always closest to an exit when it decided to die. The worst was when my Dad took it to get a safety inspection and emissions test. He said I was going to have to license it where I was going to school because it didn't pass emissions. The catalytic converter caught on fire and it still passed inspection. Later my Dad tried to fix the brakes. They were fine until they warmed up and then they were like the car on Flintstones.

I am currently driving a Suzuki Grand Vitara. One of my grand luxuries is driving new/newer cars.

I had a quadraphonic 8-track player. It was awesome! I think the stereo in the death mobile was worth more than the car.

I have only been pulled over while driving once and he just gave me a warning. It's pretty amazing considering what a terrible driver I was when I first started. I was one of the few people who had never driven before I took the class and got my learner's permit. The worst was when I got a summer job with the Forest Service and they gave me a truck with a manual transmission. My brother gave me a crash course but I rolled back into a car the first time I tried to start on a hill. Luckily, it was a buddy of his so he didn't care.

The dildo story isn't that exciting. I bought a 7 inch black "Tower of Inferno Super Cock" from Amazon. I've been happy with it but it does have a funky smell that doesn't go away. It has balls at the base that "will make it stand up for the occasion." However, I've never had the occasion to use it that way.

Tibbar2
04-18-2014, 05:14 PM
How many guys have you been with?

What is one of your kinkiest fantasies?


What is the dirtiest/ kinkiest thing you have done?

Thanks for the questions, but I believe I have answered all of those previously. Feel free to try again.

Alexis Rune
04-19-2014, 12:43 PM
You told me that your shopping trip was even harder than mine, so I want to hear all about it!

What were your instructions?

Where did you go?

What did you buy?

Who did you encounter while you were out?

What was the worst, best and scariest part of the trip?

Tibbar2
04-19-2014, 01:17 PM
You told me that your shopping trip was even harder than mine, so I want to hear all about it!

What were your instructions?

Where did you go?

What did you buy?

Who did you encounter while you were out?

What was the worst, best and scariest part of the trip?

I spoke to Dark this morning and discussed my plans to go to the mall and buy sexy panties. I had looked online but decided I wanted to look in person. I used the wrong emoticon by mistake and he ordered me to go sans panties. I wore loose black pants in the hopes no one would notice. I had several messages from Dark along the way but when I parked I had another. As my reward for completing page three of this thread, I was instructed to put on the sexiest pair of panties I buy and christen them properly. I was to cum in whatever way possible and then I could go home.

I went to Lane Bryant's which is about half way through the mall. I was self conscious about the fact I wasn't wearing underwear. I usually don't spend a lot of money on frilly things so this was a special treat. I ended up buying two bras and seven panties in varying colors and styles. So far, I haven't had to go to work without panties but I know my luck will run out eventually when I don't have the color Dark requests.

By this time I was pretty flustered so I stopped and looked at puppies they had at a pet store. It was a great diversion. I went into the ladies bathroom with the hopes of privacy since I would need to take off my pants. I lucked out or so I thought. As soon as I went into a stall there was a freaking stampede of women using the bathroom. I waiting everyone out and then put on a salmon pair of cheeky panties with nude lace on the crotch. Thanks, Red for the recommendation.

There was no way I could masturbate there so I tried a restroom further down the mall. I thought I could take an inconspicuous picture to send Dark as proof. There were other women in the restroom but I was in one of the stalls in the back so thought I was safe. I had forgot about the flash on the camera. :(

I went ahead and sent the picture but there was no way I could masturbate there either. I was trying to think of places I might be able to have privacy on my way home. I decided to at least work myself up on the drive. I had been so nervous that I wasn't wet so I had to wet my fingers before I slid them under the new panties. Whenever a car would get too close I would stop. I finally had a gap where I could set the cruise control and spend a little time teasing my clit. There were no cars anywhere close so I rubbed my clit hard to the song playing in my car. It just happened to be Holding Out for a Hero. Dark will understand the reference. ;)

The orgasm was quick and intense. I haven't done anything like that in decades so it was high on the naughty scale. I got off onto a less traveled road and teased myself a few times more but pinching my nipples and clit. I didn't cum again but the panties were christened properly.

I didn't encounter anyone I know but there were plenty of people along the way. The best part was the contact with Dark. The worst was trying to have any kind of "sexy time" in a public restroom. The scariest part was thinking that this might be the first time I had failed one of Dark's challenges. I'm so glad I didn't disappoint him.

Alexis Rune
04-19-2014, 01:35 PM
AWESOME answer :D That was a brave trip indeed, so naughty! Very well done though. I can't imagine how embarrassed and nervous I'd feel with the flash going off in a stall!

Ever been to a nude beach?

Are there any near you?

Are you curious at all about them?

Is it legal to go topless in your state?

What do you think about this?

Tibbar2
04-19-2014, 06:47 PM
AWESOME answer :D That was a brave trip indeed, so naughty! Very well done though. I can't imagine how embarrassed and nervous I'd feel with the flash going off in a stall!

Ever been to a nude beach?

Are there any near you?

Are you curious at all about them?

Is it legal to go topless in your state?

What do you think about this?

No, I've never been to a nude beach. In fact, I've never been naked outside to my knowledge. I've changed clothes in tents before but that really doesn't count.

I don't know of any near me. May need to Google that. It looks like the closest place is 4 1/2 hours from here. Who knew?

I've never had any particular fascination with nude beaches but I think Dark would like it. He promised to hold my hand as he led me through the woods naked.

I didn't even know there was a nude beach in the state so I had to look that up as well. There are several groups that arrange trips but my guess is they are using private property away from public view. I'm pretty sure you would get arrested if you just decided to sunbathe topless in your back yard.

I stayed at an all inclusive resort in Cancun, Mexico, that was popular with Europeans. On the way to breakfast, my Mom and I would pass topless sunbathers. Most of them were already burned and I couldn't understand why anyone would want to do that to themselves. Besides, that is not what you want to see first thing in the morning when you are with your mother. I have had too many bad experiences with sun burns and sun rash to get much enjoyment out of the experience I'm afraid.

Thanks for all the great questions. :)

Alexis Rune
04-19-2014, 10:45 PM
MOOCs: revolutionary, fad, or both?

Ever wear a corset?

Would you have anybody to help lace one up tight for you if you had to wear one?

You mentioned tent, do you camp often?

Ever sleep naked in a tent?

Tibbar2
04-20-2014, 06:21 AM
MOOCs: revolutionary, fad, or both?

Ever wear a corset?

Would you have anybody to help lace one up tight for you if you had to wear one?

You mentioned tent, do you camp often?

Ever sleep naked in a tent?

I believe MOOCs (massively open online courses) are a passing fad. While the philosophy of opening up the education system is a noble one, there is a fundamental flaw. Very few people want to learn for learning's sake anymore. This may help explain why the completion rate for MOOCs is so low (about 7%). People are driven by external factors like the promise of a better job. As long as MOOCs are non-credit courses, they will continue to be a novelty rather than a technology and paradigm shift.

I've never worn a corset but I've looked at them many times. I like the ones that push everything around so you have a better silhouette. I'm not sure about the ones that attempt to create a tiny waist by shifting your internal organs. There's a reason why Victorian women were always swooning.... They couldn't breathe. Besides, I don't have anyone who could help me tighten one if Dark ordered. I would have to figure out a way to do it on my own.

The older I get, the less I enjoy camping. I used to sleep fine on a foam pad or cot and now I need a plush mattress, memory foam, and multiple pillows. I also enjoy being in my own space with a proper bathroom. I'm glad I had those experiences when I was younger but now I'm happy with road trips. If I can work in a few bizarre tourist attractions, all the better. Wall Drug in South Dakota is my favorite.

I've never slept naked in a tent although I hear it keeps you warmer. I'm always too afraid of creepy crawlies or bigger pests. On one trip, I was sleeping in a tent while my parents were in the trailer. My dad poked his head out to wish me a goodnight and warn me that there was a skunk in camp. Thanks, Dad!

Master.
04-20-2014, 07:06 AM
How many panties do you own now?
How many panties did you own before your submission to Dark?
How many different (what you/Dark would perceive as unique) colours does your collection of panties span across?
What is your favourite pair of panties?
Which pair of panties that you own do you think would be Darks favourite?

Tibbar2
04-20-2014, 01:01 PM
How many panties do you own now?
How many panties did you own before your submission to Dark?
How many different (what you/Dark would perceive as unique) colours does your collection of panties span across?
What is your favourite pair of panties?
Which pair of panties that you own do you think would be Darks favourite?

This seems excessive but the current count is 41. I've bought 16 of those since Dark. Part of it is the weight loss. Others were bought trying to predict his daily color choice. The last set were so I would have something sexy and frilly to wear.

We don't worry about color shades so much so I have solids (white, black, gray, brown, orange, pink, peach, purple, green, salmon, yellow, blue, and red) and patterns (stripes, flowers, polka dots, paisley, zebra, and leopard). It really depends what mood Dark is in and whether he is feeling generous.

At the moment my favorite is the pair I "christened" yesterday but I bought two sets that I think I will enjoy.

Dark will like the ones with lace on the back. He's curious to see what kinds of patterns might result from wearing them.

Ly Ph
04-20-2014, 02:38 PM
Firstly even though I said it in chat earlier today I would like to reiterate how interesting of a thread this is. You paint quite the picture.

People have asked you a lot about your limits so I was wondering, are there any kinks that you used to really enjoy that now your limits have been pushed you cant really enjoy any more? If yes what are they and do you miss them?

maxS
04-20-2014, 02:58 PM
Whats the one truth question you're hoping not to be asked?
What is it your deepest secret?

Tibbar2
04-20-2014, 05:55 PM
Firstly even though I said it in chat earlier today I would like to reiterate how interesting of a thread this is. You paint quite the picture.

People have asked you a lot about your limits so I was wondering, are there any kinks that you used to really enjoy that now your limits have been pushed you cant really enjoy any more? If yes what are they and do you miss them?

Thank you so much for the support and kind words. I'm glad that people find my life so interesting.

The best questions are those that require thought. This was one of those. The biggest change was my voracious appetite for erotica. Before I found Dark (or he found me...I'm not sure which), I spent a lot of time reading. My favorite were Kindle books. I would read several a week but I also enjoyed short stories on Literotica and other sites. I haven't finished a book since Dark and I started down this path.

Much of life was just passing me by and losing myself in books was easy. Now I'm excited to see what each new day will hold. Not every day is sunshine and roses, but those rough days have the most meaning. For all the excitement and terror of pushing boundaries, it is the human connection that keeps drawing me in. Dark knows how I feel about him. Real life has become better than any story.

Tibbar2
04-20-2014, 06:25 PM
Whats the one truth question you're hoping not to be asked?
What is it your deepest secret?

The question I dreaded most was when I lost my virginity since I don't know the answer for certain. I didn't know whether or not I should post the response I had written so I sent it to Dark for his reaction. He asked me if I wanted to lie. No words of pity or shock...just a simple question. That question was easy to answer. No, I didn't want to lie. I hit the submit reply button and let Dark know. He called me a brave girl. It was exactly what I needed to hear.

After all the questions I've answered on this thread, I'm not sure if I have any deep secrets left. One of the things that I share infrequently is that my mother is a practicing psychic and astrologer. It's been a source of embarrassment since I was in grade school because my mother was different from every one else. It's funny though because my friends that do know go to her for readings. She's also a licensed counselor who has worked mental health and alcohol recovery so she's actually really good at what she does. I've also seen enough stuff that I can't explain to keep an open mind.

Alexis Rune
04-21-2014, 04:38 AM
What is your preferred sexual position that you have experienced?

Have you ever eaten out of a bowl without using your hands?

Have you ever had forced orgasms, perhaps with a Hitachi taped to your clit?

Which of your outfits makes you feel the prettiest?

What is the biggest problem facing the world today?

silverdarknight
04-21-2014, 06:01 AM
If you had to flee the country, where would you go?


If you had only half an hour to grab your things before fleeing the country, what would you take?


What is your dream car?


What is your dream holiday?


What is your dream date?

Tibbar2
04-21-2014, 12:08 PM
What is your preferred sexual position that you have experienced?

Have you ever eaten out of a bowl without using your hands?

Have you ever had forced orgasms, perhaps with a Hitachi taped to your clit?

Which of your outfits makes you feel the prettiest?

What is the biggest problem facing the world today?

My favorite position would be the Legs on Shoulders or Shoulder Holder. I like that he still has access to all the good parts, especially my breasts. It also allows him to thrust hard and deep. The best is when he falls forward so my legs are up by my head and I have no control whatsoever.

I don't recall ever eating out of a bowl without my hands. I've had surgery on one of my knees and arthritis under the other knee cap so anything requiring me to be on my knees for extended periods of time is extremely painful. I was assuming that you were hinting at puppy play or some other variation. I would much rather eat my meals at a table or on the couch like a true American.

You have been watching too much porn, my friend. Unless you have constant pressure, it is easy to adjust your body so the Hitachi magic wand isn't driving you mad. That being said, I have had one pushed into my vagina before. It took quite a bit of time and maneuvering to accomplish but it was a rather intense sensation. When I am on my own, two orgasms is about my limit. I either get out of whatever predicament I have manufactured or my body becomes numb to that sensation.

I am really bad about wearing the same outfits to work. It always makes me feel special when I get compliments, but that is true of most women. I think the time I felt the prettiest was when I was getting married in Las Vegas. The ceremony was in the Garden Chapel at the Flamingo, which is surrounded by an outdoor wildlife habitat. When my brother was walking me through the habitat a little girl grabbed her mother and exclaimed, "Look, Mommy. It's a princess!"

Ignorance and fear. I was flipping through news channels today and several of the talking heads were going on about how Obama has a "manliness" problem. It's not enough to try and make intelligent decisions, he must also swing his dick around so the rest of the world will respect us. Another news channel was going on about how terrible he is at pick up basketball. Do we really need to know his free throw stats for the year? The world would be a better place (in my humble opinion) if we all showed a little compassion and understanding for those sharing the planet.

Tibbar2
04-21-2014, 04:58 PM
If you had to flee the country, where would you go?


If you had only half an hour to grab your things before fleeing the country, what would you take?


What is your dream car?


What is your dream holiday?


What is your dream date?

Since you didn't specify a reason I'm going to assume the zombie apocalypse has finally arrived. I would head toward Canada or Cuba. In the novel WWZ, these were the options with the highest survival rates. (If you've only seen the movie you should feel ashamed). Cuba is a defensible island with a large military presence. Canada has large regions with few people and freezing weather.

I would like to think I would take basic survival necessities but I'm sure I would fail miserably. I would take my dogs, valuables, and sentimental items. Even though they would be worthless soon, I would still take my iPad, laptop, and phone. Then I would throw as many clothes and toiletries in a suitcase as I could and bug out.

I love watching Top Gear so any of the super cars like Bugatti Veyron would be cool. It would have to be a dream car though because I would be too nervous to drive anything that expensive in real life.

In my dreams, I would be traveling to the U.K. I really don't like big cities so I would travel the countryside. Maybe I could meet up with a certain local who could show me the sites (and I wouldn't have to learn to drive on the wrong side of the road).

The perfect date for me would be largely unplanned but where everything turns out better than expected... finding a hole in the wall that serves great food... going to a great movie you've never heard of... meeting friends in unexpected places. Ultimately, it's not about what you do but who you are with.

fieldman
04-21-2014, 05:15 PM
I've also seen enough stuff that I can't explain to keep an open mind.
Could you tell us about a couple of these occasions?

thewilds
04-22-2014, 03:46 AM
Ok. I hope I've let this one simmer long enough
If Dark asked you to seduce and give yourself sexually to one of your female friends, coworkers, or anyone else you personally know, for him (no, I'm not asking for her first and last name) who would you choose and why? Imagine and describe the seduction. Imagine you are indeed submissive to her, but instruction from Dark says to beg her to use you in every kink she wishes, what will you beg of her?"

You've covered the seduction part. Good luck with the last sentence portion!

Alexis Rune
04-22-2014, 04:22 AM
Do you like to be tickled?

Does it turn you on sexually at all?

Have you ever played with wax?

If so, is it more fun going on or peeling it off? :D If not, do you think you'd like the experience?

If Master Dark_Controller asked you to cut off all of the hair from your head right now, would you?

Alexis Rune
04-22-2014, 04:49 AM
I am steeling this question from another user, it is awesome and she or he deserve all of the credit, but here it is:
Originally Posted by Ransom6626
You meet five races of alien creatures on the internet:

One only knows Sight.

One only knows Sound.

One only knows Scent.

One only knows Touch.

One only knows Taste.

You must send each one three items in an attempt to describe yourself as completely as you can.

What do you send?

Meorin
04-22-2014, 04:59 AM
I haven't checked all questions yet but was asked to ask you 5 more:

1. If I meet you on the streets, not knowing who you are... Can I see anything on you that provides the information for me that you are a sub?

2. Your first pet: What was it? What was its name? How long did you have it?

For your next three questions, i want you to describe in detail, how exactly it was or would be.

3. Your last wet dream you remember clearly: What happened with you? What did you do?

4. At some point with your fantasies you know that you are a sub. What's the earliest one of these fantasies you still remember?

5. If for some magical reason we meet and at the same time we both are single and free to do what we want. Now imagine you would be into me. How would you try to seduce me in that hypothetical world?

Tibbar2
04-22-2014, 02:45 PM
Could you tell us about a couple of these occasions?

There are a lot of stories but I'll limit it to two where I play a prominent role. I have always had a very close attachment to my middle brother. When I was inconsolable as a baby, he was always the one that could pick me up and I would stop crying. Later my Mom told me that she thought we were meant to be twins. My brother would know things he shouldn't like they didn't need to go to Grandma's house right now because she was at the store. When she asked him how he knew he would say that a little girl told him. He would even carry on conversations. One of the neighbors came very close to calling the cops for child endangerment. She couldn't understand how my Mom would take such great care of her three boys but always left the little girl out by herself. It appeared that the little girl was always in the same dress and it didn't look like anyone was taking care of her. Others reported seeing a little girl in the yard on several other occasions. It would be another three years before I was born.

When I was about 14, my friends and I decided to go tubing in the irrigation channel that ran through town. I played in it as a child (which is amazing we didn't all die) but that was a long time ago and I had never been tubing. My friend's mom drove me home so I could get a swimsuit and my Mom was in the kitchen doing a reading. I figured I could sneak in and out without her really noticing. She looked up and said clear as day, "I don't think you should go tubing today." How the hell did she know that? I hadn't said anything!

When you are that age peer pressure is a terrible thing. I told my Mom some lie about sunbathing and went off with my friends. I knew as soon as I got into the water that this was a terrible idea. It was spring runoff season and the water was deceptively fast and deep. I've been closer to death before but never as terrified. Two nice men saved me and I had to go home bloody and cut up. To her credit, Mom never mentioned her warning. She just patched me up and took care of me. I've heeded her advice ever since.

Tibbar2
04-22-2014, 05:15 PM
Ok. I hope I've let this one simmer long enough
If Dark asked you to seduce and give yourself sexually to one of your female friends, coworkers, or anyone else you personally know, for him (no, I'm not asking for her first and last name) who would you choose and why? Imagine and describe the seduction. Imagine you are indeed submissive to her, but instruction from Dark says to beg her to use you in every kink she wishes, what will you beg of her?"

You've covered the seduction part. Good luck with the last sentence portion!

I thought about your question again today and think I've finally figured out some of my blockages. There is a reason I say I am owned, protected, and cared for by Dark. He would never put me in a situation where a complete stranger could hurt me. My kinks also revolve around having things done to me or me doing them to myself. Begging her (or anyone else) to do certain things seems like me trying to direct the action so to speak. So for a moment, let’s pretend that Dark had vetted this woman for me and was controlling everything behind the scenes. How might this unfold?

I have a weight loss challenge deadline looming and I REALLY want to succeed. She's willing to help me but it has to be under her conditions. She tells me to come to the locker room after the building has closed for the night and she will give me private training sessions. The only condition is I have to obey every one of her orders or it will all end immediately. No second chances.

I arrive with my usual gym bag but she tells me to strip naked so she can see what she has to work with. I can feel my face burning as I stand there and she slowly walks around me. When she comes back around she hands me a towel. "This is all you'll need," she says as she leads me into the gym. Parts of the room are dark but the area around the exercise bikes is brightly lit. That's when I see that one of the bikes has been modified to include a large dildo in the seat. "We'll start with cardio. Climb on."

I drop the towel and try to figure out a way to get onto the bike with my dignity intact. It's not possible. I have to hold the dildo steady as I lower myself down. She sets the bike for a time and resistance that is going to be miserable and I start sweating almost immediately. When the timer finally reads 0:00 I feel a great sense of relief until I notice that there are sounds in the other part of the gym. She has sat watching me on the bike the entire time so it can't be her. Another light comes on and I see two men setting up weight equipment.

Everything in me freezes and she has to lead me by the hand. As I get closer I can see the men scanning me. The taller one tells me to straddle a bench for lat pull downs. It has much more weight than I have been using. He slides behind me and helps steady the bar. I can feel his erection pressing against my ass as I finish the set. His hands move to my breasts as I try to recover. He finally whispers in my ear "15 more." Both men continue their torment as I go from piece to piece. The woman is talking to someone on the phone and taking pictures. I hope and pray it's Dark but I have no way of knowing.

When my muscles are shaking uncontrollably and I can barely move, the men lead me to an area between two weight machines. There are cuffs attached high and far apart. I have to stand on tiptoe as they secure me. The men move away as the woman finally becomes an active participant. The sweat covering my body doesn't seem to bother her as she caresses every inch. "You've been such a good girl. You deserve a reward." Her hand goes straight for my clit as she flicks it hard and fast. I throw my head back as an orgasm rushes through me. As I hang there in the restraints, the men move back to release me. As I try to make sense of what has happened, she whispers... "Same time tomorrow."

thewilds
04-22-2014, 06:50 PM
Mnnn... You've exceeded my expectations with a very exciting scenario. Almost to the point of making me forget the twist of you being forced to take the lead when clearly you are the submissive. I smile at the notion that you steer clear of the ff content that I was trying to push you reluctantly into that discomforting zone... I applaud you...

Tibbar2
04-23-2014, 02:08 PM
Do you like to be tickled?

Does it turn you on sexually at all?

Have you ever played with wax?

If so, is it more fun going on or peeling it off? :D If not, do you think you'd like the experience?

If Master Dark_Controller asked you to cut off all of the hair from your head right now, would you?

How can you not like being tickled? All that squealing and squirming about... That being said, I can't remember the last time someone tickled me. I think of tickling as a happy, playful experience so I don't have a lot of sexual fantasies about it. It could be fun in the right circumstances.

Yes, I have played with wax. I enjoy it going on much more especially if I am blindfolded and don't know when or where it is going to hit next. My parents used to have a candle making business so hot wax isn't that extreme for me. I used to be able to make these really cool wax roses but I haven't done any in years.

You suck me in with all these easy questions and then throw a curve ball like cutting off all my hair. I admit that I have had sexual fantasies about it as it is one of the ultimate acts of submission for a woman. I'm trying to remember a time when I had super-short hair and can't think of one. About the closest I've come is a bob and it wasn't the greatest look on me. If Dark asked me to I would because it is the unknown. It would also remind me of him every time I looked at it. On the other hand, I enjoy having it long so he can virtually pull me away by my hair. When we first started this relationship I was very nervous about getting it cut without his permission. I ended up just getting it trimmed because I know he likes long hair.

Tibbar2
04-23-2014, 02:46 PM
I am steeling this question from another user, it is awesome and she or he deserve all of the credit, but here it is:
Originally Posted by Ransom6626
You meet five races of alien creatures on the internet:

One only knows Sight.

One only knows Sound.

One only knows Scent.

One only knows Touch.

One only knows Taste.

You must send each one three items in an attempt to describe yourself as completely as you can.

What do you send?

That is a great question. For sight, I would send my photo album, Google map location, and the quilt my mother made me. Sound is a little more difficult. I would send an audio recording of me giving a brief history of my life. I would also send the recording I made for Dark of me cumming. Hey, why not? It turned out better than I thought it would. The third would be my iTunes library.

For scent, I would send lavender, roses, and lily of the valley. For touch, it would be a lock of my hair, a rabbit, and a puppy. The aliens might be hostile but they would change their mind about attacking if I sent a puppy. Taste is easy... chocolate, strawberries, and Shiraz wine.

Tibbar2
04-23-2014, 03:27 PM
I haven't checked all questions yet but was asked to ask you 5 more:

1. If I meet you on the streets, not knowing who you are... Can I see anything on you that provides the information for me that you are a sub?

2. Your first pet: What was it? What was its name? How long did you have it?

For your next three questions, i want you to describe in detail, how exactly it was or would be.

3. Your last wet dream you remember clearly: What happened with you? What did you do?

4. At some point with your fantasies you know that you are a sub. What's the earliest one of these fantasies you still remember?

5. If for some magical reason we meet and at the same time we both are single and free to do what we want. Now imagine you would be into me. How would you try to seduce me in that hypothetical world?

I don't think there is anything about me that screams out "sub" to the average person. I wear a silver and black ring on my right hand that symbolizes Dark and our relationship.

My first pet was a poodle named Gum Drop. I told my parents I either wanted the puppy or a menagerie. The giraffe could sleep outside but the skunk would sleep with my Dad. I got the puppy. I don't remember how long he lived.

The last wet dream was made vivid by Dark. It was during a period of orgasm denial IRL. Just at the moment I was about to cum in my dream, Dark sent me a Kik message and woke me up. He is always kidding that he has "dark powers" but I was pretty frustrated and impressed by the whole situation.

I can't pinpoint a moment where I suddenly realized I was a sub. My fantasies have always centered around having things done to me sexually.

Hmmmm.... I have never gone for younger men so this will be a tough one. I guess I could seduce you into being my boy toy by providing you a house and security. You would just have to be at my beck and call 24/7.

Alexis Rune
04-23-2014, 06:06 PM
Bigger impact: Nature or Nurture?

Can you curl your tongue?

Your silliest boy band / celebrity crush while growing up.

And now?

We have more food in the world than can be eaten, yet people starve daily. Who should be responsible for fixing this problem?

Tibbar2
04-24-2014, 06:55 PM
Bigger impact: Nature or Nurture?

Can you curl your tongue?

Your silliest boy band / celebrity crush while growing up.

And now?

We have more food in the world than can be eaten, yet people starve daily. Who should be responsible for fixing this problem?

I really want to say nurture but I'm going with nature. If you look at something as basic as sexual preference, I do not side with those that believe you have a choice who you love or you can be "made" gay.

Yes. :)

I used to love Kiss. I had a picture of Peter Criss on my wall that I would kiss every night before I went to sleep.

I appreciate a beautiful human form but I prefer people with character. I still think John Wayne is sexy.

Those with the power and the resources to make a difference are ultimately responsible for creating change. However, many of the places that need the help the most have many other barriers (e.g., over population, corrupt governments, natural disasters, unequal access to education). I wish I had a better answer.

Alexis Rune
04-25-2014, 05:04 PM
Favorite cartoon?

Favorite vegetable to eat?

If you had to sing a karaoke song tonight, what song woul you pick?

Ever sing along for Master while you are 'drumming'?

Ever 'play' with stinging nettles?

imperfect_stranger
04-26-2014, 06:06 AM
If you had to tell a family member about this site, who would you choose and why ?

Would it change your behaviour here if that family member became an active user here too ?

Having removed \ explored some of your limits, is there one that you'd put back on the list, given a chance (i.e. something to never do again) ?

Have you ever pretended to be someone you're not when online ?

Have you ever taken something as payment for sexual favours ?

Tibbar2
04-26-2014, 07:24 AM
Favorite cartoon?

Favorite vegetable to eat?

If you had to sing a karaoke song tonight, what song woul you pick?

Ever sing along for Master while you are 'drumming'?

Ever 'play' with stinging nettles?

Looney Tunes. (Yes, I'm old but Bugs Bunny is still awesome).

Zucchini. It's fun to say too.

Ring of Fire by Johnny Cash.

No, I'm usually cursing whatever song is playing while I am "drumming" my ass. I will be trying out Eye of the Tiger with a leather tawse next. I fell asleep on Dark last night so that is my punishment.

No.... I just looked up an article to even see how you would "play" with stinging nettles. I'm wearing my "you've got to be kidding me" face with my mouth gaping open. That does not even remotely sound like fun.

Tibbar2
04-26-2014, 12:14 PM
If you had to tell a family member about this site, who would you choose and why ?

Would it change your behaviour here if that family member became an active user here too ?

Having removed \ explored some of your limits, is there one that you'd put back on the list, given a chance (i.e. something to never do again) ?

Have you ever pretended to be someone you're not when online ?

Have you ever taken something as payment for sexual favours ?

That first one is a toughie. I'm tempted to pick a distant cousin twice removed but that's not very realistic. My Mom crossed my mind as well but she was just asking me the other day how to find romance books without all the bondage stuff. I guess that leaves me with my husband because he will probably find out eventually.

Yes, if he became active on the site it would change my behavior. I would be doing a lot more whispers and private chatting. He has his privacy while on the computer so I'm not being too hypocritical.

After my disastrous one and only attempt at edging at work, I would add that to the list. Of course, I also thought that playing at work wasn't going to happen again until it did.

I have tried to protect my identity while online but never tried to be anyone else. I'm terrible at lying so it's easier this way.

No, I haven't given or received anything for sexual favors unless a wedding ring counts.

SweetTeen
04-26-2014, 05:37 PM
Is there something where you always think of and you need to laugh?(Something like a funny moment)

Favorite part of clothing? (IE tshirt or something like that)

Ever taken drugs?;)

Longest time you have been in denial?

Kinkiest fetish you know?

IceMaiden
04-26-2014, 05:39 PM
I'll ask the same set of questions I asked Pupil, because I'm lazy and don't want to think of more :)

My head hurts too much to read the thread entirely right now, so if any have been asked before feel free to skip right on by them :D

What do you regret most so far in life?

How can you apply the lesson you learned from that regret to your life today?

What would you change if you knew you were never going to die?

What do you think stands between you and complete happiness?

What's your favourite thing about your personality and why?

And least favourite and why?

To you, what's the difference between living and existing?

Tibbar2
04-26-2014, 06:09 PM
Is there something where you always think of and you need to laugh?(Something like a funny moment)

Favorite part of clothing? (IE tshirt or something like that)

Ever taken drugs?;)

Longest time you have been in denial?

Kinkiest fetish you know?

Top Gear makes me laugh. When I was really stressed in my last job I would watch at least one episode a night.

I have a brown jacket that I wear almost year around. It's not perfect at keeping you warm or dry but it just keeps hanging in there.

I've taken prescription drugs but nothing illegal. I'm boring that way.

I've never been denied before Dark so I guess a week. He usually takes pity on me if I've been a good subbie.

Lots of kinks get me off even if I would never do them IRL. However, there are a few that don't make any sense to me. Furries, clowns, and Big Foot come to mind. I'm not being judgmental; they just don't trip my triggers.

Tibbar2
04-26-2014, 06:26 PM
I'll ask the same set of questions I asked Pupil, because I'm lazy and don't want to think of more :)

My head hurts too much to read the thread entirely right now, so if any have been asked before feel free to skip right on by them :D

What do you regret most so far in life?

How can you apply the lesson you learned from that regret to your life today?

What would you change if you knew you were never going to die?

What do you think stands between you and complete happiness?

What's your favourite thing about your personality and why?

And least favourite and why?

To you, what's the difference between living and existing?

I regret that I didn't take more chances with men when I was younger. That is part of the reason that I am willing to try most things (within reason) at least once.

Immortality would kind of suck in my current body. If I knew that was coming, I would have taken better care of myself.

Wow! If I knew the answer to pure enlightenment I wouldn't be be here. Dark has brought happiness to my life by adding a level of human connection that I had been missing for a long time.

I'm quick to laugh and I do it often. It's a distinctive laugh so I guess it's good that I enjoy it. I wish I didn't handle conflict by being passive aggressive. I feel so much better when I can just talk it out but sometimes I just brood. It's not healthy.

Existence is going through the motions and then looking back and wondering where all the years went. Living is being excited to see what each new day holds even if it isn't happiness and light. Darkness can be exciting as well. ;)

Alexis Rune
04-26-2014, 06:50 PM
Favorite Starbucks drink?

Ideal pet?

Ideal job?

How Would you survive a zombie apocalypse?

Favorite game?

Greatest ruler/leader in world history?

Follow orders or go with your gut?

Do you like to draw, paint, or write?

Enjoy climbing trees?

Tibbar2
04-27-2014, 10:49 AM
Favorite Starbucks drink?

Ideal pet?

Ideal job?

How Would you survive a zombie apocalypse?

Favorite game?

Greatest ruler/leader in world history?

Follow orders or go with your gut?

Do you like to draw, paint, or write?

Enjoy climbing trees?

Sugar free vanilla latte. Any pet that someone else takes care of completely. Love my current job but dreamed of being a helicopter pilot when I was little.

All signs point to me dying early in the zombie apocalypse. As soon as the power goes out, I'll be without heat, water, and any way to cook food. We have a small generator but it won't last for long. My only hope is that zombies would have to make it through 10 miles of armed rednecks before they get to our house. The dogs and an ax would be the last line of defense.

Yahtzee. Ghengis Khan. Follow orders. Write.

My neighbor had a great tree when I was growing up. It had a hollow area where you could sit and plenty of sturdy branches. It had a few steps attached to the side so it was perfect for kids. I tried climbing our cherry tree but got stuck. It was too far to jump and I couldn't figure out a way down. I'm pretty sure someone had to rescue me. That might be the last time I was in a tree.

SweetTeen
04-27-2014, 04:24 PM
What do you think about germany?(Favorite prejudice?)

Favorite GD member besides Dark and Alexis?

If you would lose your legs and arms would you still want to live ?

The first item which lays on your left right now?

Do you have any favorite Picture or kind of picture you like?

Lustat
04-27-2014, 04:25 PM
how many toys do you have
what are they
which ones are used most often :p

Tibbar2
04-27-2014, 04:56 PM
What do you think about germany?(Favorite prejudice?)

Favorite GD member besides Dark and Alexis?

If you would lose your legs and arms would you still want to live ?

The first item which lays on your left right now?

Do you have any favorite Picture or kind of picture you like?

Sometimes I hate being honest. The hubby just watched a marathon about the Third Reich so WWII is fresh in my mind. My brother was also stationed on the wall when he was in the army. He had a really hard time watching the guard dogs kill a little girl that looked like me because she was in the "no man zone." On a happier note, I associate Germany with really good beer.

There are a lot of people I enjoy talking to in the chat rooms. I am going to pick Lady_Shiloh just so I don't cause any hurt feelings.

That's a funny question because I had spinal meningitis when I was a baby. The treatment is still to amputate limbs as the body starts shutting down. I was very, very lucky and have no lasting effects but I wouldn't want to go through that.

A pillow. :)

I have more pictures of my dogs than me. They are just so darn cute!

Tibbar2
04-27-2014, 05:15 PM
how many toys do you have
what are they
which ones are used most often :p

I took them all out and took several pictures for Dark but I didn't count. Let me see if I can categorize them. I'm probably forgetting some.

Vibrators (my favorites and what I use most often): Lelo Soraya, Hitachi Magic Wand, rabbit, bullet, cone, ducky, cock ring

Insertables: two medium butt plugs, anal dilator set, black dildo, weighted Ben wa balls, inflatable enema nozzle, hand massage balls.

Clamps: clover, tweezer, screw, clothes pins, clit tweezer with bell

Restraints: wrist and ankle cuffs, rope, door jam, hogtie, scarves, blindfold, homemade belt for plugs

Spanking: leather paddle, ruler, wooden spatula, leather belt, leather tawse. I had a crop but it broke.

Assorted: enema kit, hand pump with nipple/clit cylinders and pussy attachment, body stocking, pretty panties

Alexis Rune
04-27-2014, 05:29 PM
Where do you keep them all and are they ALL 'secret'?

IceMaiden
04-28-2014, 02:22 PM
What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

We're all our own worst critic- so if you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow this person to be your friend?

Would you steal to feed a starving child? Is it wrong to do so?

Lose all of your old memories or never be able to make new ones?

Is there anything you wouldn't give up for £1 million?

Tibbar2
04-29-2014, 01:48 PM
Where do you keep them all and are they ALL 'secret'?

I forgot to include a wedge pillow and labia spreader in my list. The toys that get used most often are in my nightstand. The majority are in a travel suitcase in the closet, and the rest are hidden under the bathroom sink. The only toys I would consider "secret" are the enema gear and homemade bondage belt. I always use them when I am alone so feel like they should be hidden for some reason.

Alexis Rune
04-30-2014, 02:26 PM
So does your husband ever restrain you and/or use any of your toys with you?

Tibbar2
04-30-2014, 02:56 PM
What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

We're all our own worst critic- so if you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow this person to be your friend?

Would you steal to feed a starving child? Is it wrong to do so?

Lose all of your old memories or never be able to make new ones?

Is there anything you wouldn't give up for £1 million?

I would wear anything I wanted without being self-conscious or judgmental about how I looked. There are days that I try on four or five outfits trying to find something that I feel comfortable walking out in.

I wrote this long response about either you are my friend or you're not, but when I re-read it I realized none of it is true. I have a few close friends that I hold onto dearly even when we don't see each other for years. I have others that have drifted away, but I've never had a full blown fight with a friend.

Of course I would steal to feed a starving child. The child can't take care of itself so it's our responsibility and duty to do so.

Lose all your old memories. If you couldn't remember all the things that happen from this moment forward, it would be hell. Every day and every second would be filled with confusion. No thanks.

I've seen too many stories of people who won the lottery or came into a large sum of money and their life turned to shit. There are a lot of things in my life that you could just have if you wanted or needed. I regularly purge things and give them to charity. I'm not sure I have anything that I would exchange for the problems having a million dollars would create.

Alexis Rune
05-01-2014, 12:54 PM
Favorite fruit? (did I ask that yet?)
Favorite salad dressing?
In several years, when a decision comes, will you continue to have 2 dogs?
What has been the best change in humanity during your lifetime?
The worst?

Ly Ph
05-01-2014, 02:32 PM
Its a little bit of a copy paste from a question I asked SweetTeen based on one of my AMA answers but unlike you and I he is from an age in which smartphones have dominated a large proportion of his life so im curious to ask you.

What games if any do you play in your head when devoid of any other source of entertainment e.g. when travelling? An example of what I mean by this can be found here (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJpKt6UP08).

What are the rules?

Do you ever cheat in these games?

Tibbar2
05-01-2014, 04:48 PM
So does your husband ever restrain you and/or use any of your toys with you?

My husband and I met in a vanilla chat room almost 14 years ago but it was quickly evident that we both had an interest in BDSM. We finally decided to meet and he made the five hour drive to my place. He brought a bag of toys so there was some light restraint that first meeting. It was my first real experience with BDSM so everything was exciting and new. We maintained a distance relationship for five years so a lot of the toys were bought to keep me occupied when we couldn't be together.

We had issues (as every relationship does) but he finally left everything behind and we got married. Intellectually I knew there would be issues marring someone 20 years my senior but I didn't expect certain aspects of our relationship to deteriorate so quickly. Even though there were medical issues I played the if game. If I lost weight... If I tried to seduce him... If I didn't pressure him... Eventually we had to decide whether we were going to stay together with very little physical interaction - sexual or otherwise - or divorce. We stayed but we live on separate floors of the house for the most part.

To go back to your original question, yes he still restrains me on rare occasions. That lack of human connection was one of the things that drove me into the GD chat rooms. Fate was smiling on me when I met Dark. Where I once felt bitter that I had been introduced to BDSM and then had it yanked away, now I feel that there is a new world waiting for me.

Tibbar2
05-01-2014, 07:04 PM
Favorite fruit? (did I ask that yet?)
Favorite salad dressing?
In several years, when a decision comes, will you continue to have 2 dogs?
What has been the best change in humanity during your lifetime?
The worst?

Raspberries.
Ranch

If Cash goes first, Tango will be just fine. Cash had a terrible problem eating household objects when he was younger including half a storage container, tiles, and carpet. He had to have surgery and was gone for several days. Tango was his normal self. If Cash is alone, he's a nervous wreck. He would need a buddy.

The internet is the best and also the worst change. It allows for freedom of information never dreamed of before. And how do we use this immense power? Cat videos.

Tibbar2
05-01-2014, 07:14 PM
Its a little bit of a copy paste from a question I asked SweetTeen based on one of my AMA answers but unlike you and I he is from an age in which smartphones have dominated a large proportion of his life so im curious to ask you.

What games if any do you play in your head when devoid of any other source of entertainment e.g. when travelling? An example of what I mean by this can be found here (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJpKt6UP08).

What are the rules?

Do you ever cheat in these games?

I still remember playing Pong, Frogger, and PAC Man on my neighbor's Atari. God, I'm old. Except for when I had a terrible Tetris addiction, I've never played videos games in my head. During boring trips, I usually write stories in my head or play stupid games like who can name the most colors. I'm perfectly happy to just crank up the music.

Alexis Rune
05-04-2014, 06:49 AM
You hit your weight loss goal! YAY!!

When the goal was first set for you, 5% of your weight in 7 weeks, did you think you'd make it? (It seems ambitious!)
Were you worried about it at that point?

Do you feel like you have adapted to a new, healthier lifestyle at this point or do you fear if given the freedom that you'd slip right back into old habits?

What is the hardest parts of the change?

Do you have any personal, long-term goals, say years down the road, that you'd like to accomplish in terms of your weight and overall health?

Has anybody noticed yet? (I am sure they will soon, you are doing great!)

hcfist
05-04-2014, 12:34 PM
Do You like to stuff household items??
Did You had any of them fully inside Your pussy ??
Do You like to stuff for a longer??
Did You ever stuffed whole cell phone in Your pussy or ass, if Yes say where??

Tibbar2
05-04-2014, 07:52 PM
Do You like to stuff household items??
Did You had any of them fully inside Your pussy ??
Do You like to stuff for a longer??
Did You ever stuffed whole cell phone in Your pussy or ass, if Yes say where??

I am sure some of your questions are lost translation. You do know that the vagina does not work like a kangaroo's pouch, right? I don't keep keys, spare change, or the remote control in there for safe keeping. I certainly haven't tried to insert my cell phone into my pussy or any other body cavity. The closest thing I have had to a "household item" stuffed in my vagina is a wash cloth. I've never repeated the experience so it must not have been too memorable. Have a nice day!

Tibbar2
05-05-2014, 05:54 AM
You hit your weight loss goal! YAY!!

When the goal was first set for you, 5% of your weight in 7 weeks, did you think you'd make it? (It seems ambitious!)
Were you worried about it at that point?

Do you feel like you have adapted to a new, healthier lifestyle at this point or do you fear if given the freedom that you'd slip right back into old habits?

What is the hardest parts of the change?

Do you have any personal, long-term goals, say years down the road, that you'd like to accomplish in terms of your weight and overall health?

Has anybody noticed yet? (I am sure they will soon, you are doing great!)

I had been trying to get healthier since the first of the year. My weight was creeping up to a really alarming number and I was in pretty constant pain. I was making some progress but I was using alcohol to numb the pain – both physical and emotional. The true wake-up call was when I had a full blown panic attack at work. I finally just had to excuse myself and walk out, which was scary and embarrassing. I’m not sure how the weight loss issue came up with Dark except he knew I was unhappy with my body. I had already agreed to participate in a weight loss challenge at work (hence the 5% in 7 weeks) so Dark just set the parameters. I wasn’t worried at that point because I was feeling highly motivated and wanted to please Dark.

Dark has already said that I can just live in moderation until May 19th since this is a really stressful time at work. My prize for finishing page 7 was ice cream so I picked out something special yesterday. However, for breakfast I had my same protein bar and banana. The only major change was a Lean Cuisine for lunch instead of a salad or soup I made. Dinner is going to be a healthier version of Mexican food for Cinco de Mayo. My plan is to have small indulgences so I don’t feel deprived. At the moment I am so pleased with where I am that I have no desire to fall back into bad habits.

The hardest part has been planning meals and cooking on my own. Before, it was very easy to just pick up fast food on the way home or go out to eat with friends at lunch. Now, when I go out I have to research the menu. I do have some quick and easy meals for when I don’t feel like cooking so that helps.

A couple of years ago I had thought to lose a 100 lbs in a year. Talk about ambitious! Needless to say, I didn’t get very far and ended up putting back everything I lost. I feel much better about having small goals with a limited time frame. It makes it much easier to stay on track. My health is already improving in terms of pain levels (mostly knees and back). Every pound I lose will just improve that situation.

Yes, I have received many compliments on the weight loss. That is a great motivator as well. I put on one of my favorite shirts this morning and it just looked like a tent. I took it off and put on something more form fitting and pink. :)

Dark_Controller
05-05-2014, 06:25 AM
Just a slight correction my dear, the Ice Cream was reward for reaching page 7.[B]Now we are on page 8 take until midnight wednesday, and have as many free orgasms as you like.

hcfist
05-05-2014, 09:19 AM
I am sure some of your questions are lost translation. You do know that the vagina does not work like a kangaroo's pouch, right? I don't keep keys, spare change, or the remote control in there for safe keeping. I certainly haven't tried to insert my cell phone into my pussy or any other body cavity. The closest thing I have had to a "household item" stuffed in my vagina is a wash cloth. I've never repeated the experience so it must not have been too memorable. Have a nice day!
Many girls like this kind of games, and I like it to so I asked.
Thank You for answer
Have a nice day/night. And more intelligent questions.

lola.fox
05-09-2014, 10:38 PM
1. If i gave you tickets to the movies tomorrow, which movie would you go see?

2. What song has been stuck in your head recently?

3. What is your favorite comfy piece of clothing to wear?

4. What is your favorite app on your phone/tablet?

5. How do you prepare your ice cream sundaes?

- I hope I didn't repeat anything! :)

SweetTeen
05-09-2014, 10:48 PM
Are there any stories of you experimenting anal?

Ever had such a great orgasm that you needed a few minutes to think clear again afterwards?

Weirdest place where you masturbated?

Ever had a sexual fantasy with someone you shouldnt?

Biggest fear?

Tibbar2
05-10-2014, 10:03 AM
1. If i gave you tickets to the movies tomorrow, which movie would you go see?

2. What song has been stuck in your head recently?

3. What is your favorite comfy piece of clothing to wear?

4. What is your favorite app on your phone/tablet?

5. How do you prepare your ice cream sundaes?

- I hope I didn't repeat anything! :)

I had to look up current releases to even see what is playing. I would rather wait to see the Godzilla remake but I would go see Divergent if it's still playing.

The most current one has been Sunny by Bobby Hebb. It started out as a joke with someone at work as one of those songs you kind of know the words to. Once I read the lyrics, the song reminded me of Dark so it when on the "Master Playlist."

I have several pairs of silky lounge pants and tank tops that I like to wear at home. I have a set on now but with the recent weight loss they aren't as comfy anymore. My pants keep trying to fall off. It's a good problem to have. :)

Kik is my new favorite app. Most of the time it's an easy way for Dark to reach me. I love when he just randomly checks on me when I don't expect it. I even love it when he wakes me up at an insane hour just to chat. Pics are even better.

I would rather just have ice cream or a shake. I like all the added flavors so I really don't need a sundae. One of the things I do miss about living in Illinois (one of the few) was the local Custard Cup. They had a cold fudge that was amazing.

Tibbar2
05-10-2014, 12:52 PM
Are there any stories of you experimenting anal?

Ever had such a great orgasm that you needed a few minutes to think clear again afterwards?

Weirdest place where you masturbated?

Ever had a sexual fantasy with someone you shouldnt?

Biggest fear?

I will skip the anal question for a minute so I can post it at the end.

Every good orgasm should leave you in a state of flux. It is such an awesome feeling not to have a care in the world!

Probably the car while driving.

People from GetDare keep cropping up in my masturbation fantasies, which Dark teases me about relentlessly. It's more embarrassing than forbidden. And no, you haven't been in any of them.

I think I've said before that my biggest fear is dying alone. No one wants to be forgotten or feel like their life has been meaningless.

With permission from Dark, here is my daily report from yesterday. As promised, it has vaginal and anal insertions.

Oh My Dear God!

So I thought I would use the ben wa balls while I did some house cleaning. I laid down naked in the bed and inserted them. While I was laying there my brain just sort of short circuited. I could use the balls when I'm not alone and no one would notice. Shouldn't I do something more extreme while I have the house to myself all afternoon?

I can't remember if I've used the belt with dildo and butt plug since we started on this path together. I've had that on for short periods of time under my clothes while I cleaned. Then I thought about sending you the picture since you seem so shocked by idea of me having a ball gag last night. The whole time I was doing it I wondered if you would make it worse. Turns out I didn't need your help at all.

You may have noticed in the picture that I had cuffs on. Well I also had cuffs around my ankles. I decided that I would try cleaning the living room without putting clothes on over the belt but I kept them nearby. The curtains were up completely so I kept looking outside to make sure no one was coming up the drive. Things kept trying to fall out so I ditched the belt and tied a crotch rope, then I latched my hands together to quiet the clanking sound. I used a piece of rope to hobble my ankles but still had plenty of room to move around.

Bending over was bad. Sitting down was hell. I kept thinking of what I looked like cleaning in front of the windows. After 40 minutes it was finally clean although I did skip pulling all of the knick knacks out of the china cabinet and dusting. I hate that thing.

I tried for a second to wear the contraption to type this report but it wasn't happening. I was a mess by the time I finished and will be taking a shower soon. Considering how much I was sweating, it should count as exercise.

Bad, bad bunny.

maxS
05-10-2014, 01:06 PM
What is your wildest sex experience?

Alexis Rune
05-12-2014, 03:32 AM
What is your second wildest sex experience? ;)

Favorite game (board game, computer game, whatever!)

Ever break a bone, if so, which one(s) and how?

Name 5 celebrities that you'd most want to have sex with, if they offered.

What is your least favorite food(s) that you have tried?

**Mandi**
05-12-2014, 11:26 PM
People from GetDare keep cropping up in my masturbation fantasies, which Dark teases me about relentlessly. It's more embarrassing than forbidden. And no, you haven't been in any of them.



I definitely meant to ask more well thought out and, generally, just better questions when I was finally done reading all of your answers... but curiosity is such a weakness of mine.

And also, you said it was embarassing and that Dark teases you, so that made me even more curious as to what specific members have been popping up in your fantasies lately?

I will think of better questions than that for the future, promise (: And just so you know, this thread is a very enjoyable read. You are quite interesting.

Tibbar2
05-15-2014, 12:36 PM
What is your wildest sex experience?

At the risk of appearing boring, I'm going to go with female ejaculation. The first time it happened was after a rather long play session. I was in the bathroom washing some of the toys when my husband bent me over the sink and used the dildo to fuck me from behind. When I came there was a gush of liquid that fell onto the bath mat. I was mortified because I thought I had peed. He had to explain to me that it wasn't urine and as I wiped it up I was relieved to see it was clear. I did some research on female ejaculation and discovered it wasn't an urban legend like I had been led to believe.

The second time it happened was masturbating with a Hitachi Magic Wand. Before Dark, I was usually very happy with one orgasm and would stop as soon as I got overly sensitive. I kept going but when I came a second time there was a gush. Again it was a clear liquid but it was a mess to clean up. I ended up having to wash the sheets and mattress protector. I'm glad it's only happened those two times because it is not sexy from my perspective.

Tibbar2
05-15-2014, 01:17 PM
What is your second wildest sex experience? ;)

Favorite game (board game, computer game, whatever!)

Ever break a bone, if so, which one(s) and how?

Name 5 celebrities that you'd most want to have sex with, if they offered.

What is your least favorite food(s) that you have tried?

Again, at the risk of sounding boring I'm going with my first and only experience with "mud bogging." We were on a lengthy road trip when I decided to tease the driver by constantly rubbing his cock through his pants. He pulled over into the next rest stop and parked as far away as possible from other cars. He unzipped his pants and pulled me down to suck him off. I had never given a blow job in semi-public before so it was pretty nerve wracking especially when cars would drive by. We gave up pretty quickly since it was broad daylight and tried to find someplace more secluded. We ended up in the woods of West Virginia with him sitting on a fallen tree and me on my knees. We joked afterwards that we were mud bogging which is a popular redneck activity in the area.

Favorite game is a variation of Yahtzee where you play all the games on the card at the same time. Whenever I visit my family, my Mom and I play several games a day. Chance is still a big part but there is more strategy involved.

I started dating my future husband a few months prior to George W. Bush's first inauguration. He invited me up to watch the spectacle. There were lots of protests because the Supreme Court had been involved in determining the election results. We parked at the government building where future-hubby worked and made our way to the Mall. Being a typical tourist, I had a heavy coat (it was January), umbrella, and camera I was trying to juggle. I didn't notice the stair leading onto the sidewalk and did a face plant. I'm not sure who was shocked more. Once he helped me up, we took inventory of my injuries. Other than scraped up palms and knees, it didn't seem too bad. To his credit, he found me a bench to sit on while we waited for the parade which I thought was an impossible task given the crowd. When we found out it might be hours (the new President was eating breakfast), we went back to his place. I took a anti-inflammatory and muscle relaxant that I had for back problems and fell asleep. When I woke up I knew that something was definitely wrong and we went to the emergency room. It turns out that I had broken my right ankle and left wrist. Simple things like getting a bra on and off with one hand is really hard when you live by yourself.

Is this one of those deals where sex with a celebrity doesn't count as cheating if they are on your list? :) I'm selecting celebrities as they look today. Hugh Jackman, Michael Fassbender, Daniel Day Lewis, Liam Neeson, and Viggo Mortensen.

I don't like anything that stares at me when I try to eat it.

Alexis Rune
05-15-2014, 01:24 PM
Is this one of those deals where sex with a celebrity doesn't count as cheating if they are on your list? :)

Yep, that's what I was going for! Lady Shiloh has a 5 person list, but somehow it seems like there's about 20 guys on it!


Have you ever:
Gone horseback riding?

Played laser tag?

Gone skiing (or water-skiing)

Traveled to another continent?

Intentionally Eaten something that was still alive?

GoodTimes123
05-15-2014, 02:30 PM
Do you have a garter belt?
If so how many times have you worn it in public ? ever to work?
Do you dress up sexy at home for fun?
Does dressing up turn you on?
What is your hottest outfit?
Where have you worn it ?
What is your most dirty fantasy?
Do you have a corset?
If so have you worn it in public under your clothing?
What are you highest heels?
If you have anal toys what toy is your favorite?
How deep can you deep throat ?
Do you like being tie up if so what way do you like the most ?
Ever been in a 3 way?
Would you like a dressing up dare?

JustaBrony
05-15-2014, 06:17 PM
I have not read many of the questions you've been asked, so forgive me if it has been asked already.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Where did you get the nickname "rabbit"
Did you have any nicknames when you were younger?
Have you always like BDSM and what was your first memory of liking it?
What is your favorite color?
What's the biggest thing you've have shoved inside any of your holes?

Tibbar2
05-16-2014, 04:07 PM
I definitely meant to ask more well thought out and, generally, just better questions when I was finally done reading all of your answers... but curiosity is such a weakness of mine.

And also, you said it was embarassing and that Dark teases you, so that made me even more curious as to what specific members have been popping up in your fantasies lately?

I will think of better questions than that for the future, promise (: And just so you know, this thread is a very enjoyable read. You are quite interesting.

One of the first things Dark wanted to know about me was my deepest fantasies. I have been fascinated by hucow milking for awhile and have spent a lot of time looking at videos and pictures and reading stories. It was a common masturbation fantasy. Before Dark, my fantasies were filled with nameless, faceless people. That quickly changed so that Dark was the primary focus. While I was masturbating, I envisioned Dark milking my heavy breasts with a mechanical pump. My brain inserted someone else into the scene. Dark took my milk and filled a bottle. He walked over to a play crib in the corner and gave it to Candy. (I don't know why this is so hard to write. There are plenty of embarrassing stories on here but this one is hard).

The next time people from GD made it into my fantasies was when Dark was making plans to meet Pupil. In this case we were on a double date with Pupil and Frosty. We went to a club where they took turns tormenting me until I was spread out across the table and cumming for anyone that cared to look. I wrote about it in my daily report to Dark. In the chat room, Red started teasing me. I seriously thought she had used her super mod powers to read the PM because she knew specific details like it was a round table. I quickly realized that Dark was feeding her information but it got worse as more people starting teasing me.

Maybe because Red was already involved, it's not surprising that she was the next person to invade my fantasies. I was back on the round table and people were taking turns making me edge. When it was Red's turn she tried her best to make me cum because she wanted to see me punished for failing Dark.

And now you know (and so does everyone else...sigh)

Tibbar2
05-16-2014, 04:20 PM
Yep, that's what I was going for! Lady Shiloh has a 5 person list, but somehow it seems like there's about 20 guys on it!


Have you ever:
Gone horseback riding?

Played laser tag?

Gone skiing (or water-skiing)

Traveled to another continent?

Intentionally Eaten something that was still alive?

Yes, but never very far.

Yes, I think I played once when I was a kid. Do they still have laser tag?

I took an outdoor recreation class in college and one of the requirements was to go on a cross country ski trip. I didn't have any proper equipment so I was in thermal underwear and jeans. One of my fellow students took pity on me and tried to teach me how to ski. She spent most of the day picking me up out of the snow. I was cold, wet, and miserable before we gave up and went back to the cabin and waited for everyone else to come back. That was my one and only attempt at skiing.

I wish but the furthest I've been is Canada and Mexico.

The closest I've come to eating something still alive is rainbow trout. One of my friends majored in wildlife management and fisheries. She asked if I wanted some trout to fix for dinner. As a poor college student, I was quick to accept. I didn't realize the fish were happily swimming around a tank in one of the labs. We ended up scooping them out with a net and putting them in plastic grocery bags. Our attempts to bash their heads on the concrete were an epic failure. As I was driving home, they kept flopping around behind my seat. It was almost a relief to cut their heads off.

Tibbar2
05-16-2014, 04:53 PM
Do you have a garter belt?
If so how many times have you worn it in public ? ever to work?
Do you dress up sexy at home for fun?
Does dressing up turn you on?
What is your hottest outfit?
Where have you worn it ?
What is your most dirty fantasy?
Do you have a corset?
If so have you worn it in public under your clothing?
What are you highest heels?
If you have anal toys what toy is your favorite?
How deep can you deep throat ?
Do you like being tie up if so what way do you like the most ?
Ever been in a 3 way?
Would you like a dressing up dare?

There is a five question limit but I can combine some of these and ignore those I've answered before.

I don't have a corset or garter belt. I'm hoping to buy a corset in the near future but can't make up my mind.

Any time you are dressed up and looking sexy is a turn on. I really don't have a "hot" outfit right now but Dark has improved my underwear collection.

I have one black pair of two inch heels with lots of straps around the ankle. I usually wear really boring shoes. Would rather be pain free than stylish.

Medium black butt plug; no idea; tied to the headboard; nope; only if approved by Dark.

Tibbar2
05-16-2014, 05:15 PM
I have not read many of the questions you've been asked, so forgive me if it has been asked already.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Where did you get the nickname "rabbit"
Did you have any nicknames when you were younger?
Have you always like BDSM and what was your first memory of liking it?
What is your favorite color?
What's the biggest thing you've have shoved inside any of your holes?

That was always my least favorite interview question because I really don't know. I hope my life continues to improves as it has felt stagnant for a long time.

I've always liked rabbits and even tried to raise them when I was little. That ended badly. Stuffed animals are much easier to take care of.

Suds is the most common one. The family story is that I used to LOVE bubble baths. One of my brothers asked if there was a sister under all those suds. The name stuck.

I can't pinpoint a moment when it all clicked. I think a lot of it evolved with what I was reading for pleasure. I was always drawn to strong alpha male characters, but eventually romance novels were no longer enough. There was probably a shift when I read Anne Rice's Sleeping Beauty trilogy.

Peach.

I bought an anal dilator kit a few years ago. I managed to get the biggest one in once with help of a lot of alcohol and lube. I put the plug on the lid of the toilet and slowly let gravity force it in. Not sure I ever want to do it again.

SweetTeen
05-17-2014, 09:09 AM
So here are my promised questions :)

If your life would be a Movie , how would the Movie be called?

Do you think there is a life after death?

Would you actually consider to play League of Legends just to see Tibbers?

Most hated subject in School?

Do you remember the first time youve done anal play on yourself?

Ly Ph
05-17-2014, 09:27 AM
If Dark had to go away for a month and was unable to be your master, but had told you he had some one lined up to take over just for that month from getDare, who would you hope it was?

What is the best thing a stranger has ever done for you?

If you could make any one social change to the world what would it be?

If some one told you today that in 3 years time they would send you into space but in those 3 years you would have to work harder than anyone before you. Would you do it?

Lets assume that you can do one thing better than any one else. What would it be realistically and ideally? Assuming this doesn't count as two questions and go over your limit other wise just realistically.

Do have a nice day :)

Tibbar2
05-17-2014, 12:05 PM
So here are my promised questions :)

If your life would be a Movie , how would the Movie be called?

Do you think there is a life after death?

Would you actually consider to play League of Legends just to see Tibbers?

Most hated subject in School?

Do you remember the first time youve done anal play on yourself?

"Time Enough For Love" after one of my favorite Robert A. Heinlein quotes. "But here is still more of the truth and all I'll try to say about it. Although long-life can be a burden, mostly it is a blessing. It gives time enough to learn, time enough to think, time enough not to hurry, time enough for love."

I certainly hope there is some type of consciousness.

Yes, I would like to see Tibbers in action. :)

I hated PE and health class. I didn't learn to enjoy exercising until it was something that I could do voluntarily.

Not a specific moment. I think I started with tampons and a disposable douche bottle. And fingers of course.

Tibbar2
05-17-2014, 02:07 PM
If Dark had to go away for a month and was unable to be your master, but had told you he had some one lined up to take over just for that month from getDare, who would you hope it was?

What is the best thing a stranger has ever done for you?

If you could make any one social change to the world what would it be?

If some one told you today that in 3 years time they would send you into space but in those 3 years you would have to work harder than anyone before you. Would you do it?

Lets assume that you can do one thing better than any one else. What would it be realistically and ideally? Assuming this doesn't count as two questions and go over your limit other wise just realistically.

Do have a nice day :)

That's a great question. I hope it would be someone I don't know so to remove the chance of weirdness later. Being forced to submit to a stranger because Dark demands it has a certain appeal.

I was able to go to grad school because of a named scholarship. I never met them but they changed my life.

I wish we could celebrate our differences rather than fear what we don't understand.

I'll assume that I'm not just being jettisoned off into space... Yes, I would be willing to work harder than anyone ever has to experience what few ever have or ever will. I'm big on delayed gratification which is a good thing with Dark.

Ideally, I would want some awesome super power where I could save the world. I love urban fantasy series like those written by Ilona Andrews, Patricia Briggs, Jenna Black, Karen Chance, and Shelly Laurenston. Nothing is coming to me in real life. I'm really good at a lot of things but not "the best."

I hope you have a great day as well. Thanks for the questions!!! :)

owneed
05-19-2014, 10:13 AM
when did you last cry?

how often do you cry

do you like crying??

what causes your tears to fall the most?? "is it the right phrase?"

what do you have to do every hour ??

SweetTeen
05-19-2014, 10:41 AM
Are you more introvert or extrovert?

How long was your longest kneeling?

Rather forced orgasms or denial?

Alexis Rune
05-19-2014, 11:49 AM
Are you interested in seeing the new Guardians of the Galaxy movie?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWUnYMggxy4

Do you think you can hula better than me?

When Arsenal won the football match the other day, you said something like: "Now Dark will be mad for your Hula show :D" with a big grin... were you actually glad that his team lost?

Why did you want him to be mad for my show?

What is your favorite football team?

Tibbar2
05-19-2014, 12:02 PM
when did you last cry?

how often do you cry

do you like crying??

what causes your tears to fall the most?? "is it the right phrase?"

what do you have to do every hour ??

This is going to make me sound like a hopeless romantic but it was driving into work when "I'll Stand By You" by the Pretenders started playing. It reminded me so much of Dark that it made me cry. It's playing right now and it still fits perfectly. Oops. "Another Bites the Dust" is up next. Big smile. Dark knows why.

Probably not as often as I should. This dates me but I didn't even tear up watching Beaches or Steel Magnolias. But I cried like a baby at this scene in Dead Poets Society. http://youtu.be/3_TNfuuotZE

Crying can be cathartic but not always. I had a REALLY bad day at work a few years ago and cried uncontrollably for hours. I guess it was more than a bad day because my boss's boss met with me afterwards and instructed me to call the police if anything like that ever happened again. The upside is I never had to be alone with that person again.

I probably cry the most watching TV or movies.

Today is a day off work so Dark was kind enough to keep me occupied. Beginning at 8:00 a.m. I had to pump my nipples using a hand pump and nipple suction cylinder like those you can buy from The Stockroom. I have been doing 10 seconds x 3 for each nipple. The last set get a few extra pumps. Then I put clothes pins on them for five minutes. I am to repeat this every hour I am home alone. Most likely that will be 10 times but it could be more. He did let me go into town but when I got back I had to double the time with clamps. In fact, they are on right now. :(

Tibbar2
05-19-2014, 12:21 PM
Are you more introvert or extrovert?

How long was your longest kneeling?

Rather forced orgasms or denial?

I consider myself an introvert although I am learning to be more extroverted. Having a certain degree of anonymity on GetDare has helped. I sometimes feel like Dark is leading me forward by offering little treats along the way. My limits sounded so rational when I wrote them.

I had knee surgery and A LOT of physical therapy so my kneeling days are through. On the plus side, I can be really good sitting on a pillow on the floor.

Forced orgasms...no question about it. This denial shit sucks donkey balls! It's only been 12 days and I'm ready to climb the walls. My "prize" for reaching page 8 was three days of free orgasms. Afterwards, Dark asked me to roll a die which resulted in no more orgasms until July 4. Now the prize for each full page of questions and responses is a reduction on the date. (The number of days is determined by a random dice roll). We will be at June 24 when I get to page 10. God that seems like a long ways away. :(

daresub19
05-20-2014, 07:30 AM
If you were with a vanilla partner (in the bed room) would you readily take the submissive role.
What would be the first thing you do (in the bedroom) with a dom?
What was your hardest subject in school?
Favorite song from nickelback (most listened to)?
Are you a do it yourselfer? or do you prefer to ask for help?
Something that you find particularly attractive?

Cruton
05-20-2014, 07:36 AM
What treats does Dark offer you, that you find so rewarding?

How did you injure your knee?

Do you like playing games where random chance impacts your orgasms?

What is the longest time you have gone without having an orgasm? (once you started having them that is).

What is the most orgasms you have had in a single day?

The questioning,
Cruton

Tibbar2
05-20-2014, 07:40 AM
Are you interested in seeing the new Guardians of the Galaxy movie?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWUnYMggxy4

Do you think you can hula better than me?

When Arsenal won the football match the other day, you said something like: "Now Dark will be mad for your Hula show :D" with a big grin... were you actually glad that his team lost?

Why did you want him to be mad for my show?

What is your favorite football team?

Yes, I would like to see the movie but will probably wait until I can see it for free. I very infrequently pay to see a movie in the theater. I think the last one was Star Trek Into Darkness.

I know I can't hula better than you. You were awesome!

The hula performance wasn't what I expected at all. I thought it was going to be a group of us trying to humiliate you since that is one of your kinks. If that was the case, Dark in a bad mood would result in a better experience for you.

When I logged into the "show" I was a little shocked by how beautiful you looked. It wasn't anything like I thought it would be. I like teasing you but was hesitant to make fun of you. Your performance was actually very lovely and I smiled throughout.

My interest in football (soccer for us Americans) is very recent. I can name two players past or present - Pele and that guy married to a Spice Girl. Guess I can only name one. However, I enjoyed watching the FA Cup Final because it was a shared experience with Dark. Even though we are an ocean apart, we could watch it together. My favorite team is NCFC of course.

Tibbar2
05-20-2014, 07:57 AM
If you were with a vanilla partner (in the bed room) would you readily take the submissive role.
What would be the first thing you do (in the bedroom) with a dom?
What was your hardest subject in school?
Favorite song from nickelback (most listened to)?
Are you a do it yourselfer? or do you prefer to ask for help?
Something that you find particularly attractive?

I prefer to be submissive in regards to sex so initiating anything is hard for me. So the answer is yes.

To follow up the previous question, I would do whatever was expected of me or what he initiated. Part of what makes me happy as a sub is pleasing a Dom. I hate to disappoint.

School was always pretty easy for me but had to work the hardest in the sciences (calculus, chemistry, physics). In high school I made a deal with one of my friends that I would do his chemistry homework if he would write poetry for me. I got an A. :)

Of the 9,875 songs currently in my iTunes, one is by Nickelback... Rockstar.

Definitely want help for projects. I actually read the manual for almost everything. If it doesn't have a manual I look up tutorials or hints on the internet.

Nature. The more raw, the better.

Tibbar2
05-20-2014, 10:03 AM
What treats does Dark offer you, that you find so rewarding?

How did you injure your knee?

Do you like playing games where random chance impacts your orgasms?

What is the longest time you have gone without having an orgasm? (once you started having them that is).

What is the most orgasms you have had in a single day?

The questioning,
Cruton

Mostly it is knowing that I have pleased him in some way but all of those little things are adding up. I look better, feel better, and just generally look forward to life more.

I dislocated badly it in college pretty but it was fine for years. I woke up one morning and could barely walk but I was going to power through it because I had a program going on at work I had to lead. I went downstairs to open the dog door and when I came back up my knee snapped and I couldn't walk at all. That started almost two years of surgery, pain, and physical therapy as the other one decided to join the party in January. It wasn't until I really started being serious about weight loss and exercising that I have been pain free for the most part. Thanks, Dark!

Any sexual game with a random aspect turns me on because it is the ultimate loss of control. Even if someone has set the parameters, it's the feeling of "oh my god, what's going to happen" that excites me.

I really never kept track before as it was just something I did if I felt like it. Now that someone else is controlling my orgasms, time has taken on new meaning. Currently, the longest period is 13 days and counting.

Again, I never counted before but somewhere around 5-7 in a day.

FrozenWolfGirl
05-20-2014, 02:00 PM
Since I was asking these questions in chat a few days, eh thought I'd ask similar ones in people's AMA! Sooo basically, each question is which option would you rather do - and answer why you choose that option aswell!

Would you rather:

1. Take a sizzling hot shower or ice cold freezing shower?

2. Go back 10 years or go forward 10 years?

3. Be filthy rich and die at 40 or stay poor your whole life but live to 100?

4. Always tell the truth or always lie ?

5. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?

FrozenWolfGirl
05-20-2014, 03:33 PM
1. Be 6 inches taller or 6 inches smaller?

2. Fluent in all languages or a master of all instruments ?

3. Poor and good looking or rich and ugly?

4. Super strong or super fast?

5. Be shot by the person you love or shoot the person you love?

Tibbar2
05-20-2014, 04:12 PM
Since I was asking these questions in chat a few days, eh thought I'd ask similar ones in people's AMA! Sooo basically, each question is which option would you rather do - and answer why you choose that option aswell!

Would you rather:

1. Take a sizzling hot shower or ice cold freezing shower?

2. Go back 10 years or go forward 10 years?

3. Be filthy rich and die at 40 or stay poor your whole life but live to 100?

4. Always tell the truth or always lie ?

5. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?



Ice cold shower even though I hate giving Dark any ideas. Once you get over the shock, a cold shower is bearable if you can just rush through everything.

I would go back 10 years and change a lot of things. Hindsight is a wonderful thing but doesn't do you a lot of good today.

Since I'm 42 I would already be dead so I guess 100 and poor.

Even though it is really hard, I try to tell the truth. There are parts of my life that are still compartmentalized, but I wish even that could be different. It would be nice if we could all live in a world free of judgment.

I'm going with Harry Potter because there are more books and movies. LOTR was mesmerizing the first time I saw them but I can't watch them over and over again. I've never read the books either.

Tibbar2
05-20-2014, 04:22 PM
1. Be 6 inches taller or 6 inches smaller?

2. Fluent in all languages or a master of all instruments ?

3. Poor and good looking or rich and ugly?

4. Super strong or super fast?

5. Be shot by the person you love or shoot the person you love?

I'm tall for a woman (5'8") so I would go six inches shorter. There is something inherently feminine about being small.

Fluent in all languages would be so cool. You could talk to anyone, anywhere. I took four years of high school Spanish and can barely speak basic phrases.

Poor and good lucking. I look at people like Donald Sterling (LA Clippers Owner) and think how horrifying he is. He truly believes that his money raises him up to a level beyond us mere mortals.

Super strong. My favorite scene in the Avengers movie is when the Hulk smashes Loki. The idea of being able to defend yourself and those you love is very appealing.

Be shot by the person I love. If it was an accident, I could forgive them. If it wasn't, I could haunt them in the afterlife. Win-win.

SweetTeen
05-22-2014, 05:02 AM
Have You ever tried your dom side?

If You would Want to stop The blackmailing one day , do You think Dark would let You?

Do You think there is one , 'correct' Religion?

If You would be stuck in The 15th century with You knowledge what would You do?

Tibbar2
05-22-2014, 02:45 PM
Have You ever tried your dom side?

If You would Want to stop The blackmailing one day , do You think Dark would let You?

Do You think there is one , 'correct' Religion?

If You would be stuck in The 15th century with You knowledge what would You do?

My only real attempt was with a guy asking for dares in the BDSM room. Dark whispered to me that he should try masturbating using mustard as lube. I talked the guy into it and then waited for a report back. It was kind of strange to have someone following my orders but I was worried the whole time that he would get hurt. I had him clean everything thoroughly afterwards. Most dommes don't say "please" and "thank you." I much prefer being a good subbie.

My relationship with Dark has never involved blackmail. He asked me to trust him and it was a giant leap of faith. If it had gone badly, then I would have only had myself to blame. Knowing that our relationship was built on trust instead of fear has made it that much more special.

Believing that their is one true religion or that we are the only intelligent beings in the universe seems very self-centered. Believe whatever brings you comfort in your darkest moments.

As a woman, there would be very little I could do except get burned as a witch. I've always thought that time travel would be terrible. You would most likely die from some horrible disease and the smell.... Imagine if you had no sewage system and people didn't bathe except a few times a year. How is that romantic?

Thank you for all your questions! You're awesome! :)

SweetTeen
05-22-2014, 03:23 PM
Have you tried ice anal ? Ice ice :P

How intense do you think your orgasm is gonna be after your denial?

Would you consider to meet Dark in real life?

What is the least favorite thing you would right now do to be allowed to orgasm?

Aaaaand a final one , what is the favorite thing youve done as a child?

SweetTeen
05-23-2014, 10:39 AM
Do you know a German TV show or serie?

What do you like the least about Dark? ( its probably a hard but still imo a good question)

Do you like science?

How much music do you hear daily?

Favorite healthy food?

Tibbar2
05-23-2014, 04:53 PM
Have you tried ice anal ? Ice ice :P

How intense do you think your orgasm is gonna be after your denial?

Would you consider to meet Dark in real life?

What is the least favorite thing you would right now do to be allowed to orgasm?

Aaaaand a final one , what is the favorite thing youve done as a child?

I have and it is a very intense feeling. The only part I didn't like was the mess. I got a few ice cubes up there before the melting mess started escaping. I couldn't figure out how to add any more.

It will depend on the build up. I try not to think about it too much because it just makes it that much harder to wait.

I would absolutely meet Dark. If there wasn't an ocean separating us, I would have figured a way before now.

One of the things I appreciate about Dark is that he is very clear on the rules. There is no point in trying to bargain my way out of something if he has made up his mind. If you don't like option A, I can almost guarantee you will hate option B. He can be very inventive.

My grandparents had a cabin in the mountains that we would visit a lot as kids. It was a great place to explore and learn to have fun with very few trappings of modern society. There is a cute picture of me catching my first fish. Almost immediately afterwards I made my Grandpa put it back in the pond because it couldn't breathe.

SlutPuppy
05-24-2014, 04:30 AM
How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?

If you could change the color of the sky, what color would you change it to?

Which is best: Facial hair, chest hair, pubes?

What's your favorite book?

Did you know Dark is the best Mistress on GD, and made me ask questions with her domminess? :rolleyes:

What's your favorite candle scent?

Ly Ph
05-24-2014, 05:19 AM
If you had one "get out of jail free" card that could allow you to pass on any one thing dark has told you to do what would you have used it on?

In this hypothetical situation you are living with dark. Would you prefer if dark was really hard on you for your birthday weekend giving you lots of things to do, switched positions with you so you were the dom for the weekend (I will be honest I can't see this on happening) or just continued as normal and why would you prefer that one over the rest?

What is the most picturesque location that springs to mind?

Tibbar2
05-24-2014, 05:38 AM
Do you know a German TV show or serie?

What do you like the least about Dark? ( its probably a hard but still imo a good question)

Do you like science?

How much music do you hear daily?

Favorite healthy food?

My college roommate made me sit through several German films but don't recall any TV shows. I've seen the Top Gear where the British crew battles the German crew. Sabine Schmitz is awesome!

I think what I like least is also what I really like... his laugh. It's not just a chuckle. It's a full blown, throw your head back, laugh. It's wonderful to see when I've done something cute and he's happy. It is not so good to see when he is laughing at my expense. You would think he would take pity on his poor sub with some of the predicaments he creates, but alas... It is not so.

Gravity. It's not just a good idea. It's the law. :) I enjoy science even though I have forgotten most of what I learned in school. It's amazing to me how people can be so stupid about denying scientific research. There is uncertainty in the scientific method. Get over it! It doesn't mean that you can susbstitute your own delusions for scientific reasoning. The vaccine/autism myth comes to mind.

I listen to my iTunes collection when I'm in the car or exercising so at least 90 minutes a day during the work week. I also listen to music at work when I have to concentrate and there are a lot of distractions.

I'm going to cheat and say salad even though it isn't a specific type of food. You can have salad in infinite ways so you don't get bored as quickly.

Tibbar2
05-24-2014, 05:59 AM
How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?

If you could change the color of the sky, what color would you change it to?

Which is best: Facial hair, chest hair, pubes?

What's your favorite book?

Did you know Dark is the best Mistress on GD, and made me ask questions with her domminess? :rolleyes:

What's your favorite candle scent?

If a woodchuck were determined, it could chuck a lot of wood. They are surprisingly fast and vicious.

I've never seen the Northern Lights so I would make that happen where I live.

Chest hair...on a man of course. ;)

Novels aren't as enjoyable once you know what is going to happen. My favorite book is 101 Famous Poems. My best friend in college gave it to me and I can always find something inspiring in it.

Dark can be very intimidating. I'll just leave it at that.

I love sweet scents like vanilla but they tend to make me hungry. Amber scented candles are my favorite.

Tibbar2
05-24-2014, 06:13 AM
If you had one "get out of jail free" card that could allow you to pass on any one thing dark has told you to do what would you have used it on?

In this hypothetical situation you are living with dark. Would you prefer if dark was really hard on you for your birthday weekend giving you lots of things to do, switched positions with you so you were the dom for the weekend (I will be honest I can't see this on happening) or just continued as normal and why would you prefer that one over the rest?

What is the most picturesque location that springs to mind?

Most things Dark has me do aren't as bad as my mind makes them out to be. The one exception was edging at work. In retrospect, that is when I would have used my free pass.

It's a good thing my birthday isn't until October because someone might get ideas. I would prefer that Dark was extra hard on me because it would mean that he had been thinking about it. One of the wonderful things about being a sub is just switching off your brain and letting someone else be in control. This applies even when the results are not always pleasant.

One of my favorite places on earth is Capitol Reef National Park in Utah. I think you could visit every year of your life and see something new and spectacular each time. It's also less crowded so fewer tourists to spoil the scenery.

SweetTeen
05-24-2014, 01:59 PM
How desperate to cum are you? ( I thought it was appropriate now :) )

Could you imagine a D/s relationship without orgasm denial?

What was your first interaction with Dark?

Ever done a handsfree edge?

Favorite body part you like at a Male? :)

Alexis Rune
05-25-2014, 05:41 AM
Scariest single word that Dark could utter?

Do you enjoy being blindfolded?

Would you like if a dildo that was a clone of Dark's cock?

Do you prefer being bound by rope, or are leather cuffs better?

Flogger preference: thuddy or stingy?

Tibbar2
05-25-2014, 06:18 AM
How desperate to cum are you? ( I thought it was appropriate now :) )

Could you imagine a D/s relationship without orgasm denial?

What was your first interaction with Dark?

Ever done a handsfree edge?

Favorite body part you like at a Male? :)

Most days I try not to think about it so it's bearable. The last roll was a 1, which was very disappointing. However, like you said a day is a day.

This is the first time I've experienced orgasm denial. As our relationship evolved I made a decision that I would only cum when Dark played a role. He gave me a few periods of official denial but this is MUCH longer. Even though the denial part sucks, my orgasms are more intense and enjoyable now.

I was a complete newbie when I started interacting in the BDSM chat room. I was lonely and not quite sure what I expected to find. It seemed like everyone was in their 20s except for a few people, Dark being one. I didn't know the difference between directing a comment to someone and whispering. He thought I was flirting, which I probably was in retrospect.

The Lelo vibrator works great for hands free orgasms and edging. It was expensive but worth every penny. ;)

Beyond the obvious, I would choose eyes.

Tibbar2
05-25-2014, 06:36 AM
Scariest single word that Dark could utter?

Do you enjoy being blindfolded?

Would you like if a dildo that was a clone of Dark's cock?

Do you prefer being bound by rope, or are leather cuffs better?

Flogger preference: thuddy or stingy?

STOP! The first time he did that to me I was so close to orgasm my nerves were twitching from being denied. I still don't know how he timed it so perfectly since I wasn't on camera. Dark powers are scary.

I've blindfolded myself a few times but it's not the same. The one time a man blindfolded me was great. It makes everything that much more intense because you don't know what is coming next.

Of course. I'm biased but his cock really is magnificent. :D

I've never tried leather cuffs. I have tiny wrists so only ever used adjustable Velcro.

Flogging is on my list of things I would like to try but never had the opportunity. Frosty makes it sound like fun.

SweetTeen
05-25-2014, 06:36 AM
When your ass was purple did you spanked yourself?

Was it difficult to spank yourself so far if yes?

How do you like clothpegs?

With what do you think would dark punish you if you would orgasm before your denial time is up?

If you would be able to send a 1 line message to yourself back when you were 18, what would the message be?

owneed
05-25-2014, 07:25 AM
sorry late Questions....

what do you like about the chat rooms???

do you think that you are a good person??, do you think positively about your self??

if you can point to the darkest days in your life, where would you point??

who would you talk to if you have a problem in your life?? and have you did that before, and was he helpful??

and if there is a temporary potion that will convert you into a male, for 1 year...physically and mentally...would you take it...

Tibbar2
05-25-2014, 07:44 AM
When your ass was purple did you spanked yourself?

Was it difficult to spank yourself so far if yes?

How do you like clothpegs?

With what do you think would dark punish you if you would orgasm before your denial time is up?

If you would be able to send a 1 line message to yourself back when you were 18, what would the message be?

Yes, I spanked myself. Dark had me spank myself to a couple of times to Queen songs with a wooden spoon. I was left with a bright red ass but no bruises. I had told him that I missed having bruises and needed a different song so I could get a few good hits in. I suggested Eye of the Tiger by Survivor. I had done something I felt bad about so when I spanked myself I went overboard. It was also the first time I had really used the leather tawse so it wasn't that difficult. Live and learn. I made an audio recording and sent it to Dark along with the pictures. Dark shared the pics with a few people which gave me a secret thrill.

Clothes pins on my nipples are my preferred clamp. I usually add them even when I masturbate for fun. Clothes pins on the girly bits are miserable. I can only stand it for a few seconds before I am pulling them off.

Again, I hate giving Dark ideas because it is like a self-fulfilling prophecy. July 4 was a horrible date but it could have been worse. I didn't know but the three options were after my next period, July 4, or January 1. Candy got January 1 but at least Dark took pity on him and limited it to hands free orgasms. I don't think I would be as lucky if I disappointed Dark.

Do the things that scare you the most.

SweetTeen
05-25-2014, 08:20 AM
1. Sometimes when you do a task or a dare do you think 'what am i actually doing ?!'

2. Ever had an orgasm just from anal play?

3. What is the favorite thing you would like to do right now?

4. Do you have a certain life attitude?

5. This maybe take a while to answer and isnt really a questions but , Name all GD member you know and describe them with 1 word

SweetTeen
05-25-2014, 09:11 AM
Question Set #1

1. Ever had an orgasm just from anal play?
2. Do you remember an emberassing moment when you were a child?
3. Rather be Plugged for a Week or No touch for a Week?
4. Ever ruined an orgasm accidentally?
5. Do you remember how you thought about BDSM before you experienced it?

Tibbar2
05-25-2014, 04:50 PM
sorry late Questions....

what do you like about the chat rooms???

do you think that you are a good person??, do you think positively about your self??

if you can point to the darkest days in your life, where would you point??

who would you talk to if you have a problem in your life?? and have you did that before, and was he helpful??

and if there is a temporary potion that will convert you into a male, for 1 year...physically and mentally...would you take it...


The chat rooms provide an opportunity to communicate in real time. I'm really enjoying the Lounge where the topic of conversation varies. After awhile you also develop friendships. What's not to like?

I would consider myself a good person. I've never been fired or in trouble with the law. My dogs were adopted from the pound. I donate to charities and love my family. I've always felt good about my accomplishments is school and work. My physical appearance has been a source of frustration but that is improving daily.

When I was young my Dad basically gave up on life. He lived on the couch and drank beer. My Mom did everything possible to keep a roof over our heads and food on the table. The utilities had been turned off so all we had was an extension cord that went to the neighbor's house. We got most of our food through food stamps and a church food bank. I hated all of it.

I've joked that we should have 1-800-CALL-MOM. My Mom is always supportive and non-judgmental. I don't talk to her about my sex life but everything else is fair game.

I have no desire to live as a man. I like having girly parts.

Cruton
05-26-2014, 03:13 AM
I've joked that we should have 1-800-CALL-MOM. My Mom is always supportive and non-judgmental. I don't talk to her about my sex life but everything else is fair game.

I have no desire to live as a man. I like having girly parts.[/QUOTE]

Greetings Miss Tibar -

New week, new questions.

Who is the best friend you have met on GetDare?

What has been one of your most favorite topics to talk about in the Lounge?

What has been one of your more favorite accomplishments at school? at work?

What is one thing about your physical appearance that you have always liked or liked the most?

Of all of your girly parts, which do you find the most attractive and which do you like the best, and why?

The Questioning
Cruton

Tibbar2
05-26-2014, 04:39 AM
1. Sometimes when you do a task or a dare do you think 'what am i actually doing ?!'

2. Ever had an orgasm just from anal play?

3. What is the favorite thing you would like to do right now?

4. Do you have a certain life attitude?

5. This maybe take a while to answer and isnt really a questions but , Name all GD member you know and describe them with 1 word

Yes, that has gone through my mind a few times. Probably the worst was my trip to the mall to buy panties and masturbate. I think I've detailed that trip already so won't rehash the details.

No, I need some kind of vaginal or clitoral stimulation to actually cum. The rest of it adds to the sensation.

My favorite current activity is talking to Dark on Skype.

I don't have a guiding life philosophy. I just try to take whatever comes day by day.

Dark_Controller: Master
shilohs_Candy: friend
Ly Ph: intelligent
owneed: Joey
SweetTeen: empathetic
lilone: hugs
kittenlyss: cutie
frosty: ice
1Pupil: beer
Red: nurse
justabrony: happy
Stray mouse: rodent
**Mandi**: ama-Queen
LadyShiloh: artistic
camboy74: mustard
ralgetta: Aussie
J.M.N.: suspicious
Rachie: goodwitch
maxS: music
Sophia: lines
I'm sure there are many more but that's a good start.

Tibbar2
05-26-2014, 04:49 AM
Question Set #1

1. Ever had an orgasm just from anal play?
2. Do you remember an emberassing moment when you were a child?
3. Rather be Plugged for a Week or No touch for a Week?
4. Ever ruined an orgasm accidentally?
5. Do you remember how you thought about BDSM before you experienced it?

There are so many to choose from. I am legally blind in my left eye which we didn't know until a I did an eye test in kindergarten. Besides having horrible thick glasses that I would break constantly, I had a period of time where I had to wear an eye patch over my good eye. This is to prevent "lazy eye." I still remember taking baths and counting the number of bruises I had from running into things. A telephone pole was the most memorable.

Since I can't orgasm right now, no touch for a week. Plugging involves lots of stimulation I would rather not think about.

Not myself but I get phone calls at the worse possible times. It's hard to talk to your Mom when on the verge of an orgasm.

I thought BDSM was dark and forbidden. It has become much more mainstream.

Tibbar2
05-26-2014, 05:08 AM
I've joked that we should have 1-800-CALL-MOM. My Mom is always supportive and non-judgmental. I don't talk to her about my sex life but everything else is fair game.

I have no desire to live as a man. I like having girly parts.

Greetings Miss Tibar -

New week, new questions.

Who is the best friend you have met on GetDare?

What has been one of your most favorite topics to talk about in the Lounge?

What has been one of your more favorite accomplishments at school? at work?

What is one thing about your physical appearance that you have always liked or liked the most?

Of all of your girly parts, which do you find the most attractive and which do you like the best, and why?

The Questioning
Cruton

Besides being my Master, Dark is also a very good friend. He has improved my life in many ways which is something a good friend should do.

I love talking about old music or movies. I perk up anytime we talk about the '80s.

Receiving awards stands out. I know it sounds kind of self-centered but it feels wonderful to be recognized for your hard work.

It's been a little bit of a love/hate relationship but I'm going with my hair. It's super thick and naturally wavy. I started going gray in my late 20s. I fought it for a long time but now I have a gray streak that is pretty stunning. I get comments about it from complete strangers.

That's a tough one to answer. My boobs are nice but one is bigger than the other. I have really large nipples which is okay until they poke out at inopportune times. I have never found my vulva that attractive and don't even like cunnilingus. It makes me too self-conscious to have anyone's face down there. Wow! That sounds terrible reading back. Let me try that again. I enjoy by breasts especially when I get to flash them at Dark and he gets a pained look on his face. My ass pictures have turned out better than expected especially those with lace panties. My favorite girly part is certainly my clit. How can you not love something that gives you so much pleasure?

SweetTeen
05-26-2014, 11:19 AM
Question Set #2

1. Ever had an orgasm just from humping something?
2. Are you afraid of heights?
3. Are you afraid of darkness?
4. Have you ever taken a nude picture of yourself?
5. Do you like edging?

Tibbar2
05-26-2014, 12:48 PM
Question Set #2

1. Ever had an orgasm just from humping something?
2. Are you afraid of heights?
3. Are you afraid of darkness?
4. Have you ever taken a nude picture of yourself?
5. Do you like edging?

No, maybe Alexis needs to give us all lessons on proper humping.

I'm not afraid of heights as much as I am of falling. It is much easier for me to go on a roller coaster than an escalator.

Darkness doesn't really bother me. A friend and I explored a cave with only a flashlight a piece. We are lucky god looks after fools because we never would have made it back out if something had happened.

I had never taken a nude picture of myself before Dark. I finally decided to just do it instead of over thinking the whole situation. It was still scary.

Considering the sheer number of edges some people have done, I am extremely lucky. It is not something that I would do for fun but it's not the end of the world. Unfortunately, there are worse things that could happen to a sub.

maxS
05-26-2014, 12:56 PM
1) What is something you accomplished and makes you feel proud of yourself?
2) What experience in your life makes you feel good when you think back to it?
3) Are you smiling right now?

Tibbar2
05-26-2014, 04:15 PM
1) What is something you accomplished and makes you feel proud of yourself?
2) What experience in your life makes you feel good when you think back to it?
3) Are you smiling right now?

I put myself through college and graduate school totally on my own and with only $3000 in student loans. I'm really glad that I received scholarships because the alternative was joining the army as a linguist.

I have lots of happy memories but I'll pick one that was unexpected. I worked at a Boy Scout camp for a summer and was completely miserable. I won't go into all the gory details. As I was walking back to my tent, I saw my college roommate on the trail. I literally ran into her arms and knocked her to the ground. Mind you this was before the days of cell phones and wifi so I had no idea she was coming. She and her family drove from Utah to Idaho to come visit me. It's one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me.

I'm actually crying at the moment. I hadn't thought about that in quite awhile. I need to talk to my friend and tell her how much she means to me. She really is a wonderful person. :)

Thank you for the questions!

SweetTeen
05-27-2014, 06:39 PM
Question Set #3
1. Would you describe yourself as a person who tries to be happy all the time?
2. You come into your room and see a spider on the wall ,what do you do?
3. What is the nearest object to your right ?
4. If you could make 1 change in the world , what would it be?
5. Rather be a Vampire or a bird?

Tibbar2
05-28-2014, 02:28 PM
Question Set #3
1. Would you describe yourself as a person who tries to be happy all the time?
2. You come into your room and see a spider on the wall ,what do you do?
3. What is the nearest object to your right ?
4. If you could make 1 change in the world , what would it be?
5. Rather be a Vampire or a bird?

I laugh a lot but don't try to be happy all the time. I believe you should feel the full range of emotions even if some of them aren't pleasant.

It depends on the size of the spider. If it's tiny I might just let it go about it's business. If it's big, I am going for a spider-murdering device immediately. I have someone come to the house quarterly and spray so that keeps the numbers down.

My dog, Tango. He's napping. :)

That's a really interesting question. I believe the world would be a better place if the population decreased dramatically. Unfortunately, the only way to achieve that in the short term would be horrific. Zombie apocalypse anyone?

As long as it isn't one of those that sparkle in the sun, I would be a vampire. Birds have a pretty boring existence.

maxS
05-28-2014, 03:00 PM
How many questions have you answered yet?

Tibbar2
05-28-2014, 04:41 PM
How many questions have you answered yet?

I have answered 339 questions. That seems like a lot. The only ones I didn't answer were repeats or those that Dark vetoed because they asked for identifying personal information.

maxS
05-28-2014, 04:48 PM
But I asked how many questions, not answers LOL

SweetTeen
06-01-2014, 09:54 AM
Question Set #4
1. Would you kill a stranger if you would be paid 1 million euro for it? ( Not the killing itself just the decision about if he lives or not)
2. Rather have the ability to kill anyone with just thinking of it or have the ability to heal any illness with just touching the ill person, but youre unable to move if you choose the second.
3. Rather edge 100 times or have a ruined orgasm?
4. What is your least favorite thing about life itself?
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Tibbar2
06-01-2014, 04:15 PM
Question Set #4
1. Would you kill a stranger if you would be paid 1 million euro for it? ( Not the killing itself just the decision about if he lives or not)
2. Rather have the ability to kill anyone with just thinking of it or have the ability to heal any illness with just touching the ill person, but youre unable to move if you choose the second.
3. Rather edge 100 times or have a ruined orgasm?
4. What is your least favorite thing about life itself?
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?

In this mythical world you have created, I would do the right thing. A million euro isn't worth the damage to your soul killing an innocent person would create.

It would be so cool to have healing powers. Even if I couldn't move, I could still be declared a Saint and help people.

Most of my edges come very close to a ruined orgasm so I would pick the 1 over 100.

Getting old sucks but the alternative is worse.

I don't know about love at first sight but there are some pretty amazing coincidences in life. Is it fate? Here' a story from This American Life that I heard about recently. It's pretty hard to argue that they weren't meant for each other. The full transcript is available at http://www.thisamericanlife.org/radio-archives/episode/489/transcript

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At the time this next love story takes place, a guy named Paul Grachan was working in a Chicago suburb called Arlington Heights. He'd just started dating a woman named Esther. They'd been out maybe eight times.

Paul Grachan
And I thought maybe it was time to get exclusive, or become boyfriend/girlfriend, or whatever it was. And I was about to go out to lunch, and I was thinking about asking her on a Friday date that I had set up. And I went out to lunch.

I stopped at the store prior to hitting the deli that I normally hit. And I got some change, went to the deli, ordered my sandwich. It was six bucks, or something like that.

I pulled out a five from my wallet, and I pulled out the couple bucks change that I'd gotten from the store, handed the clerk one of the ones. And then I looked at it and I pulled it back. Written on the dollar in pencil was "Esther."

And I thought oh, that's weird. I'm thinking about asking her to go steady and I get this dollar that says Esther on it. That's bizarre. So I stuck it in my pocket, chuckled.

I went to the store. I got one of those floating frames and a little piece of gold lame, and I stuck the dollar in the frame. So it was floating in the middle on this piece of gold, as if you're going to go in a church in Italy and they had a fragment from the robe of some saint or something like that. And I called it the "Immaculate Dollar of Arlington Heights."

So on the Friday, I asked her out. And she was all excited, and we were all giddy. And then I said, hey, I have one more thing for you. And I gave her this frame with this dollar in it.

Esther Grachan
I start unwrapping it. And he's like, it's a dollar with your name on it. And he's all beside himself. And I just looked at him like I'm freaked out.

Paul Grachan
She kind of furrowed her brow a little bit and looked concerned. And I said, is there some sort of problem?

Esther Grachan
I was speechless for the first time ever. But I said, remind me to tell you something later.

Paul Grachan
So, OK, I let it go. And we had a relationship, got engaged. We got married. A couple years later, we were unpacking at a new apartment that we had. And I found the frame with the dollar in it, and I stuck it up on the dresser.

And she came in the room. I said, hey, you never told me about this dollar. What's the deal with that? She said, well--

Esther Grachan
When I was 19, I was a cashier working in a copy shop in downtown Chicago. And I was dating someone, and I just wasn't happy with him. And I just thought, how do people know who's the right person that they're meant to be with? How do they know who that is?

I said, you know what, I'm not going to worry about that. I'm just going to put my name on this dollar bill. And the guy that gets this dollar bill is going to be the guy that asks me to marry him. And I'm like, well, you can't just write your name on one. Actually, I think it was more like maybe 10 or 12.

And so this dollar bill that you gave me, I believe, is the same dollar bill that I wrote my name on. And I knew that we were going to be married the day that you gave me this dollar bill.

IceMaiden
06-01-2014, 04:19 PM
Skip right on by any that have been asked because I can't remember them all!


If you could learn anything of your choice and money wasn't an issue, what would you choose to learn?

Would you ever give blood and/or be an organ donor?

Which animal do you think is the most beautiful?

And the most misunderstood?

What's the one thing a person could do that you wouldn't be able to forgive them for?

Tibbar2
06-01-2014, 08:59 PM
Skip right on by any that have been asked because I can't remember them all!


If you could learn anything of your choice and money wasn't an issue, what would you choose to learn?

Would you ever give blood and/or be an organ donor?

Which animal do you think is the most beautiful?

And the most misunderstood?

What's the one thing a person could do that you wouldn't be able to forgive them for?

I've had a fascination with Mesoamerican archaeology from an early age. I've been to Tulum and Chicken Itza but would love to visit more sites. Archaeology was one of my favorite elective courses in college.

I have given blood on numerous occasions but had to stop because of anemia. I am signed up to be an organ donor on my driver's license. I've known someone who regained her eyesight because of organ donation. I won't be using my parts anymore...why wouldn't I want to help someone?

Tiger, tiger. Burning bright. In the forests of the night. what immortal hand or eye. Could frame thy fearful symmetry?

Although I hate bugs and spiders, I know that they are essential to our existence. My philosophy is that they can have all of the outdoors but I want my house to myself.

That is a really tough question. If I loved someone, I don't think there is anything I couldn't forgive with enough time. I couldn't accept it, but I would forgive them. We never had much money growing up but I liked to horde what I had. My oldest brother asked to borrow $20. I gladly gave it to him until he told me where he was going. I had just learned that several of our neighbors were drug dealers. I can't remember how old I was at the time...maybe 10. "You're going to use MY money to buy drugs???" He was visibly ashamed but still took the money. I still remember the sense of relief when he brought the money back later that day. A few years later I took his collect call from jail. He needed bond money because he had crashed a company van while drunk. Luckily, he has been sober and clean for over 20 years and has helped numerous people along the way. Not only do I love my brother, I am proud of what he has accomplished with his life.

Dark_Controller
06-02-2014, 02:20 AM
If you could have a "Groundhog Day", what day in your life would you choose and why?

People give of themselves in many different ways, what could you do, that would help your local community?

Thinking about your current denial period, describe fully your feelings, given that I have also denied myself for the same period?

There is to be a movie made of your life, you get to choose the main characters, who are they and why?

What one thing do you most look forward to, and how are you working towards it?

Tibbar2
06-02-2014, 02:29 PM
If you could have a "Groundhog Day", what day in your life would you choose and why?

People give of themselves in many different ways, what could you do, that would help your local community?

Thinking about your current denial period, describe fully your feelings, given that I have also denied myself for the same period?

There is to be a movie made of your life, you get to choose the main characters, who are they and why?

What one thing do you most look forward to, and how are you working towards it?

I would pick my 16th birthday. My cousin and I went to a movie neither of us had heard of that was playing at the nearby theater. It turned out to be Dirty Dancing which is still one of my favorite movies of all time. It was made even better by the fact we had no idea what to expect. Afterwards we went back to her house and there was a surprise birthday party waiting for me. I even got a kiss from a cute boy. It was an awesome day.

This past year I volunteered for two very loooong days for a charity that allows parents to pick out free Christmas gifts for their kids. We helped unload trucks, sort gifts, and put everything out on display. Even though we didn't interact with any of the families it was a good feeling to know that we helped make Christmas special for kids in need. This was the first I was involved but I'll be doing it again.

The outcome of a simple roll of the dice was a shock since I wasn't expecting it at all. I was fully prepared to cram in as many orgasms as possible before the denial period started. That's when I found out that you were going to go through hell with me. Somehow over the course of our relationship, we synced so we only came together. If I was in denial so were you even though I didn't know it at the time. You had to work that last day so the last orgasm for both of us was in the morning. I couldn't have an orgasm marathon without you. There was a lot of confusion for the first few weeks because I didn't understand why you would do it. You're the Dom. You get to make the rules. Why make yourself miserable? You're answer was, "We are one." It's not a huge secret that we love each other even though we try not to be too gushy in the chat rooms. This just cemented the knowledge in my brain.

Well there's me of course. My parents and brothers because it's important to understand how I grew up. My college roommate and best friend because that is where I learned to stand on my own and be successful. My husband because he has been part of the last 14 years. Dark because that is when my life got interesting. A few friends from work because they are part of my daily life. Mustn't forget the dogs because they are so darn cute. :)

I don't think I've had a major life goal is quite a while. Maybe that is why I was so unhappy and drifting. The one I'm looking forward to the most right now is meeting Dark in person. I've been losing weight and getting my finances in order. All of that will get me one step closer to our "someday."

Ly Ph
06-02-2014, 02:48 PM
one step closer to our "someday."

Do you think there will be tears of joy on that someday?

If you could have that someday anywhere and do anything where would it be and what would you want to do on it?

For some reason I feel like the latter has been asked already. If it has I am sorry.

Tibbar2
06-02-2014, 04:49 PM
Do you think there will be tears of joy on that someday?

If you could have that someday anywhere and do anything where would it be and what would you want to do on it?

For some reason I feel like the latter has been asked already. If it has I am sorry.

I honestly don't know. My daydreams usually involve tackling and having my wicked way with him. I guess it depends on how far away someday really is.

In a perfect world, we would go off together to some tropical island where we could cavort like rabbits. A better question would be what wouldn't I want to do when I finally have him in the flesh. I fully expect him to live up to the promise from one of the first songs that went into the "Master Mix."

When your body's had enough of me
And I'm laying flat out on the floor
When you think I've loved you all I can
I'm gonna love you a little bit more

maxS
06-02-2014, 05:02 PM
Reading about the tropical island made me think.
1) Whats the most exotic place you have visited?
2) Whats your favorite holiday destination?
3) Which place do you really want to visit some day?
4) What is your favorite holiday/travel memory?

onipran
06-02-2014, 06:21 PM
Dare to answer the following questions:
1. The best thing you like in your master ?
2. The worst thing you hate in your master ?
3. Did you ever disobey him?
4. If yes, when?
5. Your biggest and darkest fantasy with your master?

Alexis Rune
06-03-2014, 04:39 AM
What has been your favorite question asked so far?

What question did you least like to answer?

What question do you wish would have been asked but hasn't yet?

What question could we ask that would have the most interesting answer?

What has it got in its pocketses?

Tibbar2
06-03-2014, 02:30 PM
Reading about the tropical island made me think.
1) Whats the most exotic place you have visited?
2) Whats your favorite holiday destination?
3) Which place do you really want to visit some day?
4) What is your favorite holiday/travel memory?

Hawaii was interesting but it rained the entire time we were there. It was also insanely crowded and expensive. Tulum was one of the most stunning places I've ever visited.

The first time I visited San Diego was in the middle of winter. It was amazingly wonderful to sit by the pool and wander through the zoo. Going back to Utah wasn't fun but I took my Mom back there as soon as I could. I prefer seeing lots of sites rather than staying in one place for long.

Of course the UK because that's where Dark lives. There are a few of the states I haven't visited yet, mostly in the deep South and Northeast.

When I was really little we took a road trip to visit my Dad at a construction site in Arizona. It's one of the few vacations I had with all three of my brothers. I remember stopping at some tourist place and seeing a mummy and being horribly disappointed that the Big Rock Candy Mountain wasn't made out of real candy. The construction site was on an Indian Reservation so that was an adventure as well.

Tibbar2
06-03-2014, 02:44 PM
Dare to answer the following questions:
1. The best thing you like in your master ?
2. The worst thing you hate in your master ?
3. Did you ever disobey him?
4. If yes, when?
5. Your biggest and darkest fantasy with your master?

I've come to depend on our daily contacts, even if it is just a few minutes here and there. That tides me over until I can gorge myself by talking to him for hours at a time. Since we are in different time zones it makes for some interesting interactions. Luckily, he likes how I look while I'm still naked in bed.

Dark wouldn't still be my Master if I hated any part of him.

We are extremely honest in our interactions so there is no need for "proof" that I have followed through with a given task. That being said, I provide daily reports and other evidence of my exploits. Occasionally, Dark decides to share certain aspects which is always embarrassing but also empowering. The only time I get into trouble is when I forget things or fall asleep on him. I wouldn't consider that "disobeying."

I've already covered what we would do if given the chance to be together so I will focus on my growing obsession... a tattoo. I'm sure if I had thought seriously about it I would have added that to my limits as most rational people do. I wear his ring which gives me a visual reminder of how much he cares for and protects me, but rings can always be removed. I want something permanent that symbolizes what we have together.

Dark_Controller
06-04-2014, 04:49 AM
So this morning, I ended your denial.

You were teased terribly by me, unable to do anything, and then came the punishment phase, a live edge, where you couldn't take anymore...

The words of that song again though.. #when your body's had enough of me...

So you had another edge to do... this time you were told not to stop. instead told to cum.

What I want to know and of course in detail, are your thoughts and feelings before during and after these stages.

Tibbar2
06-04-2014, 02:20 PM
What has been your favorite question asked so far?

What question did you least like to answer?

What question do you wish would have been asked but hasn't yet?

What question could we ask that would have the most interesting answer?

What has it got in its pocketses?

It would be cheating to say any from Dark. Probably my favorite was the one I could answer with my report on kinky house cleaning. It made me seem very adventurous.

SweetTeen's question to list everyone I know in GetDare with a one word description was really hard. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings and I knew I was going to leave people out or have it misinterpreted. It was really embarrassing when everyone started looking and talking about it in the chat room.

There have been so many that I'm not sure there is anything left to ask. My mind is a blank.

The most interesting based on the shocked look on Dark's face was the reason I don't have sex with my husband. You can Google Peyronie's Disease if you really want to know. I'm not going to say any more about it unless required.

My Precious! :)

Tibbar2
06-04-2014, 02:37 PM
So this morning, I ended your denial.

You were teased terribly by me, unable to do anything, and then came the punishment phase, a live edge, where you couldn't take anymore...

The words of that song again though.. #when your body's had enough of me...

So you had another edge to do... this time you were told not to stop. instead told to cum.

What I want to know and of course in detail, are your thoughts and feelings before during and after these stages.

*** With permission from Dark, here is a slightly expanded version of today's report.***

Hello, My Love

It's always a special treat when we can Skype in the morning even without sound. I'm not sure if you intended what happened or if it just developed as the morning progressed. You have an amazing talent for weaving a story such that my brain and body respond. As you described kissing your way up and down my body... tying me to the bed... having your wicked way with me... There were several times where I just had to kick my feet in frustration because you wouldn't let me play.

I was so worked up by this point that all I could think was I couldn't bear to do edges this morning. When I didn't hop up immediately to get on the scales, you just started over again. It felt like cosmic justice that your wife came home and interrupted the festivities. Unfortunately, that meant I had no excuse not to weigh myself. It was disappointing but also a relief that I hadn't lost any more weight. That would have meant a dice roll and potentially a lot of edges.

I've said it before but when you look at me with that smile... the one that says I'm beautiful and sexy and everything a sub should be... it melts my heart every time.

I haven't been as good as I could be on the diet so you said I deserved a small punishment. Wasn't leaving me horny and aching enough? "I'm going to watch you and you are going to edge for me personally. Starting when I say so... and your torture will be complete. Be a good girl for me."

I was so worked up by this time that I couldn't take much direct stimulation to my clit. You ordered me to hold it and ride the edge. I did everything I could but had to stop before falling over. "When your body's had enough of me... I'm going to edge you a little bit more."

I started over again. Only this time you told me not to stop. To cum for you. My brain hiccuped for a moment because I wasn't sure if I was reading it correctly. It's not June 19. I'm not allowed to cum yet. Your face told me you were serious and because my body is yours I did cum.

I have never been in denial this long so I had no idea what to expect. It wasn't a wave of pleasure as much as a release of everything. It seemed to go on forever. I was wrecked. Physically. Emotionally. And you still had that smile.

You told me I didn't need to say anything, just nod if I was alright. I don't know why I started crying. In fact, I'm crying again. None of it would have been possible without you. My only regret was you couldn't hear me cum and I had to cover my mouth to stay as quiet as I could.

When my brain started to function again I thought this was a wonderful gift but we would continue on as we had been. Should I say anything to anyone or just be happy I got to cum? Surely we could survive a few more weeks? Then you told me my denial was over. I thought you meant it was over for both of us. I was so confused when you said you were going to wait.

I'm sure you could tell I did not like that one little bit. I don't want to cum again without you, but you said I didn't have a choice. You would order me to cum every day even if you had to watch. I don't look forward to the upcoming orgasms. In fact, I'm trying to forget that you even said that. I know you are suffering. I've seen the proof. Each day is going to feel like a knife in the heart because there is only so much I can do to reduce the time. I feel like we were both taken captive and only I got to escape.

I don't know your reasons... I doubt anyone except you really does. For me it's about acceptance and giving up control to you. I've given you everything I'm free to give and trust you to take care of me.

I love you more each day.
Your Dark Lady

MissKitty
06-05-2014, 02:34 AM
Hi! I have a few nice and weird questions for you!

* Which do you prefer for clothing: printed fabrics or plain colors? Explain please!

* Have you ever slept on silk or satin sheets? If yes, what did it feel like and where was it?

* Have you ever owned anything that was real fur? That goes for Uggs boots, sheepskin rugs etc too ofcourse! Did you know it was real when you bought it? And what are your feelings on it/real fur?

* Which game do you suck at? And do you like that game anyway? Explain!

* Whats your favorite smiley? Doesnt have to be a getdare one... And ofcourse, example please!


Have fun! I think you're very brave!

Tibbar2
06-05-2014, 02:48 PM
Hi! I have a few nice and weird questions for you!

* Which do you prefer for clothing: printed fabrics or plain colors? Explain please!

* Have you ever slept on silk or satin sheets? If yes, what did it feel like and where was it?

* Have you ever owned anything that was real fur? That goes for Uggs boots, sheepskin rugs etc too ofcourse! Did you know it was real when you bought it? And what are your feelings on it/real fur?

* Which game do you suck at? And do you like that game anyway? Explain!

* Whats your favorite smiley? Doesnt have to be a getdare one... And ofcourse, example please!


Have fun! I think you're very brave!

I prefer printed fabrics for my tops and solids for bottoms. Aesthetically, I think it is more pleasing. Practically, prints help hide the occasional nipple action or stain.

Can't remember the last time I slept on satin sheets. If I recall, there was a lot of slipping and sliding around. Probably my own bed but can't be sure. In the winter I would rather have T-shirt sheets. Very comfy and warm.

I'm pretty sure I had fur-lined gloves at one point. I don't have a particular aversion to fur. I feel it would be slightly hypocritical since I have leather toys and accessories. Where I do draw the line is anything from a threatened or endangered animal. I don't understand that at all and think the punishments should be much harsher.

I suck at most games that require physical skill. I haven't played in years but really enjoyed racquetball. It was a great way to vent frustration. You could smack that little ball as hard as you could and it would make a satisfying sound as it hit the wall. Sometimes it even hit your opponent. ;)

The winking smiley is a very useful tool. Sometimes it's hard to convey that you are joking or being sarcastic through just text.

Thank you for the questions and compliment! :)

SweetTeen
06-06-2014, 05:16 AM
Have you considered to try a younger master before you met dark?

If dark would wanted to put you in chastity , would you agree? (Like with a belt and stuff)

Do you have a fantasy regarding an possible real life meeting with dark?

Have you tried a Collar?

How much do you like bondage?

Tibbar2
06-07-2014, 09:35 AM
Have you considered to try a younger master before you met dark?

If dark would wanted to put you in chastity , would you agree? (Like with a belt and stuff)

Do you have a fantasy regarding an possible real life meeting with dark?

Have you tried a Collar?

How much do you like bondage?

Dark is my first and only Master so the answer is no.

Chastity belts are certainly fascinating to think about but impractical in the real world. A belt is also unnecessary since all Dark has to do is tell me not to cum.

There seems to be a new fantasy every day. I guess it will depend on how much time we have together when we do meet. We certainly aren't going to waste any time getting to know each other physically. :D

The first time I had sex with my husband he used a dog collar. That was the one and only time I've had one on. However, I'm starting to like the idea of having one for Dark that I can wear in private.

I've had one time in bondage where I felt I was truly in subspace. Wish I could experience it again. Almost everything I do now is self-bondage which is good but not the same as giving up control to someone else.

SweetTeen
06-07-2014, 03:43 PM
What was the last meal you ate?

Do you like to go swimming?

Kill 1 Person in this world if so who or revive one person if so who?

Would you consider to live with dark one day?

Favorite baby animal?

Tibbar2
06-07-2014, 04:05 PM
What was the last meal you ate?

Do you like to go swimming?

Kill 1 Person in this world if so who or revive one person if so who?

Would you consider to live with dark one day?

Favorite baby animal?

Pork loin, baked potato, and broccoli slaw (leftovers)

I like swimming in pools but not the ocean. I'm too paranoid about all the critters swimming about especially jelly fish. And if you don't get stung then a rip current could drag you out into the ocean. Pools are good.

Let's kill Hitler - Also the name of a Doctor Who episode.

If our situations were different, of course I would live with him. I've seen bits and pieces of his daily life, but really wish I could ride with him on one of his work trips in person. I do it so often with him in the chat room or Kik that I feel like I should see it all.

All baby mammals are cute but I can't resist a puppy. I'm one of those annoying people that will stop you so I can play.

SweetTeen
06-08-2014, 02:13 PM
Question Set #5

1. Is your left elbow on the table right now?
2. How much do you know about computers?
3. How did you came to your name?
4. Do you like/liked school?
5. Do you have a favorite thread here on GD?

Tibbar2
06-08-2014, 04:08 PM
Question Set #5

1. Is your left elbow on the table right now?
2. How much do you know about computers?
3. How did you came to your name?
4. Do you like/liked school?
5. Do you have a favorite thread here on GD?

No, but it is on the chair.

I consider myself a decent computer user. I can figure out how most things work given enough time. If things go wrong, I call in the big guns.

When I was little my parents were part of a CB club and everyone had a "handle." Mine was Tigger2 because I thought that was his name from the story Winnie the Pooh and Tigger Too. When I tried to come up with an alias for adult sites, Tigger was too common so I went with rabbit spelled backwards. I have a little figurine with the same name.

Doing well academically has always been relatively easy for me. The interpersonal side not so much. I was miserable in 6th and 7th grades but it got better. College was great.

This one of course! Honestly, I don't read many of the threads or blogs unless someone recommends something. The accent challenge was fun as were the member quizzes.

Ly Ph
06-09-2014, 03:40 AM
Recently dark and your self had a little roll reversal. You seemed to enjoy it.


How did you feel when the decision to swap rolls was made?

How do you feel about it now after its been completed?

What was the task you gave dark?

Did dark live up to your expectations in completing the task?

Assuming the task wasn't the following. How do you think dark would have coped if you asked him to put eye of the tiger on?

Tibbar2
06-09-2014, 04:54 AM
Recently dark and your self had a little roll reversal. You seemed to enjoy it.


How did you feel when the decision to swap rolls was made?

How do you feel about it now after its been completed?

What was the task you gave dark?

Did dark live up to your expectations in completing the task?

Assuming the task wasn't the following. How do you think dark would have coped if you asked him to put eye of the tiger on?

I wasn't part of this decision so I woke up with Dark asking his Mistress for permission to cum. We had talked about it the day before after making some hints about it in the chat room. When we started this relationship he told me about his failed attempts to explore his submissive side and we agreed that I would try to serve this role if needed. This is the first time it has come up. I didn't feel awkward at all. We know each other so well that it was mostly intuitive.

Happy I could help him in a time of need. I don't know if his ex-wife and mother of his children was the first woman he loved. She was certainly his first submissive. She is dying of cancer and it was her birthday this weekend. If I could help him escape from that unrelenting feeling of helplessness... even for just a few moments... then I would do everything in my power to do so.

He had multiple tasks but the one you are referring to was to get into bed and wait until his wife was sound asleep. He was to stroke himself until he was hard and then think of me as it slowly subsided. The first part was easy for him but getting his cock to go down while thinking of me was difficult. How could you not love a man like that?

He fulfilled his role perfectly. He started the morning by cumming in a glass on command. This was the first time he had cum since being in denial so it was a sight to behold. Unfortunately, his wife came home seconds later and almost caught him in the living room. His next task was for when he showered. He was to cum in his hand and rub it around his balls since I wasn't there to lick it off in person. I hadn't realized he was showering right then but it seemed like a good time to practice "loving me a little bit more." His cock was aching after cumming twice within minutes. Lastly, he had to write me a report that documented all his feelings about the role reversal.

Dark is amazingly honest so he didn't mind continuing our discussions in the chat room last night (or post to this thread for that matter). It did kind of make me angry when everyone started to make suggestions about what I should do to him. Now I understand why it upset him when another sub tried to do the same thing to me. I never would have asked him to do the Eye of the Tiger spanking because that would not work for him or us.

like to be cruel
06-09-2014, 04:59 AM
- if you find a key with a pendant that says "chastity", would you keep it or would you give it to a lost and found office?

Tibbar2
06-09-2014, 05:23 AM
- if you find a key with a pendant that says "chastity", would you keep it or would you give it to a lost and found office?

To be honest, my mind is still trying to recover from reading your signature and looking at your thread. I have no clue how I would go about finding the owner myself... maybe an ad on Craig's List or FetLife. I would probably just turn it in to lost and found and hope for the best.

Alexis Rune
06-11-2014, 07:26 AM
If you could go back in time and tell 13 year old Tibbar2 something that wouldn't improve your financial status, what would you tell her?

Tibbar2
06-11-2014, 02:01 PM
If you could go back in time and tell 13 year old Tibbar2 something that wouldn't improve your financial status, what would you tell her?

So many cliches come to mind. Probably the best advice would be to take chances. You are going to be successful so don't worry so much about failing.

SweetTeen
06-26-2014, 05:39 PM
1. What is the worst thing you could imagine about a dom?
2. What do you do when you feel down?
3. Do you sometimes have thought about just quitting and running away from this site and everything with it?
4. You once made me the offer to "torture" me , what wouldve that included? :P
5. Having the ability to teleport whenever you want , what would you do primarly?

Tibbar2
06-27-2014, 02:07 PM
1. What is the worst thing you could imagine about a dom?
2. What do you do when you feel down?
3. Do you sometimes have thought about just quitting and running away from this site and everything with it?
4. You once made me the offer to "torture" me , what wouldve that included? :P
5. Having the ability to teleport whenever you want , what would you do primarly?

I've heard stories about Doms that are manipulative to the point that the sub self-destructs unless they get help. That seems pretty terrible to me.

It's a really bad coping mechanism but alcohol works. At least you don't care anymore after awhile. Talking to people also helps lift my spirits, especially Dark of course. I have a big smile on my face most of the time when I'm talking to him.

I feel like the people I've met on this site have improved my life so don't see any need to run away. It has become a little bit of an addiction to chat in the lounge but it has taken the place of reading erotica. Since the good stuff costs money, this is a cheaper hobby.

Telling would spoil all the fun. However, I would do what I could to make you blush like a tomato.

If I could teleport, I would show up naked in Dark's garden. Then he could complain about a rabbit getting through his fence.

Thanks for the questions!

lola.fox
06-27-2014, 02:11 PM
1. What's your favorite healthy meal to make?

2. What's your favorite unhealthy meal to make?

3. Do you have any toys on your wishlist?

4. Have you ever started a rumor?

5. What song has been stuck in your head lately?

andy20765
06-27-2014, 02:12 PM
which things have u try once
which did u like and which did u not like

Tibbar2
06-27-2014, 05:54 PM
1. What's your favorite healthy meal to make?

2. What's your favorite unhealthy meal to make?

3. Do you have any toys on your wishlist?

4. Have you ever started a rumor?

5. What song has been stuck in your head lately?

My Mom taught me to cook and she rarely used a recipe. As a result it's almost impossible for me to make the same meal twice. I made an awesome salad the other day. I marinated chicken breast in a light honey mustard and then baked it with a little Parmesan cheese on top. That was sliced and put over a bed of mixed greens along with cucumber, tomato, green pepper, and orange sections. Super yummy.

The only thing I can consistently grill are brats. Unfortunately, our grill caught on fire and the automatic ignition switch died. I haven't replaced it yet and they are not as tasty cooked any other way. Paired with my special coleslaw, it makes a great summer meal.

I am curious to know what a flogger feels like but it's not one of those things that works well on your own. Furniture would be fun too but too hard to store and hide.

I'm sure I have started rumors. Office gossip is one of my weaknesses.

Wake Me Up by Avicii.

lola.fox
06-27-2014, 08:36 PM
1. What's your favorite corny joke?

2. What types of music do you listen to?

3. What's the longest you've gone without sleep?

4. Frozen yogurt or ice cream?

5. Have you ever been stung by a bee?

Tibbar2
06-28-2014, 06:26 AM
which things have u try once
which did u like and which did u not like

I've experienced a lot of "firsts" with Dark. Edges, denial, pictures, video, body writing, reports, optional clothing... The only thing that Dark had me do which I would hate to repeat is edging at work.

andy20765
06-28-2014, 06:30 AM
what u wearing now from head to toe

Tibbar2
06-28-2014, 06:47 AM
1. What's your favorite corny joke?

2. What types of music do you listen to?

3. What's the longest you've gone without sleep?

4. Frozen yogurt or ice cream?

5. Have you ever been stung by a bee?

I was a poet and didn't even know it.
But my toes show it.
They're long fellows.

I listen to a little bit of everything so it's probably easier to list what I don't listen to. Except for the occasional song I avoid rap, new country, teen pop, and death metal.

Sleep is awesome. The longest I've gone without it is probably 36 hours.

Ice cream although gelato is super yummy as well.

I haven't been stung in quite awhile. I used to swell up pretty badly so I try to avoid them when I can.

Thanks for the questions!

Tibbar2
06-28-2014, 06:49 AM
what u wearing now from head to toe

That's easy since I just got up. Super soft, black lounge pants and a brown tank top.

andy20765
06-28-2014, 06:59 AM
do u like 2 wear lingerie if so what kind do u like 2 wear
do u like 2 wear uniforms if so which kinds do u like 2 wear

lola.fox
06-28-2014, 02:14 PM
1. Which of those icebox cakes would you most like to make?

2. What is your favorite way to prepare your coffee?

3. What was your favorite cartoon as a child?

4. Who are some of your favorite gd members?

5. Would you prefer to get chocolate or flowers as a gift?

Tibbar2
06-29-2014, 05:00 PM
do u like 2 wear lingerie if so what kind do u like 2 wear
do u like 2 wear uniforms if so which kinds do u like 2 wear

I have bought new panties and bras because the old ones didn't fit anymore. I'm not sure I would classify most of it as lingerie but I have a few nice pieces I like to wear.

The only uniform I've worn was the summer I worked at a Boy Scout camp. Everything about it was horrible including the stupid uniform I had to buy and then wear. The job ended up costing me money after I paid for the medical expenses of a freak infection caused by a mosquito bite. Best not to think of it.

lola.fox
06-30-2014, 11:57 AM
1. When was the last time you laughed so hard that you couldn't catch you breath?

2. What was the last thing you watched on tv?

3. What was your dream job as a child?

4. Have you ever shoplifted?

5. What are some of your favorite threads?

Tibbar2
07-01-2014, 06:34 PM
1. Which of those icebox cakes would you most like to make?

2. What is your favorite way to prepare your coffee?

3. What was your favorite cartoon as a child?

4. Who are some of your favorite gd members?

5. Would you prefer to get chocolate or flowers as a gift?

They all look so yummy but I think I would go with strawberry and Graham cracker because it reminds me of something my grandma used to make in the summer. http://www.buzzfeed.com/christinebyrne/cool-icebox-pies

Chocolate, cream, and every other yummy flavor you can add into it. The sweeter the better.

Scooby Doo

I find new people I like on an almost weekly basis. They far outnumber the people that annoy me. You're one of my new favorite people because you ask good questions. :)

Flowers but I don't like to watch them wilt. I would much rather have potted flowers or flowers for the garden.

Tibbar2
07-04-2014, 04:50 PM
1. When was the last time you laughed so hard that you couldn't catch you breath?

2. What was the last thing you watched on tv?

3. What was your dream job as a child?

4. Have you ever shoplifted?

5. What are some of your favorite threads?

To be honest, I'm not sure. Probably watching funny videos with friends.

The Daily Show with Jon Stewart.

I wanted to be a paramedic or helicopter pilot. Ideally, both at the same time.

Nope. I'm pretty boring in the rest of my life.

Unless someone points me to something specific, I don't follow any of the threads. I try to post to my friends' AMA threads but only if I know there isn't some hidden punishment involved.

lola.fox
07-09-2014, 12:22 PM
1. Do you believe in astrology?

2. Do you prefer night or day?

3. What was the last movie/tv show that you watched?

4. Who is your favorite fictional character?

5. How many houses have you lived in throughout your lifetime?

Tibbar2
07-11-2014, 07:34 AM
1. Do you believe in astrology?

2. Do you prefer night or day?

3. What was the last movie/tv show that you watched?

4. Who is your favorite fictional character?

5. How many houses have you lived in throughout your lifetime?

I think astrology is a fun intellectual activity but I would never make decisions or change my life because of anything astrology related. When life has turned to shit, it's nice to blame it on something like Mercury retrograde.

Day because I can see where I'm going and where I've been. Night time can be very claustrophobic, especially when you are alone.

I regret it now but I watched Jaws II while I was chatting in the lounge last night. The original Jaws is one of my favorite movies but the sequel is just a train wreck. The shark eats a helicopter for goodness sake!

Stephanie Plum from the Janet Evanovich series has been one of my favorites since the series began in 1994. Unfortunately, like many of the other series I have enjoyed over the years it became stale and I stopped reading.

I grew up in the same house until I went off to college. I lived in a variety of rental apartments and houses over the years. (Seven maybe?) I bought my first house when I was 31. It was tiny but fabulous! When I got married, we moved into a bigger house where we still live.

Dark_Controller
08-05-2014, 08:46 PM
As it has been a while, I thought I might ask a few lovely questions for you. I am sure lots has happened, but these three will do for now...

Recount the recent most embarrassing experience you have had, I know you would rather not relive it, but for me looking back now, it was funny as hell...

You are in the middle of what is a strange week for you, so, describe your feelings so far...

I love the present you bought , what do you think you will get for yourself next, and why?

DC

Tibbar2
08-06-2014, 02:35 PM
As it has been a while, I thought I might ask a few lovely questions for you. I am sure lots has happened, but these three will do for now...

Recount the recent most embarrassing experience you have had, I know you would rather not relive it, but for me looking back now, it was funny as hell...

You are in the middle of what is a strange week for you, so, describe your feelings so far...

I love the present you bought , what do you think you will get for yourself next, and why?

DC

You are so lovingly cruel sometimes. There are few times that we can coordinate our schedules so we are both alone in our homes at the same time. When they do happen they are glorious because we can just talk and be ourselves. Most of the time when we Skype we have to be "vewy vewy quiet" so we don't get caught by one or both of our spouses. On a recent weekend morning, I was in my office on Skype while hubby was upstairs where he sleeps. He had come down to get coffee earlier and I had minimized the program and left the room. A few minutes later he came down talking to our cell phone provider on the phone. I needed to give verbal permission to access my account to see if it would be cheaper to combine our plans. I tried desperately to stop him at the door but he insisted on sitting in the chair in my office to finish his conversation. Skype was minimized but I knew the camera was still working and my husband was buck-ass naked. I positioned myself the best that I could so Dark wouldn't get an eye full but didn't stop the coming and going. I was mortified.

One of our mutual friends expressed dismay that she had the house to herself for the week and no Domme to play with. I volunteered and asked Dark if he would be willing to help. I have enjoyed the week so far but there are parts that I am just not cut out for. What have I enjoyed? The best thing has been how happy our friend has been with the experience. I'm a newbie and still the best experience she's had so far. Wow! Coming up with creative tasks, rewards, and punishments has also been fun and I enjoy hearing about her reactions. What I don't have is an intuitive feeling for hidden trip mines or how to handle situations when they take an unexpected turn. That is one of the areas where Dark excels so if I start to panic I can just turn it over to him. If I was a full-time Domme I would have to deal with the consequences myself. This is something I would definitely do again but not long term. I'm a fluffy bunny at heart.

I love my collar too. My next present isn't a toy but a permanent reminder of what I have with Dark. When I set up my profile I didn't add permanent modifications to my limits because it didn't even register on my list of possibilities. At the end of the month I have an appointment with a tattoo artist and have a general design picked out. It will be my first tattoo or any type of body modification beyond simple pierced ears. I have worn Dark's ring since early in our relationship but this takes it to a whole new level. I'm excited and scared at the same time which is a perfect description of our relationship sometimes. But most importantly, I know we love each other so it will be okay.

SweetTeen
08-30-2014, 01:49 PM
What was the last "Mean" thing dark had you do?

Ever solved a rubix cube?

Do you like horror movies?

The least thing that happened to you on gD?

Do you like pain much and everywhere?

Tibbar2
08-30-2014, 02:19 PM
What was the last "Mean" thing dark had you do?

Ever solved a rubix cube?

Do you like horror movies?

The least thing that happened to you on gD?

Do you like pain much and everywhere?

Dark had me take a 20 question Trivial Pursuit style quiz and there was a punishment for every wrong answer. He rolled a dice for each one so I got 6 slaps to the pussy with a ruler, 1 clothes pin to the labia I had to pull off with string, edging after putting toothpaste in anus/vagina/clit, and inserting one ice cube in my anus.

Nope, and I am sure I will die without ever solving one.

I like scary movies but not torture porn movies like Hostel or the Human Centipede.

My least favorite thing to happen on GD involved a mod questioning the account of one of my friends. I was fairly new to the site and didn't understand what was going on so it really upset me.

I enjoy a certain level of pain just about everywhere as long as it is erotic. Injuries, broken bones... not so much.

Alexis Rune
09-03-2014, 04:56 PM
Favorite holiday?

Favorite Monty Python scene/skit/bit?

Favorite stand-up comic or routine?

Most famous person you've ever seen in real life? Met? Know personally?

Tibbar2
09-04-2014, 05:05 PM
Favorite holiday?

Favorite Monty Python scene/skit/bit?

Favorite stand-up comic or routine?

Most famous person you've ever seen in real life? Met? Know personally?

I enjoy all of the trappings that go with Christmas...music, decorations, shopping, packages, food, parties, movies. I just wish it didn't start in October.

It has to be from The Holy Grail of course. There are so many great ones to choose from but my favorite is Dennis the Constitutional Peasant. Help! Help! I'm being repressed.

I could go with all the obvious choices but instead I'm going to select "Bob the Devil" by Norm MacDonald. Runner up would be "You Don't Always Have to Have Anal Sex" by Ricky Gervais.

I don't know that I've ever met anyone famous. I walked past Stephen Hawking and his entourage at Texas A&M. The rest I've been in the audience.

Alexis Rune
09-05-2014, 03:40 PM
If you had $200 to spend on toys or sexy clothes, what would you buy?

Would you go skydiving if you were given the chance to do so for free?

If you were forced to go back in time and choose a different career, what career do you think you'd choose?

Tibbar2
09-09-2014, 02:24 PM
If you had $200 to spend on toys or sexy clothes, what would you buy?

Would you go skydiving if you were given the chance to do so for free?

If you were forced to go back in time and choose a different career, what career do you think you'd choose?

Dark has decided that I should match whenever possible so I would buy pretty bra and panty sets.

I'm not terrified of heights so much as falling so NO!!!

I would do something with graphic design. I love doing it whenever possible but I have baby skills when it comes to Photoshop or Illustrator.

SweetTeen
01-27-2015, 10:56 AM
Almost a year on getdare.. , what do you think has influence you the most BESIDES Dark?

What is your favorite moment that you remember from getdare?

Did the tattoo hurt?

Favorite quote?

Can you lick your nose with your tongue?

Did you buy a wrabbit plug yet?

Any Advice for having low self esteem?

Tibbar2
01-27-2015, 08:12 PM
Almost a year on getdare.. , what do you think has influence you the most BESIDES Dark?

What is your favorite moment that you remember from getdare?

Did the tattoo hurt?

Favorite quote?

Can you lick your nose with your tongue?

Did you buy a wrabbit plug yet?

Any Advice for having low self esteem?

First, let me thank ST for reviving this thread that is better left to the cobwebs of time. I will get even.

I have met a lot of great (and not so great) people on GD. I won't rank order friendships but I hope they know I am thankful they came into my life. My week as LyPh's Domme was probably the most influential event that didn't center around Dark. Dark was a vital part of it and helped mentor me along, but he let me take the lead. LyPh was an awesome sub so I got lucky.

Perhaps I'm showing my true colors but one of my favorite moments was daring some poor sub to masturbate using mustard as a lube. His report back to the room was hysterical.

Getting the tattoo wasn't bad at all. My friend came with me and talked the entire time to take my mind off it. It actually hurt worse afterwards like a really bad sunburn. What really sucked was not shaving that area of my leg until it healed completely. Patience is not one of my virtues.

From Robert A. Heinlein... "When the ship lifts, all bills are paid. No regrets."

No and no.

I wish I had some magical advice for low self esteem. It's something everyone has to struggle through. Just when you think you have it beat, it changes and you start all over again. Dark has improved my life in so many ways. One of the sweetest gifts he has given me is holding me when I fall and putting me back on my feet. He believes in me. That has made all the difference.

PostScript: I couldn't sleep without adding something to my response. As soon as a put my head on the pillow subbie brain chirped up with "What about your birthday?" Dark had arranged all my GD friends to be in the chat room to wish me a happy birthday. Is was so unexpected and so sweet that it made me cry. That is my favorite moment so far.

Robert_Z_man
01-27-2015, 08:17 PM
would you ever sleep with a 24 year old guy? hypothetically speaking

Tibbar2
01-27-2015, 08:51 PM
would you ever sleep with a 24 year old guy? hypothetically speaking

It's not outside the realm of possibility but doubtful. I would always wonder why he would want to have sex with someone who is old enough to be his mother. Of course since Dark owns my pussy, I would need permission first.

Ly Ph
01-28-2015, 12:01 PM
My week as LyPh's Domme was probably the most influential event that didn't center around Dark. Dark was a vital part of it and helped mentor me along, but he let me take the lead. LyPh was an awesome sub so I got lucky.

But not as good as you were a domme :)

its not a question but I had to post :P

Alexis Rune
03-13-2015, 02:24 PM
Do you miss me? (I miss you!)

Are you subscribed to http://www.reddit.com/r/Rabbits/

What three things have you done this year that you think I'd most like to hear about?

See any good movies lately? :)

Tibbar2
03-13-2015, 05:57 PM
Do you miss me? (I miss you!)

Are you subscribed to http://www.reddit.com/r/Rabbits/

What three things have you done this year that you think I'd most like to hear about?

See any good movies lately? :)

Of course I miss you and our chats. However, I know how wonderful it can be to talk to your Master for extended periods of time. You have been searching for someone like KJ for a long time so I am very happy for you. Come visit with us when you can.

No, I'm not subscribed to any reddit pages but I do get bunny pics from Pinterest.

This one's a toughie. First, since you have been such a wonderful supporter of my weight loss, you will be happy to know that I've lost 65 pounds since this time last year. It's become very noticeable. I love trying on clothes and they are just too big to wear. Lots and lots of clothes have gone to Goodwill. Second, Dark and I celebrated one year together on Monday. That was the date of my first report. I've written at least one every day since. Dark decided that we should mark the occasion with a series of tasks. As you probably remember, I have been very hesitant to do kinky things at work. Well... I wore a butt plug on my commute both ways. Being in the office bathroom doing such a naughty thing just got me all wet and bothered. There were pussy slaps and nipple twists as well. Not just at work, but also in bathrooms at businesses on the way home. Today I took my car in for maintenance. I left my very messy panties from the day before on the passenger seat with the crotch part in full view. Dark teased me all day about how the mechanics would be smelling it and maybe leaving me cum as a present. It has been such an awesome week. Third, I've joined a football (soccer) fan site in order to stalk a certain someone. You won't believe how good looking Dark is in a jersey.

I know I've watched a few movies recently but nothing memorable. Dark got me interested in a British series called the Big Allotment. It's a reality competition show with challenges centered around gardening, flowers, and preserves. It was good to watch over this miserable winter. I'm hoping I will be able to expand my garden this year.

Alexis Rune
03-15-2015, 02:52 PM
Your last set of answers made me smile so much! I love that you keep losing weight. I went to the Doc this week and I am down to my lowest weight in over 15 years, down about 15 pounds from a couple of years ago. Nothing like your amazing loss, but still awesome to me :)

I love that you and Dark continue to have that special spark between you and that he continues to slowly broaden your horizons. Like you said, I too am enjoying my great developing relationship with Master KJ. Hopefully we'll be celebrating our 1 year anniversary in another 10 months or so :)

New questions!!


Do you think any of the mechanics talked about your wet panties with each other?

Have you ever worn anything different just out of fear from being wet from being horny? (Dark clothes, a pad, a long shirt, etc...)?

Can you squirt when you orgasm?

Do you have anything hanging from your car mirror (yet), as Dark hinted? ;)

Tibbar2
03-16-2015, 01:04 PM
Your last set of answers made me smile so much! I love that you keep losing weight. I went to the Doc this week and I am down to my lowest weight in over 15 years, down about 15 pounds from a couple of years ago. Nothing like your amazing loss, but still awesome to me :)

I love that you and Dark continue to have that special spark between you and that he continues to slowly broaden your horizons. Like you said, I too am enjoying my great developing relationship with Master KJ. Hopefully we'll be celebrating our 1 year anniversary in another 10 months or so :)

New questions!!


Do you think any of the mechanics talked about your wet panties with each other?

Have you ever worn anything different just out of fear from being wet from being horny? (Dark clothes, a pad, a long shirt, etc...)?

Can you squirt when you orgasm?

Do you have anything hanging from your car mirror (yet), as Dark hinted? ;)

I am very much hoping that my panties were not a topic of conversation. If I had to guess, I think the Black Man who wouldn't look me in the eyes was the one who worked on my vehicle. He was probably thinking I was trying to get him fired.

Yes, I have made a number of clothing adjustments to try and hide certain things. No bra. No panties. Butt plug. Perky nipples. Horny and wet. It's just something you get used to being Dark's.

I've had two squirting orgasms and I'm not a fan. The first time I did it all over a bath rug and thought I had peed myself. The second time was in bed and I had to change the sheets and mattress pad.

No, there is nothing hanging from my mirror... thank God and thank Dark.

Congrats on your own weight loss and continued trip down sissy lane. I know chastity can't be easy for someone who masturbated as much as you. Hope the teddy bears enjoy the dancing and serenading to your girly playlist.

Alexis Rune
03-20-2015, 04:32 AM
" I left my very messy panties"...
What was it that got your panties so messy, exactly?

Do you enjoy wearing your butt plug? Have you ever had anal sex and do you think you'd like it? Do you like having your plug in while you play with yourself?

I recently did a body writing task while here at work, I'll be blogging about it after this, but I'm curious as to how much more playing you've been doing at work. Have you had an orgasm at work yet? Get close? Do you keep a backup pair of panties in your desk in case yours get TOO wet? lol

Tibbar2
03-20-2015, 02:40 PM
" I left my very messy panties"...
What was it that got your panties so messy, exactly?

Do you enjoy wearing your butt plug? Have you ever had anal sex and do you think you'd like it? Do you like having your plug in while you play with yourself?

I recently did a body writing task while here at work, I'll be blogging about it after this, but I'm curious as to how much more playing you've been doing at work. Have you had an orgasm at work yet? Get close? Do you keep a backup pair of panties in your desk in case yours get TOO wet? lol

Pussy juices and lube from the butt plug

I don't know if enjoy is the correct word for the butt plug. It makes me feel super submissive to push it inside when every part of my body is saying stop. Yes, I've had anal sex before and it really depends on the person. One man was super tiny and was hardly noticeable. The other was well endowed and it hurt like hell. You can probably figure out which one I enjoyed. Sub-questions still count as part of the five but I'll be generous. Yes, I enjoy playing with the butt plug in. Keeps my mind focused on how naughty I am.

I've only done edges and other things at work, no orgasms. There is usually a spare pare of panties in my gym bag but Dark decides whether I get to put them on or not. Usually I just wear my messy ones until I get home.

Dark_Controller
03-28-2015, 03:34 AM
Almost 55 weeks now...

In what areas and how has your life changed?
For the better? For worse?

My wonderful, beautiful bunny rabbit, I am so proud of you!

Tibbar2
03-28-2015, 06:56 AM
Almost 55 weeks now...

In what areas and how has your life changed?
For the better? For worse?

My wonderful, beautiful bunny rabbit, I am so proud of you!

I will start with the most obvious change, which is my physical appearance and overall health. I've lost almost 65 pounds and continue to lose albeit slowly. Where I used to wear tent-like clothes to hide in, now I'm actually wearing dresses and showing cleavage on occasion. On the surface, there's no big secret to how it was accomplished...diet and exercise. But I know the real reason for my success is Dark. He keeps me going when my self-motivation lags.

Beyond the physical changes, I am healthier overall. I was having major knee problems last year and battled with ongoing pain. Making it worse was general unhappiness with my life and self-medication through alcohol. Weight loss and exercise has greatly improved the knee; giving complete control of my alcohol consumption to Dark brought clarity to the rest of my life. This was not something that happened quickly or easily. You can read about it in my blog if you are interested.

Since this is Get Dare, I will say that Bunny has her groove back. I have become a sexual creature after becoming resigned that sex with my husband wasn't going to happen again. Before you start thinking that is a bad thing, my relationship with hubby has actually improved because of Dark. Hubby is almost 20 years my senior with medical issues so that part of our life was over. It was one of the reasons why I was searching for something...someone. I didn't even know Dark was the missing part of my life until he was there.

The last major change in my life is much more emotional. There hasn't been a single day of our relationship where we haven't been in communication with one another. I've written a report every day and sometimes more than that. He's read every one, most of them twice. We also talk everyday through Kik, Skype, chat, text message...you get the idea. I think that is the reason this relationship of ours works so well. Dark knows everything about me...what's happening in my life...what I'm thinking. We've had rough spots but we've worked through them.

Honestly, I can't think of any way that my life has changed for the worse unless you count becoming a horny rabbit. :p I am a truly lucky woman and subbie to be loved by Dark.

IceMaiden
03-28-2015, 03:00 PM
I think you should tell us all about a certain trip to the garage that Dark sent you on recently and what happened afterwards. In detail. All of it. :D

Tibbar2
03-29-2015, 05:25 AM
I think you should tell us all about a certain trip to the garage that Dark sent you on recently and what happened afterwards. In detail. All of it. :D

First, I love the new avatar. Hard to go wrong with Buffy and Spike.

Let me set the scene for you. It was a Friday and I had the day off work. Dark had been teasing me all week with semi-public tasks. Go to the restroom and edge. Tweak your nipples right now. Drive to work plugged. Stop someplace on your way home and slap your pussy. Call yourself a dirty whore in the mirror...it doesn't matter who else is there. Needless to say, I was wet and horny all week. There was no cumming of course.

That day I was to take my car in for service and meet a friend for lunch. Dark gave me a choice...repeat everything I had done that week in one day or....leave my panties from the day before on the passenger seat. They were black panties so pussy juices and lube from butt plug were very evident. Dark teased me all morning including time in chat about what might happen. Would the mechanic take them? Maybe cum in them? Give me a horny slut discount? Pass them around?

I was wearing really tight black pants and my new red coat. The panties were in place as I drove to town. I kept looking over at them and getting excited. I left my car and then walked next door to meet my friend. I was REALLY hoping I wouldn't have to wait since it is a glass lobby. I could just imagine the mechanic looking in at me wondering. My prayers were answered and I was able to pay immediately. A Black mechanic came out with paperwork and made a point not to look at me. I did the same, trying not to blush. When I got in the vehicle my panties were still there. I quickly stuffed them in my console and left.

dommale
03-29-2015, 06:30 AM
what was your last dream about ?

and what did you do while star gazing ?

Tibbar2
03-29-2015, 10:16 AM
what was your last dream about ?

and what did you do while star gazing ?

I had a very, very realistic dream that Dark woke me up at 05:00 on a Sunday. He swears I was dreaming but it sure seemed to go on for a long time...almost three hours...and parts of me were very sensitive afterwards. My subconscious must be very creative because I imagined that he ordered me to do a few things I've never done before. I've had pegs on my nipples plenty of time but I've never repositioned and snapped them close. I dreamt that Dark warned me after the fact that it would smart a bit then laughed. He then he had me use a vibe on my clit while teasing my urethra. That was new.

Tease...stop....tease....stop...tease....stop..... tease....stop....tease...stop...

Every time I stopped I had to explain to Dark exactly what I was feeling. There were also orders not to cum. After almost two hours the body was no longer so willing. That's when I had to use spit as lube and keep going. This must have pleased dream Dark because he sent me a pic that pushed my horniness to new levels. More than anything I wanted to watch him cum for me. He was agreeable as long as I did one thing....ask him out loud for everything I wanted. It was still early but I was not alone in the house. He just laughed at my indecision and obvious need. "Take off your robe," I whispered. "Pardon? What was that?" "Please take off your robe," I said louder. Oh my! He looked marvelous.

Let's just say that there was a very happy ending for both of us in that dream. I should have those kinds of dreams more often.

The star gazing story is a little less interesting for anyone else. Dark sent me a message awhile ago that he was outside looking up at the constellation Cassiopeia. It had special significance for him because it reminded him of home when he was far far away. Not to get too sentimental, but I like looking up and knowing we are both under the same big sky. A few months ago I put an iron statue in my garden that points to where he is across the ocean. Yes, I used a compass to make sure I got it right. On Skype last week I had the sudden urge to go out on my deck and find Cassiopeia. I just happened to be naked at the time. I was being pretty brave for being completely naked until I heard something in the bushes. Bunnies can move fast when they want to! Anyway, last night I finally tracked down the Big W.

Alexis Rune
07-30-2015, 09:49 AM
Wow, so this thread hasn't been posted to in quite a while. I really have missed you, by the way :) Consider this a thank-you for your questions in my AMA.

Have you gotten any new toys lately? If so, can we get a detailed description? :D

I heard a rumor that you were feeling pretty hot and horny this morning. Is this true? If so, could you tell us why?

Finally, I am going to borrow this one from *somebody* (hehe):
Describe in depth one of your ... fantasies that you would NEVER be part of in real life.

Tibbar2
07-30-2015, 04:55 PM
Wow, so this thread hasn't been posted to in quite a while. I really have missed you, by the way :) Consider this a thank-you for your questions in my AMA.

Have you gotten any new toys lately? If so, can we get a detailed description? :D

I heard a rumor that you were feeling pretty hot and horny this morning. Is this true? If so, could you tell us why?

Finally, I am going to borrow this one from *somebody* (hehe):
Describe in depth one of your ... fantasies that you would NEVER be part of in real life.

I should wait until you answer your questions first, but I know Dark will want to read my responses so here goes.

Yes, I purchased two new toys this week. Dark has decided that I only have two sexual orifices so I needed something to occupy my mouth. My experience with gags has been a little like Goldilocks. The red ball gag is too big, black one too small. The new toy is a penis gag that fills my mouth just right. I also purchased a red impact cane because subbie brain is a horny slut and somehow decided that would be a good idea. I wanted to find something that I could use myself to leave bruises and marks on my ass. It will be fun to try.

Dark kindly suggested that I should suck on my penis gag as I drove into work this morning. I could make it about five minutes before I had to give my jaw a rest then I would insert it back in. Each vehicle that went by made me a little more horny. What really did it for me was moaning around the gag. I wore it on the way home and again when I edged. Great purchase.

Back in the early days of the Internet, there was a Usenet site that had a lot of stories. They made better masturbation fantasies since it took almost forever for pictures to load. Yes, it was dialup. One of the stories was about a resort where subs could volunteer to provide different services for the Masters. The most exclusive was the kitchen because the subs were prepared as hogs and cooked in the ovens. I have no earthly idea why I found the prospect so fascinating as it is something I would NEVER be a part of. The cooks were very matter of fact dehumanizing the subs and stuffing the cavities. The thought of the door closing shut would make me cum.

I feel like I should drop the proverbial mic and see if you can beat the last one. I've missed you too. :)

Alexis Rune
07-31-2015, 03:58 AM
What is the combined weight of the rocks in your garden? ;)

How is your garden looking this year?

What sorts of physical activities have you been doing lately?