24/female/slave seeks any age/any sex/master in any place
Hello. This slave is looking for an online master. It's owner has recently left it. It was in a real life master/slave relationship with a master who it initially met online. The master was originally from Pakistan, He trained this slave to exist only as Master's sex toy and a maid to cook, clean and do anything else to make Master's life as comfortable as possible. This slave was a subhuman, even animals were better than it. The Master was this slave's God.
It is struggling with having to make its own decisions and pretending to be human. It strives for total control, not having a will of its own or for the will to be supressed in favour of Master's will. It craves being objectified, it misses the feeling of striving to please the Master.
Since it is by itself, it has started wasting its time, napping, sleeping a lot in general, overeating or eating stupid things, being lazy in general, using furniture, having comforts like bed or hot shower.
When it was living with Master its diet was strictly regulated to help it lose weight (Master liked skinny girls) - it was being fed once per day. It was helping this slave strengthen its willpower by preparing a delicious meal for Master while not being able to have any of it. It was exercising regularly, it was being very productive at work - it worked hard and it was even doing extra work at home when it had time. Master always set a goal for it to do work ahead - it learnt to stay up until it finished everything, even if it was getting little sleep.
It misses being stripped off its name, being available all the time, having its holes stretched out, being used as a stress reliever if Master had a bad day at work, its pain and discomfort being Master's pleasure, the high expectations of work standards etc.
It still thinks of itself as a thing, but the longer it is without a Master, the more it forgets that it is only pretending to be human. It still drinks its piss and its not touching its cunt or tits as it is still used to those things belonging to Master.
It craved a real life relationship - it's just a thing, the identity of the Master is not up to it and it can't mind if the Master has a wife/girlfriend or if the dog would have a priority over it. It craves to be whatever Master wants it to be.
However, as it is worried about it's identity, it wants to start from an online relationship. It will only do pictures initially, no face. It will do more as it can trust Master more.