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Old 12-15-2023, 03:45 PM   #6
vibratoruser
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Disclaimer: with most of these, I have never had an option to try. it's the concepts that turn me on.
Bold means "yes, please, omg"
Italics mean "my additional thoughts because i cannot shut up"
/ in front of the line means "no, absolutely not"
if nothing's there, it means it would maybe not be a no, but also doesn't particularly turn me on right now.

1. Age? (Can be approximate)
20
2. Name? (Can be an alias/pseudonym)
vibratoruser or just simply "slut"
3. Sexuality?
bi

4. Who you've fantasised about humiliating you? Pick one or more options from the list below:
for all of these, it's in roleplay. i have never fantasised about my actual teacher humiliating me, but definitely an owner playing that role. goes for all of them.
Your Owner if only i had one ;(
Someone with power over you (doctor, teacher, boss, friend, bully)
Someone you owe money or favour
Someone who you need something from

Any person who your Owner lends you to
Your blackmailer
Your rapist
Your abductor
Anyone higher than you in the slave hierarchy


5. At what age did you have your first humiliation experience or realise that humiliation made you wet?
around 17? i'm not sure.

II List of Humiliations
Indicate what numbers in this list turn you on. Add exclamation marks (!) if it makes you aroused.

1. Being Controlled / Owned

Being ordered around
Being made to perform tasks
Being denied orgasm
Not being permitted to wear underwear
Being told what clothes to wear every day

Having to be naked in the house usually not possible, because too cold or too many people home.
/ Being told what you are allowed to eat
Being told when and where you can sleep
/ Having to eat off the floor
Having to crawl on all fours
/ Having to ask before you can go pee
Having to pee outside
Having to wear a collar to show that you're owned
/ Being tattooed to show you're owned
Having to answer any questions from your owner fully and honestly

2. Being put on display
here, i actually get aroused by the thoughts of it (even the ones i put a / in front of), but would never ever do it, because it would cost me way too much.
Having to wear slutty and/or revealing clothes at home
/ Having to wear slutty and/or revealing clothes in public
/ Having to wear slutty and/or revealing clothes at work i'm a social worker, that really has no place there
/ Having to expose yourself in a public place
Being made to dress in a costume
Being stripped naked in front of people your Owner invites round
Being made to masturbate in front of people your Owner invites round
/ Having pictures of you posted onto the web
/ Being put on display as a whore in a shop window

3. Being treated as a sex object

Being casually groped by your Owner whenever they want
Being groped in hidden public by your Owner

/ Being groped in public by a complete stranger
Being treated as nothing but a sex toy
Being fucked as hard and as roughly as possible
Having to take it up your ass

Having to take it down your throat
Being slapped across your face with a hard cock
Being used as a cumbucket or cumrag

Being gang-banged
Being whored out
Being used as a party favour
Being used in a glory hole or adult theatre

Being raped

4. Being verbally degraded

Being talked to in a condescending manner
Being talked to in a rude and arrogant fashion
Being called degrading names
Being talked about to others
Being talked about to others as if you're not there

Having degrading names/words written on your body
Making you agree with and repeat back the names you are being called

5. Being physically hurt
all fairly light, while i do enjoy some pain, i don't want much of it.
Having your hair pulled
Having your face slapped
Having your tits slapped
Having your cunt slapped
Having your nipples pinched or clamped
Being bent over and having your ass spanked


6. Being disciplined

Being castigated for doing something incorrectly
Being scolded
Having to write lines
Having to stand in the corner
Being made to apologise for your behaviour
Having to bare your bottom, bend over and wait for your punishment
Having to count out each spank or stroke as it lands on your bottom

Having to stand in the corner with your red punished ass on display

7. Being treated as unimportant
never permanently. for one scene at a time, but i would never want that as a 24/7 thing.
Having your views mocked, belittled or ignored
Having your feelings mocked, belittled or ignored
Having your time deliberately wasted
Being ignored altogether

/ Treating your work or career as trivial or unimportant again, i'm a social worker. my sexual life can never ever touch my work.
Having your needs ignored in favour of your Owner's
Being told your only purpose in life is to serve your Owner


8. Having your orgasm controlled

Having to ask permission before you can cum
Being restricted to humping household objects as your only means of cumming.
Being made to edge throughout the day
Having to ask permission to touch yourself
Being locked in chastity

/ Being denied orgasm for days or weeks or months at a time (specify length)
Only getting cock in your mouth or ass if it's a punishment. i like being stuffed way too much haha

9. Being shamed about your body

/ Being told you're too fat
Being told your tits/cock are/is too small
~ Being told you're ugly this one can be hot asf or just a big no, there's no in between
Being inspected and having your flaws pointed out to you
Being compared to others and told how you fail to measure up

10. Physical Constraints as a means of humiliation

Having your hands cuffed behind your back
Being kept in chains
Being gagged to stop you talking

Being gagged with an O-ring so your mouth and throat can be fucked
Being tied up naked with your legs spread so you can be used at will
/ Being kept locked up in a cage when you're not in use

11. Making you do demeaning and disgusting things

Being spat on
/ Making you piss yourself
/ Being pissed on or in
/ Having to swallow your Owner's piss
/ Having piss in or over your food
Having cum in or over your food
/ Having you go out in public with cum over your face
Having you spend the day with cum in your underwear
Being gagged with your used underwear
Being fucked with a paper bag over your head
Being fucked with your used underwear over your head
/ Being fucked with your head in the toilet
/ Making you lick the toilet seat clean
Making you hump the toilet
Having your Owner sit on your face
/ Being fucked with a toilet brush
Making you lick their shoes clean
Making you lovingly lick and kiss your Owners feet and toes
Being hosed down like an animal
Being made to lie in mud would very much depend on the mud, how long, the owner, where etc., but i'd be down.
/ Being made to spend the night in the barn technically a hot thought, but i have strong allergies and hay/straw are some of the worst reactions i have.

12. Controlling your other relationships

/ Having your private life discussed with family, friends or work colleagues
/ Having intimate pictures of you shown to family, friends or work colleagues
Making you have sex with your friends or work colleagues friends if kinky friends of owner and myself who are fully in on it. work is a big no.
/ Making you help arrange sex for your Owner with family, friends or work colleagues
/ Giving them access to all your computer accounts - email, facebook, blogs

13. Your position in your relationship

Letting your Owner have sex with others if i'm involved somehow. ooh, that got me thinking, being tied up and naked while owner is fucking somebody else? damn
Having to watch or listen to them have sex with another was a bit too eager with the answer above
/ Being denied sex while your Owner has as much sex as they want
/ Being told by your Owner how much more they enjoy sex with their lover
/ Having to move into the spare room because their lover is now in your room
/ Having to clean their lover's home as well as yours
/ Having to buy their lover gifts
/ Having to clean both their genitals with your mouth after they've made love
/ Being humiliated by your Owner's lover for being inferior to them
/ Not even having a Owner: you're just the live-in housekeeper for another couple

14. Generic Humiliation

Being laughed at
Being told by your owner what they intend on doing to you next

Being told that making you feel mortified arouses them
Having to beg for something you need or want
Having to beg not to do something you don't want to do
Being humiliated to tears
Being encouraged to cry because it turns your Owner on
Having to thank you the person after they've hurt or used you
Having to say sorry to your Owner even when it's not your fault
Being taunted because you get aroused when you are humiliated


III Additional Info (Optional)

What do you look like?
tall, long brown hair, brown eyes, somewhere between chubby and fat
Are you shy or outgoing?
shy. very shy. also autistic, which doesn't help.
Are you religious? (if so, what faith?)
christian, but i'm really struggling with it at the moment.
Are you a virgin?
yes, unfortunately...
If you're not a virgin, then how many people have you had sex with?
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