[PrincessJessica]

Wednesday

You may not use the bathroom for 70 minutes after drinking one litre of water

Pretty sure this is the first time I've done pee holding and didn't really plan ahead when starting it. I woke up from a nap with an ultra-dry throat so ended up downing 1L of water (and some diet coke) within quite a short space of time so decided to get this out of the way. It's something I was really not looking forward to (it's simply not something that excites me) but I ended up quite enjoying trying a new kink out.

It didn't turn me on and the final 30 minutes were a surprising struggle for such a short space of time (likely as I didn't really plan ahead and drank more than I needed to) but I could have lasted longer if really needed too as I started browsing GetDare to distract myself and ended up doing 85 minutes with minimal "dancing". It's not a turn on for me but I don't think every dare needs to give that feeling, doing something different just for fun is precisely that sometimes; "fun".

Thursday

X edges watching either recommended porn or your least favourite porn

After my denial was increased to 400 days my immediate feeling was one of panic! I had a wave of worry flood down on me as the realisation that I was committed to this and very likely more hit me. Even though I really want to please my Mistress, and super long denial has become a weird obsessive fantasy of mine, committing to something so far outside my comfort zone is scary. Luckily those feelings subsided the more I thought about it and my dicklet began to twitch and ache. Wanting to edge desperately I really wanted to do something a little degrading too (some bodywriting came to mind but I eventually settled on some yucky porn to edge to, mainly as I was too tired to think what to write).

I picked fisting and then a insertion video. Each edge was super intense and I'm getting more patient when edging lately, managing to get closer without ever being in danger of being clumsy and waiting longer between them as well (the slow edging task really opened my eyes to how much I rushed edges and missed out on tons of enjoyment). Each agonising withdrawal, each ache of my wanting balls and twitch of my dicklet just gets me more excited. I'm seemingly addicted to the frustrating struggle and even some simply disgusting insertions (a ball the size of Jupiter going where it really shouldn't, and a horrible close-up shot that made me feel a little sick) couldn't spoil my fun, if anything being horny enough to keep going only made the edges better. I can't wait for any extra intensity the longer my denial goes