I took an hour for the girls.
Before I started, I decided what I needed to be punished for. Being lazy, and wasting lots of time doing nothing important. So, a good punishment to make me want to do things, is to actually do nothing.
I set my timer, got naked, kneeled down, handcuffed my hands behind my back, and faced the corner. And it begun.
The first minutes were okay. I really liked the idea. Being punished for being such a lazy ass. It turned me on.
As time passed on, I found myself growing more bored. I find really thinking about things difficult, same as concentrating on anything, so there was nothing. Just the boredom. I started regretting it more.
Somewhere close to the middle, I was really considering leaving the corner. But I kept reminding myself that this was a punishment, and I had to go through and finish it.
It was extremely boring. And long. I wanted to leave so much. There wasn't anything there. I regretted starting it.
After an hour of that boring torture, I heard my alarm go off. That wonderful sound. I was so happy when it came. I got dressed and relaxed for a while, and wrote my report.
I can conclude that boredom sucks, and I hate it. I will try to do my work next time so I won't have to punish myself. It isn't worth it.
I'm glad I made it through, and got the girls an extra hour. Don't want the boys to win.
