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Originally Posted by Sub.lucy
As long as I remember, I've had a thing about being powerless. It started with innocent comics, where (usually) the girl got tied up or abducted (Always girls; I could identify with them I guess).
Then, I started to tie up my Barbie dolls. I could draw pretty well from a young age and I drew my own comics. They all had the same theme; girls in precarious situations, often being humiliated. I really liked medieval scenes with the girl locked in the stocks, garbage thrown at her. I think I was about 10. I learned pretty quickly to hide these drawings. At that age I already knew I was a little different than most people. At around 12 I also knew that I liked girls too.
I still remember my first orgasm, it must also have been around 12. It was the first time I had tied myself up. Just my wrists and ankles with a shawl or something. I didn't even have to touch. It wasn't until a few years later that I knew what that lovely feeling really was...
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I understand that, I enjoy being tied up too. Although my helplessness feeling would come more from being without clothes and the humiliation/risk that comes with that. Also the lack of control.