Journey of being a slave to Sir

[Monos24]

Hello dear forum,

Where to start ohh maybe some of you have already read my previous blog I was writing here few months earlier. Dont be confused but I need to say that sadly but relationship with my previous Master didn't go well..
So now I am back again whit a new Master and starting totally new journey which I would try to explain in this blog.

For those who didn't read my last blog let me represent myself a little to you..
I am 30 years old male slave, located in Europe. I am in relationship with my girlfriend for more than 5 years now but she is not into domination.
Also, despite I am in love with a girl I can say that I am Bisexual - I could say that gender is not important to me when I am in slave role play.
I have already been slave for quite a few Masters in the past, but this is my second time when I was told from the Master to write the blog, so here we go...
Ohh I should write here my likes/dislikes/limits list - so you will know in advance what made me feel good and what was hard for me...

LIKES: CBT, humiliation, domination, edging, forced orgasms, slight pain, edging, BDSM, training, slave positions, corner time, weekly tasks

DISLIKES (things master can force me for punishments): semi-public, hard humiliation, multiple forced orgasms, cum control, feminization,
own cum eating, self-facial, hard pain, soft toilet play, anal

LIMITS: Nothing completely public, family based or illegal, no animal, nothing permanent, no scat, no blackmail So know that you "
closely"

Now that you know the background, let me tell you the story about new master, which I was told to call Sir. So from now on I should refer to him with the name Sir.
Two days back I wrote an Ad on getdare forum about searching a new master and few hours lather Sir contacted me. He sad that he is 29 years old and he is an online master for more than 10 years now.
Sir saw my Ad and he decided to give me on trial round. Yes so you know, I am now slave on trial time whit Sir. After a week or maybe few weeks, Sir would decide if I am good enough of a slave to put his energy into.
And that is how it all began. Sir told me some first rules I need to respect from now on...

this rules are:
>Today I need to wear underwear which have cut on back and front exposing my penis and ass, or go commando (no underwear).
>No cumming.
>Edging for 10 mins when I wake up. While edging I need to repeat out loud "Thank you master for letting me touch your cock",
>I need shaving my penis, balls, armpits and probably also ass - and keeping shaved all the time.
>Write a report of our session and my experience once a week So like Sir sad I will write a report and post it here once a week for the whole week what has happened to me, describing each day when I had a task or a session whit Sir...

So let the writing starts:

TUESDAY:

In the morning after waking up and having breakfast I starter chatting with Sir on skype.
We talked about Sir likes/dislikes, how Sir and I see domination and master-slave relationship. So we talked a little about everything and got to know each other. After about an hour of chatting Sir decided that it is the time for my first inspection.
I run my camera and show myself for the first time to Sir. After a while I needed to strip naked, and Sir thought me my first 3 slave positions.
1. is standing whit legs apart and hands behind back,
2. is showing back to Sir, bending down and spreading my ass chicks.
3. is front sidee knelling whit legs apart and hands behind head.

I need to say that I like to learn slave positions, especially when in a session it is humiliating and somehow exciting when I get an order in which position to go, in a way it feels like I am becoming Sirs little puppy.
So somehow I hope I will get to learn much more than 3 positions throu ought time with Sir... After some time Sir ordered me to start masturbating his cock..
By HIS cock he ment my cock which is from now on his property -therefore his cock. I was really happy started masturbating and using spit for lubricant. It was nice after I was a bit closer Sir also ordered me to tap my balls with other hand - and the excitement rise much higher. Thank you for that pleasures Sir. After some time Sir asked me if I own jockstrap.
I sad now but it wasnt long that I started making one from my old underwear. Sir instructed me and I cut out the front and the back whole on my briefs.
Then I was give an order to try it. It was a really emparasing and exciting felling- a bit humiliating when I saw my ass pop out in the middle. Exposing my ass and penis in the front felt really humiliating..
Then I done more of edging whit my jocks on. It was really exciting. Also Sir sad that they look good on me, I felt good hearing that from Sir.
After some time I needed to get naked again and we practiced my 3 positions and started edging again. During edging I needed to repeatsentencee "Thank you master for letting me touch your cock".
(that is also a sentence that I need to work on every morning when edging for 10mins) and when edging, slapping my balls and speaking sentence I got really really close.
I stoppedd immediately but OMG it was not soon enough. And I started cumming. I wasn't touching my penis so I didn't felt pressure.
After some cum went out of penis an on the floor my cock stayed in erected position. And I still felt horny - it wanst a full orgasm thank god. I dont know what would have Sir do to me if I would do full orgasm.
Eventoughh I was scared cuz I know I was not a good boy. But Sir wasnt to angry probably because it was out first time session..He just put me in the corner and made me stay there.
Corner time for 10mins and thinking about what I have done - it was a "piece of cake" compared what kind of punishment I could get...But
like I sad probably that is because we just started, I am sure Sir would punish me more for that kind of fail. In thinking out loud I hope he will next time..
Oh and one more thing - I needed to lick the cum from the floor. That could be a bit harder but hmmm in reality I need to addmit I faked it..
I didnt put the cum actually in my mouth but Sir didnt noticed that...Hope it wont get me in trouble saying this now.. I am just being honest. Also I asked if I could clean my penis because there was a little cum on it, Sir was very understanding and let me wipe it off with toilet paper.
I was sure I would need to clean it with hand and lick it but Sir was very kind and made me clean it with paper. Thank you Sir.

So after some time edging again, Sir turned on his camera and masturbate while let me watch it. Need to say that Sir gots much larger penis compared to my. I know why he is dominant and I am slave.
I felt humiliating because I was showing myself naked in a 1. position edging, taping my balls, and telling him how he is better than me. He also let me know that he will cum and I could only watch it, while I wasnt
allowed. It was very humiliating and not fair, but that is how life is, Sir sad. He was right. Then he came, I could only wach
and thinking in my head how good that felt. I was kind of embaresed, felt like I am only a toy for pleassure. But that is what I am. I am a slave for Sirs pleasures nothing else...

And I made it. It was honor that Sir made me masturbate during his masturbation. He could only put me in some humilaiting position and made me only watch.
Not having any pleasure to myself. But it was hard because after Sir came I needed to stop. No second cumming for me. I get it, I didnt earn it not even close.

Then Sir gave me some rules I need to obey during the day: like I mentioned I needed to wear those jockstraps during my work this day, not cumming, ohhh
and tomorrow I will need to shave my body for Sir and keep it shaved from now on. I will look like a little slave boy..no more man feeling for me...
Also tomorrow I will need to edge for 10 mins and repeating sentence. So now I just came home and changed the briefs. I need to say that it was really embarising wearing jocks...
my penis kept falling out now and then when I started to get erected. Also I could felt air trough my penis and also ass. I felt exposed and humiliated and tried not to bend too much, because the cut on the backside could easily be visible.
But thank god the front cut was small enought, because if it was an inch bigger my penis would be all the time out, possible even balls would fall out. But being a bit small most of the time penis was inside. I just hope Sir won't change his mind and made me do bigger hole for the next time if I will ever need to wear these...

Thank you for this day lessons Sir, what else could I say. And I am sure this was the most enjoying session for me, probably you will get more strict on me soon...maybe I desserve that, I dont know...


slave Monos

[Monos24]

WEDNESDAY:

Hello forum, There is so much to tell about today...I woke up very earley- probably because I felt very excited of my new Sir and a
shaving task I needed to do. But before the shaving task there was another task Sir ordered me - edging session.

So I put down my underpants and got in position 3 and started masturbating. I didnt get precised commands on how to edge exactly,
so I decided I will watch porn but I did remember to repeat the sentence "thank you Sir for letting me touch you cock".
I set the alarm on 10 mins, sit on chair, turned on the porn movie and started masturbating. At first it was really nice, I used my saliva for lubricant.
But after a while when I came to the edge it started getting harder because the alarm still didnt ring but I was horny as fuck - really wanted to cum...
I continued to masturbate while repeating the sentence. In last few mins I started to repeat the sentence in my own language - OMG I got to the edge even faster.
Repeating in own language was much more real and a turn on for me.. Finally the alarm went off and I stopped. I managed not cum. Thank you Sir...

Then it was time to start the main task - shave my body and genitals.
Because Sir didnt gave me exact orders how and what to shave and I already knew I am in trouble because I lied to the Sir yesterday..
I decided I wont take my chances so I decided I will shave everything - armpits, chest, balls, penis and anus. Sir was pleased I did all of it.
It took about an hour for me to shave it properly. And after any minute of shaving I felt more of a slave - exposed little boy, a toy for Sir..
I realized that no more hair will be hiding my delicate areas - now Sir will have a complete view of my balls and anus..
I could hide anymore if my anus will be dirty, or it will be twitching, also my balls are much more visible now...
But Sir needs to have a complete view - after all this are his balls and penis..

After being all shaved I sit in front of the laptop and log in on skype. Sir was already online.
I was immediately hard and excited but also a little afraid, because I know he will be angry if he read the yesterdays post.
After saying hello and a little talking he told me that yes he saw the report and I will be punished for faking him and not eating my cum..
ohhh I hoped he wont be strict but I knew I deserve it.
Also he told me that we will be learning 4 more slave positions and there are some new rules I will need to obey from now on, and here they are:

->After I wake up I will need to take off my pajamas and stay naked until I go to work. Also I will need to leave the curtains open.

->When I will be talking to Sir, I will need to be (off course) naked and in position 3. Or sitting on floor whit my bare ass (later called position 4)

->Every morning when I wake up and getting naked I need to edge for 10mins like today, but each time I will get bonus infos
about what to look - (example: for tomorrows edging I am ordered to look myself in the mirror while edging)

->Ohh and also my jocks-underpants holes would get larger.

The thoughts of all that new rules made me super horny, Sir really knows how to push my bottons. But I know it will be really hard to do all that rules.
Especially the naked rule - I get hard very fast, and I already know I will be hard the whole time I will be naked...Also being hard makes me think about Sir more often...
Already I am thinking of Sir for almost every few mins. Reminders like - underwear whit two big holes reminds me of Sir every few mins...

Yes like I mentioned I needed to make a bigger circular hole in the back of the underwear and extend the slit in the front. Now my balls or penis falls out much more often.
And my ass is almost all out. But thank you for that Sir, thank you for let me know my place.
And thank you for not letting me even bigger hole in the front - my balls or penis are still well hidden most of the time, or at least they cant both be outside...thank you Sir.

Then Sir sad that he will need to inspect my hair and the session begun. I was naked on floor - like asked, and Sir inspected me. He liked what he saw.
But he sad that he will need to punish me for lying yesterday. I was really scared not knowing what will happen. Ohhh and before that I needed to learn 4 new slave positions:

position no. 4 - is sitting on floor legs crossed and hands on head
position no. 5 - on all fours away from Sir, and whit spin put down so my anus was more visible
position no. 6 - bend down on chest away from Sir and hands need to opened ass checks, making my anus very visible
position no. 7 - is crouched a bit and hands in front - very difficult position to stand. After learning that I needed to get a shoelace and two belts.

And after some instructions and few minutes of trying I tied myself in a way Sir liked.
In short - first I needed to tie my balls and cock whit the shoe string, leaving who ends on each side of the string. Whit this two string endings I needed to do loops.
Throe the two loops I put the first leather belt and close it. So now belt was attached to my balls and pulling it.
Whit the other belt I went trough the first belt and puled on the backside up and around my neck.

Sorry a bit hard to describe but in the result was that all this set up was pulling my balls and penis to the backside up. Making a pressure on my neck an
balls..I already knew a pressure to the balls would made me more excited but a pressure to the neck? -surprisingly felt also very good??
never tired that..well... So all this made me hard to bend forward because it pulled my balls back. It was really fun and humiliating.
Especially when Sir ordered me to try the positions. The position 6 was very humiliating - But I cant imagine how embarrassing would it look when I will decide to show my face to Sir...
OMG I will probably be all red if doing stuff like this... Thank you for learning me all this Sir. Then Sir sead now the punishment comes. I was waiting for this moment to happen...
what can I do - I deserved it..

So Sir ordered me to take ruler and get into the position 6 And yes I did. Then he decided that for the punishment I will need to spank my balls 10 times.
And each spank I will need to tell the sentence: "One Sir, Sorry Sir I will never lie to again you Sir, two Sir..."

And I started taking every slap and repeating the sentence. After 10 slaps Sir changed me in position 3 and do it again 10 times. I did it steady and proud.
I knew I was bad boy yesterday and I wanted to show Sir I can take the punishment for him. Longer and longer I know Sir I have bigger and bigger felling
that I want to get Sir to be proud of me. I guess I am really turning into a slave of Sirs. Giving my control to him and liking it....
And the 20 slaps were over, I made my lesson... But actually it wasnt so hard - I could take much mere slaps or whit much bigger force, but Sir didnt know that..
Now he knows....
It is hard to admit this to Sir but actually punishment needs to be punishment and if for me it wont be, then I know I will keep doing mistakes,
not respecting Sir, and I know I need to be a little afraid of him - if not there is no master-slave relationship...
So Sir I hope and I know I will get proper punishment next time - especially when I do mistakes like I did yesterday -probably I should get 100 slaps on balls and 150 on ass leaving both pure red...
But thank you for being so good to me Sir.

After the punishment Sir let me edge again for a longer time...It was really hard..Getting so close to cum and not doing it...
The last edging scenario was me being in position 6 and edging..After some time Sir sead- turn to me: and in the minute I turned he came..
Once again I was forced to watch him cum, and me being left whitout..
It was so shameful, but I am Sirs toy - he knows what is the best for me..

After begging him to make me cum, he sead no, and there will be at least a week to cum...OMG I dont know if I will make a week..
Especially being teased by underwear the whole time and being naked half of the day-being erected so much time and thinking about Sir...
And not cumming!!! It will be really hard... Then we say goodbye to each other and I was left naked and hard...It was humiliating and disappointing
Sir could cum and I was graving for that felling but it didnt happen...

After an hour of walking naked around the apartment and being hard the whole time. I put my "new" underwear on, got dressed and went to work...
The holes on underwear are much bigger now - I am constantly checking my genitals and ass if they can be seen. And putting my trousers as much up to the belly as they go.
Also there is no hair on my genitals anymore, I was also checking my zipper every few mins..
I was so afraid it will open. Probablyy my balls or cock could be seen if that would have happened.
I hope I didnt give Sir a new idea to made me do something like that in future... So thank you for todays lesson Sir.
I am also in a way looking forward to staying naked tomorrow and I hope I will get you proud Sir.

During todays work I had some time and I found on my computer that I have an old report about my fantasies and desires. It is basically about how I see the session and tasks..
It also had some ideas about punishments and sessions.. So I decided that I will log in on skype and ask Sir if he would like to read this-to get to know me better and my ideas...
He responded and agreed. He was reading about it and after some time he sad that there are many ideas that he liked and we will talk more about them tomorrow,
but one thing - that I wrote there, he decided he will include and set as a new rule right away, here is it:

-I need to have skype installed on my phone and from this day on if I am doing any task (like todays underwear) Sir can decide and message me "proof"
on the skype chat. If that happens I need to prove that I am doing or I did my task... So for example: today Sir wanted the prove that I am really wearing mentioned underwear at work.
I needed to go to the toilet and made few pictures asprovee. I successfully did them and prove that I am doing the task-I was wearing the underwear -THANK GOD I didnt fake it..
So as for this time because it was the first time- I only needed to took few photos, for the next time Sir could also demand that I would need to video call it and show him live on cam...
This will be harder for me to fake the tasks...I will never know when will Sir decide and wrote me that he wants proof and I could easily get caught...

Probably Sir could also video call me during the time when I am to be naked till work...I would need to answer the call, turn on the cam and prove that I am really naked...
but more infos of this new rule I will get to know tomorrow...

Ohh one more thing I noticed today for the first time and would like to share whit you: I dont know if it is because of the long edging and denial,
or maybe because of the being hard so much time. But I noticed that every now and then I have a felling like I cant control my bladder like am leaking piss?..
I get a student felling like I need to pee. And if I dont squeeze the penis muscles at that time I would probably pee myself..
I Dont know why is that?? One time when I was checking my penis I could find few drops on the head-was that pee from this situation or it is pre-cum?
I dont know but it is interesting...

So thank you for letting me learn all that and experience so much new stuff and I promise I will be a good boy for you Sir..And I really hope I will pass
the trial time well and I could become youre fulltime slave!
And thank you forum, I hope you like my journey and if you would like to comment anything please feel free to do so..


Regards!
slave Monos

[Words]

Originally Posted by Monos24

WEDNESDAY:
I need to have skype installed on my phone and from this day on if I am doing any task (like todays underwear) Sir can decide and message me "proof" on the skype chat. If that happens I need to prove that I am doing or I did my task... So for example: today Sir wanted the prove that I am really wearing mentioned underwear at work.
I needed to go to the toilet and made few pictures asprovee. I successfully did them and prove that I am doing the task-I was wearing the underwear -THANK GOD I didnt fake it..
So as for this time because it was the first time- I only needed to took few photos, for the next time Sir could also demand that I would need to video call it and show him live on cam...
This will be harder for me to fake the tasks...I will never know when will Sir decide and wrote me that he wants proof and I could easily get caught...

Probably Sir could also video call me during the time when I am to be naked till work...I would need to answer the call, turn on the cam and prove that I am really naked...
but more infos of this new rule I will get to know tomorrow...

A good, detailed blog. I agree that random live video calls, without any warning, are the most efficient and effective way for a Master to ensure his slave is always obeying his instructions. It causes minimum inconvenience for the Master and maximum inconvenience for the slave, who is kept in a state of suspense, wondering when the next inspection might be.

Personally, I like to do random live room inspections (as in the Army) to ensure that a slave keeps his bedroom, or other rooms, tidy to my exact specifications. The slave needs to state in advance the periods - which should be as long as possible - when he will be at home and available for at least a brief inspection. A disciplined environment often makes a slave more compliant to other forms of discipline.

Are the drops on your penis head a bit sticky? If so, that must be pre-cum, which it would be normal to leak if you are constantly horny and not allowed to cum. It will be most embarrassing for you if the holes in your underwear allow the leaks to soak through your trousers and become visible from the outside....

[Monos24]

Thank you for comment dear Words,

Yes we just started this random inspections with Sir. It is much harder - I am constantly on alert never knowing when will I get the call or message..

About leaking- I had this sticky pre-cum drops when edging for Sir, but this drops that come last two days every now and then are not sticky- they are more like urine...and it is hard to hold it back, well we will see...
regards!

[Monos24]

THURSDAY:

Hello reader, Today was another interesting and somehow hard day...
In the morning when I woke up, I was excited and hard, thinking about edging and possible session yet to come. Imediatley I got naked as I supposed to and login to skype.
And there was a message waiting for me from Sir. Sir ordered me that today
I will need to edge for 15mins while watching myself in mirror. after that there were other instructions. More of that lather.

I first went in front of the mirror in position 1 and started edging while looking myself. Hard and enjoyable 15mins were over. I went to computer and read other stuff Sir messaged me..

He sad that I need to butt plug my hole and get into the yesterdays' bondage style, with clothespins on my nipples..When I will done that, I was ordered to stay like that and go do things around house until Sir would come. When he comes / if he comes at all, I need to emediatley
respond on the call or else I would be seriously punished..

Uff I knew that I need to do this. And long story short - I tied myself in bondage style like yesterday, put clothespins on nipples and fill my hole whit some kind of home made butt plug. It was very intense to walk around the apartment like this. Very humiliating becuse my curtains were up..

Then soon Sir called. He put me in position 4 and we started talking about new tasks that could we do some day...I guess they could be interesting... After some chatting and trying different positions, Sir asked me if I have done morning edging. I sad- yes I have done it the full 15mins.
And then he asked if I also repeated the sentence (Thank you Sir for letting me touch youre cock)?

Ufff I forgot about that..What will sir think?..
I told Sir that I am sorry but I really forgot about it...punishment needed to be done of course..The punishment was fair because we played some kind of a game and it was up to me how much balls slappingg would I need to do.
I could also win the game and get to cum - but that didnt happen...

I played myself 96 slaps. Not little but it could be much more... So I was told to stand up put one leg on the chair and started slapping my balls whit a kitchen paddle. Also Sir sad I would need to count the slaps.
And so I started, 1,2,3,4,5,6,.......96 ohhhh thank god it was over. I was happy I managed my punishment and hoped Sir proud. Did I? Then Sir sad that I didnt count right! what???
He sad that I should count slaps like we learned yesterday:
- 1 Sir thank you Sir, 2 Sir thank you Sir, 3 sir.... Ohhhh
every slap so far was useless

So I was ordered to start again and this time also a bit harder slaps... It was long painful but I managed it. I was proud and honored I learned my lesson, I will never forget repeating sentence when morning edge...Thank you Sir for learning me again. After that the session was actually over - yes again no cum for me
I think my balls were big as ballons
- red color from slapping...But what can I do, obeying Sir and maybe someday I would be allowed to cum. Then I was also ordered NOT to wear any underwear today at work and after that he left..

So there I was naked, left alone and doing stuff around the house and secretly hopping Sir would call and check on me...
And it happened, after few hours Sir messaged me. We started chatting and after a while Sir was disappointed on me..I guess I wasnt
giving him the right answers - and I am so sorry for that Sir..
He sead that I am only a pussy sub-boy. Maybe Sir is right, I am just a baby wanting to grow...And am I really thinking only about myself? I hope Sir doesnt get that felling from me...
I shaved myself, spent every free time doing session or waiting for Sir, I was naked for 8 hours today and being at work without my underwear. I know it is a lot about me - after all I get to learn stuff, but I really do hope Sir sees that I am doing a lot of this also for him.

Please give me a chance to learn from you Sir, you are slowly opening my eyes Sir and I promise that from now on I will try to please you more!

Regards!
Monos

[m55uk4younger]

No more posts, Monos?

Sir.

[m55uk4younger]

I am looking Monos, are you free to serve?

Sir.