Ask this ftm

[Jolly*FtM]

Dear gd users,

i’ve never made a thread like this before. I decided to brace up and try it out.
Either nobody will ask me something or a few.. everything is fine for me.

You can ask me anything exept name, adress and other identifying things.

I will answer everything truthfully.

Please excuse my english skills it’s not my first language.

To make things even more interesting every 10th post can give me a rule (within my limits) for one day to follow.

I’m a 34 year old gay female to male transgender.

I hope you enjoy this.

[subsam]

1. when did you start identifying as ftm?
2. have you ever been with a girl?
3. have you ever been with a guy?
4. what is you most secret kink?
5. what toys do you own?
6. what is your favourite masturbation aid?

[Jolly*FtM]

Thank you sam for the questions.

1. when did you start identifying as ftm?
I started identifying as a boy when i was 5 i think. i honestly don't identify myself as transgender, but it is easier to label myself like this so other people know.
2. have you ever been with a girl?
No
3. have you ever been with a guy?
Yes
4. what is you most secret kink?
I think i am an open book in that matter.. maybe some fantasies because it's not legal, but i would never do it (animals)
5. what toys do you own?
A lot.. http://www.getdare.com/bbs/blog.php?b=75478
6. what is your favourite masturbation aid?
I really like my medium dildo and my magic wand.

[Wedgiebondagebabe]

What is your favorite kink?

Why did you decide to join getDare?

Which languages do you speak?

[Jolly*FtM]

Thank you for your questions.

What is your favorite kink?

I'm not sure if i have a favorite, i think i got a lot of kinks mostly in the bdsm area. If i had to choose.. i would say humiliation and being used.. followed by pain.

Why did you decide to join getDare?

I wanted to explore my sexuality, my likes and fantasies also needed some real experiences.. even if they are only online. I learned a lot over the past few years.

Which languages do you speak?

Only german and english.

[Meatballsurgery]

How old where you when you found out that you liked being humiliated?

What is the most humiliating experience you have had and gotten turned on by?

What is you darkest humiliation and abuse fantasy?

[Jolly*FtM]

Thank you for your questions.

How old where you when you found out that you liked being humiliated?

I have no idea, i think i also enjoyed it as a kid and teen but not in a sexual way. That came a little bit later. So i would say 20 years.

What is the most humiliating experience you have had and gotten turned on by?

hmm the only real experience i had was a guy who tied me up. called me a slut and masturbated himself and came on my body. It was humiliating that i got wet from his treatment and the fact that he noticed and broght it up, was embarassing and humiliating and made me more excited.

At online sessions is pissing myself on the top of the list.

What is you darkest humiliation and abuse fantasy?

hmm darkest probably if i get tied up and an animal is fucking me.. darkest because it is illegal and i'm not sure if i would really like it.. it's just the humiliating aspect of it, that turns me on..

my favorite fantasy is clearly getting used and abused by a group of men.. serve them for a few days, or just being caged or locked up and tied till they want to use me.. not able to orgasm just got used for their fun..

[Meatballsurgery]

Originally Posted by TS*FtM

Thank you for your questions.

How old where you when you found out that you liked being humiliated?

I have no idea, i think i also enjoyed it as a kid and teen but not in a sexual way. That came a little bit later. So i would say 20 years.

What is the most humiliating experience you have had and gotten turned on by?

hmm the only real experience i had was a guy who tied me up. called me a slut and masturbated himself and came on my body. It was humiliating that i got wet from his treatment and the fact that he noticed and broght it up, was embarassing and humiliating and made me more excited.

At online sessions is pissing myself on the top of the list.

What is you darkest humiliation and abuse fantasy?

hmm darkest probably if i get tied up and an animal is fucking me.. darkest because it is illegal and i'm not sure if i would really like it.. it's just the humiliating aspect of it, that turns me on..

my favorite fantasy is clearly getting used and abused by a group of men.. serve them for a few days, or just being caged or locked up and tied till they want to use me.. not able to orgasm just got used for their fun..

What did you wear when you pissed yourself?


Is there anything special you like being called?

[Jolly*FtM]

What did you wear when you pissed yourself?

Mostly fully dressed, sometimes only my underwear and sometimes diapers

Is there anything special you like being called?

No, i'm fine with anything the dominant part is fine with.

[Meatballsurgery]

Originally Posted by TS*FtM

What did you wear when you pissed yourself?

Mostly fully dressed, sometimes only my underwear and sometimes diapers

Is there anything special you like being called?

No, i'm fine with anything the dominant part is fine with.

I think you should be my little Cuntboy then

What kind of clothes do you usually wear?

[Jolly*FtM]

What kind of clothes do you usually wear?

I think normal clothes. Like every other guy.

You made the 10th post so you can send me a pm with a rule for tomorrow (or another day) within my limits if you want.

[Meatballsurgery]

How long have you made yourself orgasm denial in one go?

Do you fantasies about getting abused if you sit at a bus station late at night?

[Jolly*FtM]

How long have you made yourself orgasm denial in one go?

I'm not very disciplined i don't deny myself. The longest time i had no orgasm where 14 days.

Do you fantasies about getting abused if you sit at a bus station late at night?

Never thought about outdoor/public scenarios so far.

[Meatballsurgery]

Originally Posted by TS*FtM

How long have you made yourself orgasm denial in one go?

I'm not very disciplined i don't deny myself. The longest time i had no orgasm where 14 days.

Do you fantasies about getting abused if you sit at a bus station late at night?

Never thought about outdoor/public scenarios so far.

Was the denial together with edges or just no playing at all?

How many orgasms have you had in one session?

[Jolly*FtM]

Was the denial together with edges or just no playing at all?

No playing at all.

How many orgasms have you had in one session?

3 but usually 2 are max.. i lose interest after the first orgasm, then can cum a second time with a pause and with another pause a mild third orgasm is possible..