[MsX]

The main problem I have with actually doing certain things like those described above is what it could do to my career prospects and my personal life. I see "real life", for lack of a better term, as completely separate from sexual life, and thus I wouldn't want my coworkers/boss etc knowing about this, because I do take my job seriously as well. I may consider myself a slut but that does not mean that I can't have a good career, family life etc. One day when I have children they should not ever have to hear about their mom being dragged naked through the marketplace. So while it is exciting to think about, I do not want to be arrested or have people in my personal life find out. However, if I am away from home, such as in a holiday place far away, I would not mind some more exhibitionist sluttish acts. It just comes down to practicality.

And yes, I was horny but I wasn't expecting to have to post this. So while it was exciting at the time of writing, it's actually fairly embarrassing posting it now and having people see it. But I guess that's a good thing, seeing as this is actually a punishment, and putting this up does not turn me on, but rather makes me think about what I did and how I should change my behaviour. I guess a little exhibitionism where I'm not in control is a good way to punish me, because right now I'm feeling embarrassed in a completely nonsexual way, so I guess it worked.