Jessica's 1000th Post Thread - Make her roll a dice! (maleforyou)

[PrincessJessica]

Week 2 highlights

More from the slut diaries of Jessica...

Wednesday

Doubloons. Double loons. Double looney. Double looney things. Punch each ball hard, twice, while holding them tightly

Although I've spanked while holding my balls tightly punching really ups the ante more than I anticipated. I was struggling by hit number two, by hit number of 5 had managed to make my eyes water a little and by hit number 20 I was getting an almighty pain in my stomach so took a small rest. I'm just glad it's relatively few of these and I'm already about half-way as they're agony!

Minutes of having an object in your ass

52 minutes done for chess bet. I should say before starting that I'm really bad at chess yet still accepted a bet for it. Plugged for the entire game with 1 ass-to-mouth deepthroat and edge in tandem for every piece taken (loser having to do all 16 regardless of how many pieces lost). I stripped off as I expected to get a little hot and bothered.

The first couple of deepthroats and edges were tough. It took a while to edge (going from concentrating on a game I barely understand to edging is kinda weird) but the deepthroats were particularly tough.

I have a terrible gag reflex that just refuses to play along so I ended up covered in drool even after just 16 (and feeling a little nauseous). After the first couple, I put on some porn to distract my mind, which at least partially worked. The feeling of putting myself through pretty needless degrading "agony" to get an edge was quite a turn on and each edge after the 10th was mind-blowingly intense. My body shook in effort trying not to cum and I dribbled a tiny amount of pre-cum which I obediently licked up (I don't even like cum yet started doing during my last denial as it just felt right...I like being a little slut )

The game last over an hour so, although I didn't exactly count, I'm sure I'm over the 52 minutes given. Edges are coming particularly fast which is one saving grace but deepthroats and me just don't get on. If you think chess is boring though this is an interesting way to spice it up

Thursday

Minutes with toothpaste on your dicklet

15 minutes of cornertime done with toothpaste on dicklet for a lost bet. This was really weird trying to stand still while my dicklet screamed in agony. The pain eventually settled down about half-way through leaving the rest of the time to settle down into my usual cornertime routine of "meditation". I'm actually getting a lot more used to cornertime with the amounts I'm doing lately, it seems less dull and more meditative. Just 10 or so minutes out the day of thinking time is kinda good...just don't get any ideas Mistress lol.

Friday

Dancing cross dressed on Omegle. If anyone stops asks if they want a striptease

I got a bit more of this done, just 15 minutes left now. A whole 45 minutes of dancing and stripping for a completely random audience of total freaks I expected the hit rate to be pretty poor with this one but I keep the "interests" kinky (as to not annoy anyone just looking for chat...if such a person exists) I guess but almost every other person wanted to see a striptease from me. I felt like a hooker by the end with all the taking off my panties and putting them back on.

Like a real stripper I guess most of it turned into a quick copy and paste routine of teasing taking off my dress, groping myself a bit and finally unveiling the "goodies". Doing it while wearing a thong (new purchase...what a girl I'm turning into) seemed to keep my clientele happy. The main highlights were stripping to someone else cross-dressed while he was stroking his cock (it was quite a cute blue dress), making a blank camera guy cum (that's a better review than last time) & a worrying moment when someone started calling me Princess which only my Mistress really uses, and maybe a few on here are aware of. I think/hope that was a weird coincidence...otherwise hope you enjoyed the show

Other
I got through a fair few of the many pain tasks (spanks, clothespins and cold showers) thanks to a few PM dares which broke doing the other girlier tasks up nicely.

I also completed the "No staying up past midnight" with "only" 80 spanks building up from just being a little slow getting ready for bed a few nights. It's quite embarrassing having an enforced bedtime as a 27 yo, and despite the spanks one I try to take seriously, but it worked out well this week as I was quite tired and is one of the more caring "nice" rules that I should probably be grateful for (I have a terrible habit of late night gaming etc so bedtime rules snap me out of it nicely). My KinkTalk exposure for my dares this week rule has been relatively easy as I could only take pictures of the pain tasks and I've almost completed that too, yay.

Denial status
The end of the week was a lot tougher, with a few more dribbles of pre-cum (including one from just 20 or so strokes which had me dribbling pre-cum like a slut). Despite the frustration I'm still enjoying being denied, each edge reminding me that my dicklet isn't controlled by me anymore and the semi-humiliation of forgoing that sweet release is a turn-on in itself. It's a bit worrying that I'm already a bit of a drippy mess though, getting turned on at the slightest thing given there's so much to go...

[Pariahterror]

Unfortunately I don't go on omegle or any other site like this. But maybe I will when you give me a time

[milkerman]

I'd like to add a roll of the red dice, if this is continuing.

[PrincessJessica]

Jessica was happy to (probably) avoid anyone on here while doing her Omegle stripteases. She hopes you're teasing her Pariah, but if not PM to arrange a time (weekday daytimes for cross-dressing) Given how much she added to your thread she'll take a booking

Jessica's just working her way through the dice milkerman but she'll be in another thread soon.

[Pariahterror]

Originally Posted by maleforyou

Jessica was happy to (probably) avoid anyone on here while doing her Omegle stripteases. She hopes you're teasing her Pariah, but if not PM to arrange a time (weekday daytimes for cross-dressing) Given how much she added to your thread she'll take a booking

Jessica's just working her way through the dice milkerman but she'll be in another thread soon.

I'll probably take on the offer and maybe even dress up in my maid outfit

[PrincessJessica]

Week 3 Highlights

Tuesday

30/102 Minutes of practising ballet

Well, I couldn't put this off any longer as I started with my first ballet lesson I put on some loose white 3-quarter girly pants, a white top that doesn't really fit me and kept my purple thongs on (note to self: thongs and ballet don't mix). I found introductory video on Youtube and set to work on a more punishing intro than I expected.

Thankfully it wasn't 26 full minutes of exercises otherwise I don't think I'd be walking now, but more learning about the ballet positions (all involving feet pointing out uncomfortable), the plie (aka squat) and some other basic things. I hadn't expected this to be as humiliating as it was trying to follow the moves. As I did the moves as she did them I ended up stuck toes pointed out quite a lot (seemingly natural for a ballerina, slow agony for me) and cramped up a little towards the end. The plies in my thongs though were probably worse, getting a little pain in my legs & feet from the awkward position but also getting the thong taking a ride where I'd rather it didn't. I'm the last person ballet was designed for; completely inflexible and with no natural grace. Still I found myself getting into attempting the precision described, although have little idea if I was doing it right (likely not but meh).

Glad no-one can see how ridiculous I look, including myself as there's no mirror near my PC phew. Even so, trying quite extensive moves in my tiny room was embarrassing enough as I nearly fell over at least once and then nearly knocked my bookcase over another time...ah the life of an amateur ballerina.

Wednesday

X Ruined Orgasms during Denial

Used this one far too early I haven't been up to too many tasks this week as I've been so tired, which is always when my accidents happen. Tiredness just seems to make me less able to concentrate on finding that edge, it's not that I want to break my denial...it's just that my mind can't seem to concentrate on edging well which is a problem when I'm as horny as I was today. At least it's guilt free as it was allowed but was an accident never-the-less; a mere handful of strokes after a good rest after the last edge and the drip turned into a ruin. Next planned ruin July/August...hopefully I can control myself better.

I was pretty cut up after the ruin as using one this early doesn't bode well for the rest of my long denial. Even with the will to do it (and I do really want to do however long my Mistress wants) I guess I have to accept that my health (including massive over-tiredness caused by my illness) does also effect kink life and me more cautious when I'm over-tired and not thinking clearly (easier said than done as, well, I'm not thinking clearly at the time). The one upside to the ruin is that I was able to discuss the denial length and possibility of "failing" with sexyred and am now WAY more comfortable with the length of my denial (to a point that I'd be surprised if I need any reductions, not like it's going to be easy but I now know genuine accidents won't mean my head gets chopped off )

Friday

Seven Samurai. Magnificent Seven. CrossDress completely then do a strip tease, imagining it is to entertain 7 of your most hunky and masculine male friends. Then 7 minutes groping yourself. Imagine it is the same 7 males so grope as they would.**Those with power to order the roll may request clothing.* Be very descriptive

I started with a long fancy green top, collar (belt) from my daily task, purple thong (hey, screw colour coding) and socks on (no bra as it's kinda tight...getting a new one I think). 7 minutes is a long time so I put on some electronic dance music (which ended up annoying me more than anything) and some striptease porn to give me some tips while keeping me entertained.

The belt came off first, allowing me to spank my butt as some kind of pre-punishment for being naughty; followed by the top as I spun it around and threw it at my friends, putting them in full control of how long I'd be naked. I continued to dance before a little awkward hop to take off my socks (not sure how to make that sexy, other than just plain awkward ha). This left me in just my pretty thong, giving them a good view of my ass as I gave it a shake bending down to tease them more. I gave my dicklet a little rub before whipping my thong off and throwing it at my friends. My naked body exposed and vulnerable to them all!

It's hard imitating seven sets of hands at once but I tried my best as I timed the 7 minutes of groping. Rubbing my ass, teasing my hole with my finger getting it ready for them to use and my dicklet hardening as they rubbed it; not enough to get hard but ready for them to use however they wanted. The 7 minutes flew by as I continued to get fondled, teased and made harder desperately looking to please my friends. The timer stopped and I was kindly allowed my clothes back.

Although my ass and dicklet remained un-used (there's only so much power to my imagination) I did get 5 edges done after, putting on a show for a good crowd is quite a turn on hehe.

Other tasks

Minutes of being fully crossdressed (Done) - I quite enjoy being cross-dressed although I wish I had more clothes. Women have such a range of pretty, silky and comfortable clothing...I'm positively jealous.

Days of posting in 3rd person language (15/28 days) - Jessica partly enjoys this. It's quite demeaning and humiliating having to constantly write in the 3rd person, somehow feeling less than everyone else and seeing her girly name used more does keep her happy.

However it is a bit of a pain sometimes, Jessica finds herself less willing to do longer posts as they require so much checking (which is partly why her reports are weekly) & effort while replying to anything semi-serious feels disingenuous in the 3rd person as if she's not really caring. It builds up a weird distance that Jessica doesn't particularly like, but she's getting through this one fast only taking breaks at the weekend (and at least chat off GetDare is free from this rule). Jessica doesn't desperately dislike this but it is a bit of a pain for a long-lasting rule, and one she'll be glad to get done.

Denial Status

One ruin down, and used too early yet I'm weirdly much happier about my denial now after a bit of discussion. I went through a eek that's way too long phase after the initial excitement of the thread calmed down but have now reached a content (or maybe just resigned lol) phase.

[PrincessJessica]

Week 4 reports

Monday

Snowboarding - Crash - Stand against a wall for 2 minutes

I decided to complete this in 2 sets, stripping naked (I know this wasn't necessary but clothed cornertime seemed weird somehow ha) and setting my forehead, nose, tummy, toes and dicklet against the wall. While it wasn't entirely comfy (my nose felt squashed) it was better for my back which tends to ache after long kneeling sessions. The unexpected issue with standing against the wall like this though was how it made my eyes go funny, eventually, I had to close them as I kept going cross-eyed lol. It's amazing just how much more painful 15(ish) minutes is than 10, time seems to stop and I can't help but get weird paranoia about whether I turned the alarm on or whether the sound is on. 17 minutes done and then 23 agonising minutes completed a few days later.

Tuesday

Minutes dancing cross dressed on Omegle. If anyone stops asks if they want a striptease

So I've completed the 80 minutes given for Omegle dancing but will probably end up doing more as sexyred has given me a mini-reduction of every minute counting double on here (or other cam sites). I'm going to be doing plenty more on the new thread anyway (both camming and dancing)

I started in a pretty yellow top, purple thong (new panties should be here tomorrow, woop) and a plain bra (that personally, I think looks ugly but I got plenty of compliments today on it so what do I know). The first person to watch me wanted a striptease, a bi-guy which usually means near silence as they wank off (which is pretty boring for me). However, his teasing managed to get my dicklet hard as I stripped off for him (today's music MGMT's new album) in my usual slutty fashion. He told me to put my thong back on after as I looked sexy in it and stroke a bit. This made me ultra-horny and I ended up edging for him

I got stopped twice more, both guys wanking on cam but much quieter and a bit less entertaining for me...but they seemed happy enough stroking off to me. Both wanted me to cum and soon switched my cam off when I explained I wouldn't be...for this year! It's my poor audience that suffers hehe. While stripping off for the last time I managed to get myself (temp) banned...ouch that's a harsh review.

Wednesday

Minutes of dancing like a princess.

This was awkward. After a bit of thinking I decided that Princesses dance to classical music, in high heels (on tiptoes for me), with a Tiara on and with someone else. Unable to drag someone off the street to dance with my pillow bravely volunteered to dance with a particularly modern Princess (in a pink top and thong only ) The initial few tracks consisted of pretty safe feet shuffling with long strides for longer notes about as creative as I could come up with.

However, one of us (the pillow or me) was soon being flung around performing an impressive array of backflips, spins and various other tricks...one of which hit their dance partner in the face! I only managed 12 minutes of silliness due to lack of privacy.

Thursday

Ice Hockey. Set a kitchen or dining table so you can walk all around it. Strip. Then stick handle an ice cube all around the edge. When you get back to the beginning you are done. You may use only your personal "joy stick" to stick-handle the cube so you'll have to keep that stick nice and hard!

As I was out of ice cubes I had to use ice lollies for this which did feel a little cheaty as they're much heavier so less liable to be hit off. Keeping my dicklet hard enough to keep nudging it around the table was tricky though with the cold, plenty of mini "pitstops" taken around the edge of the table as I stroked a little before hitting the freezing cold lolly some more. As I couldn't move the table out (too heavy, wonky leg that means it shouldn't be moved anyway) I went around 3 sides and then knocked it back along the 3 sides so this took a little longer than expected. The task was good fun though, if a little silly and weird. I'll do it "properly" when I next have ice cubes in.

Completed

Dancing while crossdressed - Thanks to each minute doing this on public cam counting double I managed to get this done on Wednesday. I'm sure I look ridiculous but I'm weirdly enjoying it...it's impossible to be unhappy while dancing. (92 minutes)

Add one new cross dressed photo in a new position - I had fun with this one, even experimenting with some filters for the shots and added a picture of the Tiara that I bought (although I'm not sure if sexyred will be impressed by my dedication rather than using my limited art skills) - Album link (5 pictures + 1 bonus)

Posts in 3rd person language - Jessica finally completed this, after 15 days of posting in the 3rd person her Mistress very kindly offered to revert this back to per post rather than per day (as it was stopping Jessica posting more interesting things on GetDare...although her new thread will give her plenty more chance to get back into 3rd person writing). (31 posts, 15 days + 16 posts)

Send personally appreciative PM messages to someone - Although not all of these were by PM I got through the 8 required, and have been in a relatively good mood lately anyway so this wasn't a chore at all. (8 done)

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For anyone interested all my reports are in a report spreadsheet for your amusement I'm making decent progress, although between the remaining tasks and the new thread I'm going to be kept busy for a good few months yet! My denial's entered the period where everything's getting me horny, I'm not sure if it's the far-away deadline or not but I'm actually really enjoying it. Each edge reminding me of my ownership and being forced to give up my sweet orgasms for so long is a odd humiliating turn-on.

[PrincessJessica]

Week 5 reports

Rather than doing reports weekly in one huge text wall I'll try splitting them up a bit. I've enjoyed keeping up with Pariah's daily reports, not sure if I'd bother reading all of mine (Got a little more freedom now the 3rd person rule is done, yipee!)


Tuesday

720 spanks to ass, 20 Minutes with clothespins on your balls, 20 Minutes with clothespins on your nipples, 10 slow edges, 50 naked starjumps, 40 jumping jacks with clothespins on nipples

Well I took advantage of an unexpected couple of hours of privacy to put my ultra high horniness levels from the 3 person adding thread to some good use. If I (somehow) get through the list given for me to do before the thread ends I get to earn an extra ruin (ugh, putting myself out just to earn a ruin is so humiliating!) to use in my denial, a glorious safety net for someone as clumsy as me

I decided to multi-task with these today, and being ultra horny made things difficult for myself; stripping off before re-collaring back up with my belt and putting on my Tiara (both daily rules from the thread) then attaching the clothespegs. 2 to each nipple (and the ones that really pinch) followed by 5 on my balls before getting my paddle to get the spanks done and turning some porn on to keep me entertained. I'm sure I looked like quite the ridiculous sight, a desperately horny Princess spanking herself.

The first 300 I decided to pace myself, enjoying each stinging blow with gleeful horny joy (especially as each blow jiggled the clothespegs just a little bit too). I don't always enjoy spanking but with the porn on I managed to awaken by dicklet, making me even hornier. The next 100 I rushed through as quickly as possible, which was more painful and enjoyable if anything. Horny by now, and remembering I could take advantage of some doubling I went to Chaturbate

Horny as anything by now I did a quick show, soon gathering 10 people to watch me edge my poor denied dicklet. Stroking as slowly as my horny mind would allow with each edge feeling like a ghostly orgasm of sweet joy and taking at least a minute between edges to make them even more frustrating for myself. 5 slow agonising edges down (counting double due to public camming) I completed the remaining 110 spanks (which also counted double, yay). Resisting the temptation to continue edging is always the most difficult part as I turned my cam off to complete the starjumps with my hard dicklet bouncing around wildly like a pen trapped on a bouncy castle. Tired, sore but glad of having some "play time" I decided to stop there (a few hours later my nipples still sting like hell and it's a little uncomfortable to sit down, a fun reminder to keep with me for a while)

Phew, quite a busy little girl I was just glad to "use up" some of my pent-up horny energy. I may be able to get the remaining tasks to earn that precious ruin later this week...

[PrincessJessica]

Wednesday

You may not use the bathroom for 70 minutes after drinking one litre of water

Pretty sure this is the first time I've done pee holding and didn't really plan ahead when starting it. I woke up from a nap with an ultra-dry throat so ended up downing 1L of water (and some diet coke) within quite a short space of time so decided to get this out of the way. It's something I was really not looking forward to (it's simply not something that excites me) but I ended up quite enjoying trying a new kink out.

It didn't turn me on and the final 30 minutes were a surprising struggle for such a short space of time (likely as I didn't really plan ahead and drank more than I needed to) but I could have lasted longer if really needed too as I started browsing GetDare to distract myself and ended up doing 85 minutes with minimal "dancing". It's not a turn on for me but I don't think every dare needs to give that feeling, doing something different just for fun is precisely that sometimes; "fun".

Thursday

X edges watching either recommended porn or your least favourite porn

After my denial was increased to 400 days my immediate feeling was one of panic! I had a wave of worry flood down on me as the realisation that I was committed to this and very likely more hit me. Even though I really want to please my Mistress, and super long denial has become a weird obsessive fantasy of mine, committing to something so far outside my comfort zone is scary. Luckily those feelings subsided the more I thought about it and my dicklet began to twitch and ache. Wanting to edge desperately I really wanted to do something a little degrading too (some bodywriting came to mind but I eventually settled on some yucky porn to edge to, mainly as I was too tired to think what to write).

I picked fisting and then a insertion video. Each edge was super intense and I'm getting more patient when edging lately, managing to get closer without ever being in danger of being clumsy and waiting longer between them as well (the slow edging task really opened my eyes to how much I rushed edges and missed out on tons of enjoyment). Each agonising withdrawal, each ache of my wanting balls and twitch of my dicklet just gets me more excited. I'm seemingly addicted to the frustrating struggle and even some simply disgusting insertions (a ball the size of Jupiter going where it really shouldn't, and a horrible close-up shot that made me feel a little sick) couldn't spoil my fun, if anything being horny enough to keep going only made the edges better. I can't wait for any extra intensity the longer my denial goes

[PrincessJessica]

Week 6 Highlights

I had less privacy this week so didn't get too much done. Still managed one very short play session, as well as plenty of edges...

Friday 13th

Well I only had time for a quick bit of kink play, but woke up quite horny so decided to make a minor dent in the tons of spanks I’ve built up. I went with the belt spanks, then realised I could multi-task a bit so added clothespins to my balls and whipped some lesbian porn on for some no touch watching of good porn.

A (slightly) longer belt spanking session and forced no touching while watching porn were both new experiences (weirdly I can’t remember getting a dare to watch porn without touching before...something I began to notice quite quickly as I struggled to control my busy little hands). The clothespegs were the easiest part of this, like a polite stinging compared to the far more impolite stinging of each belt whip. When I’m horny I seem keener to really get some pain going and the porn provided that extra motivation to really give my ass a good beating with 300 spanks in around 10 minutes. My arm started aching first so I settled down to put myself through 5 more minutes of porn watching. My dicket twitched as if to remind me that it wanted to play but I (just) resisted the temptation. It was the “sensual”, slow and moany lesbian porn that added to my frustration particularly as she reached orgasm and I wasn’t even allowed to touch. Seeing orgasm porn when denied is a nice cruel reminder of my long denial to come. Argh, 2 hours is going to be frustrating fun of this task...many months of denial even more so!


Week 7 Highlights

Monday 16th

I was very tired today but still got through a few of the less energetic tasks. I again spent the whole afternoon in my Taira and cross-dressed (I know I could be wearing my collar too but it does rather spoil the Princess look/feel). Catching a glimpse of myself in a mirror throughout the day was super embarrassing; seeing that Taira and how silly I looked particularly as I haven’t shaved for a few days so just looked like a really scruffy (and very weird) Princess

I finished off the housework cross-dressed time by doing online grocery shopping. I’ve quite enjoyed this task TBH as it’s spiced up things that normally would be boring as hell, even shopping became almost fun! I also finished the keeping Jessica written on my foot task, all 31(!) days. This was a nice reminder of my girly name each day re-adding it, although the effect probably wore off about half-way through and it just began to feel part of my natural routine and I’m rather too used to being called “Jessica” now

Despite being tired I was pretty damn horny and still worked my way through my edges. 5000 seems like a lot the more I think about it, but they will keep my dicklet occupied for the long denial. It also dawned on me today that with the reward of 16 ruins that it makes it even less likely I’ll get to cum next year even, eek. I’m unlikely to ask for permission when I’ve got ruins left, as I’d rather try literally everything else before admitting “defeat”, and only plan on using them every 2-3 months. The realisation that the mix of my honesty, the promise of ruins and sexyred's unique super-nice cruelness really could deny me for well over a year(!!!) got my dicklet superhard without a single touch. Ugh, the more I think about the denial the more excited I get by it.

[CSasha]

Awesome reports. Many thanks.

[PrincessJessica]

Tuesday 17th April

Tiredness and horniness don’t mix well…

Although I wasn’t really feeling like getting through any tasks I was feeling particularly horny. My dicklet woke up excitable and I couldn’t shift the urge to play all day, so decided to knock off some of the teasing dice. 20 minutes of stroking to “bad porn”, I went with sissy porn as it’s not something I’ve sat down to watch before (ever the curious mind). I also broke out my new rope and tied my legs together, it felt so good against my bare skin and I’m really looking forward to using it again. I wasn’t sure if it’d be a bit boring doing it alone but I still got a little thrill being all tied up that will hopefully last.

The porn itself was weird, they were both hot but had cocks and boobs. I did have to stop stroking at one point when one of the guys started stroking both cocks in one hand, it just looked so weird! My poor mind didn’t know whether it liked it or not, silky smooth skin and both looked very girly and hot, but my denied dicklet was struggling to avoid the edge until, after 20 full minutes of stroking as slowly as I could, I could take no more. Horny I decided to follow this up with a few edges (a bad idea as it turned out) but the extra horniness from the earlier play session and tiredness (the kind of tired where you need to read everything twice and everything just feels foggy) resulted in a ruin. Argh, I was being as careful as I could but still ended up with a holy disappointing dribble. Even at this pretty fast pace of ruins you’re still going to get me to 400 days without a proper orgasm though. I thought I learned my lesson after the last one but obviously not.

Wednesday 17th April

Blog: Stripping My Way Out of Guilt as I completed 1 hour of Chaturbate (and 10 minutes of stroking without edging). I also had a uneventful panty walk knocking off 30 minutes there too.

Thursday 18th April

I had a very busy kink session today (very short but busy). I was in a horny mood after yesterday’s fun and desperately wanted to do something a little humiliating. I got together a carrot, clothespin and my rope for a little dirty session…

First tying my ankles together again and putting the pegs on my balls. This really does feel great somehow, feeling a little confined and trapped does elevate the kink session a little as a love how the rope feels against my skin, edging with the pegs also really works for me as each stroke pulls at the pegs in a deliciously painful way. Just enough to please my masochist side without spoiling the mood.

I put on some exhibitionist porn, started to stroke and suck the carrot in tandem. The carrot was simply huge, embarrassing my dicklet as my lips locked around it and I pushed it further into my mouth. It was a little cold and lifeless at first but the sloppier it got the more natural it felt Less Big Black Cock and more a huge orange one I timed my edges carefully going slowly and taking agonisingly long breaks between them to avoid accidents. A handful of deepthroats and gagging later I’d had enough, but still craved more humiliation. I fingered my ass (still stroking at the same agonising pace) before giving my fingers a good suck clean. 10 edges later, and after 30-45 minutes of a intense session sucking, fingering and edging I felt suitably dirty.

[PrincessJessica]

Week 8 Highlights

Monday 23rd - Wednesday 25th

Since my last ruin and feeling super tired my horniness had decreased a little (not a lot but at least enough that my poor dicklet wasn’t twitching in excitement at every little thing)...that’s now gone. I’ve been so horny this weekend!

I wasn't feeling well on Monday or Tuesday (which normally would cripple any desire to do anything kinky but my horniness now wins out ) so I've been focusing on the teasing and spanking tasks getting just 30 minutes worth done each day, although I've now completed all 1150 belt spanks with a long 700 spank session while being "encouraged" along by lesbian porn again. The hornier I get the harder I seem to hit...which doesn't bode well for the future A few naked & cross-dressed days have ticked off some time from the 3-person thread...slowly but surely this denied dicklet will get there.

(Shorter report as the play sessions have been a little bit "copy & paste" if I'm honest, enjoyable but I don't think anyone other than sexyred wants to read everything ha)

[CSasha]

Still awesome reporting here. Many many thanks.

[PrincessJessica]

It's been quite a while since an update as I've been very tired lately, lot's of napping when I'd normally be doing tasks and having little energy to do any of the more energetic ones. However, I have been getting through the teasing dice and my Chaturbate time slowly. It's a little frustrating when I feel this exhausted but an unfortunate side-effect of a long-term illness I'll just have to cope with ugh. The small amount of play sessions I have been able to do have been fun though!

Week 8 Highlights

Friday 27th April

The Password Into My Panties - Chaturbate show report, including showing my naughty side for a puppy.

Week 9 Highlights

Tuesday 1st May

I had a fun day today! Some more cross-dressing time but my level of horniness is just off the scale on days like today! Whipping on my top, panties and bra (with no other teasing) got my super excited and hard. I wanted to do something with my new found energy but didn’t know what exactly...before I was challenged to a forfeit game on Skype. A simple (for me anyway) x-dressed spank game which I (annoyingly) lost. Even when the forfeit isn’t too bad I hate losing, but soon found myself on cam x-dressed for the other guy to see me spank my ass 50 times hard.

Being horny only makes me spank harder...which probably explains why I broke my ruler performing some later spanks doh! I like this particular ruler as it’s really inflexible (until it snaps) but will probably still use it as it feels nice and is now just slightly smaller.

Thursday 3rd May

Creating Your Own Games - Another Chaturbate show report

Friday 4th May

On the kink side I did the 4 minutes of slow stroking, 3 minutes of fast stroking and 2 minutes of slow stroking task. I now realise why Slutren’s been “complaining” about how tricky this one was as, when I wrote it (of course not expecting myself to do it ha!) I was meant to add a gap of no stroking rather than 9 minutes of continuous stroking including a upping of speed part-way through. If I’m evil enough to (accidentally) make Slutren suffer through it though I deserve to suffer for my typo too lol

It was agony! Delicious, wondrous, tortuous, worrying, dangerous; agony! Even when low on energy at least I can get through these teasing tasks making my denial all the trickier (as if I need it any trickier lol) and the addition of some lovely porn really was a bad idea that I quickly regretted, and loved, in equal measure. Some loud sensual moaning porn with 2 girls for the price of 1 (free ) as I started stroking confidently before the 3 minutes of fast stroking hit as I desperately struggled to avoid a edge. Think unsexy thoughts, think unsexy thoughts… While still stroking fast I released my grip a little which helped but I still started moaning along to the video as though performing some kind of kink karaoke. The final 2 minutes was horrendously tough, stroking slowly as I could and, by the end, having to resort to barely touching my dicklet as though it was an unexploded bomb (and it kinda is!) I was weirdly proud to get through this task...only four more to go!

Week 10 Highlights

Wednesday 9th May

This Denial's Ruining Me - Yet another Chaturbate report and yet another accidental ruin

Thursday 10th May

If you've made it this far you deserve a little reward. So I finally braved painting my nails today. I cross-dressed first with a blue top and pink thong meaning I was colour-coded for the final shade of nail polish. A small amount of nail clipping and I was ready for my undercoat which I slapped out pretty quick followed by 5 quick edges while they dried (hey, a horny mind has to do something to it keep itself occupied and yesterday's ruin has done nothing to hinder my horniness levels).

Then came the purple coat, it's been quite a while since I've felt myself blush quite as much It was super humiliating to see my nails prettily painted. Being cross-dressed, writing a bit of an emotional blog (above) and then painting my nails...I felt like a stereotypical girl all pretty and in touch with her emotions. They took a while to dry as I ended up coating them twice, the first coat I was a tentative as I was super embarrassed but then thought if I'm doing it I'll do it properly. I got another 5 edges out of the way while they dried again, I semi-reward for being a brave little girl. Now I've got just a week making sure no-one see's them...other than everyone here.