18 normal orgasms
3 ruined ones
4 special orgasms
3 special ruins
End of novembre was my last orgasm, as I'm in a challenge at the moment I won't orgasm at least until 24th of decembre. I might also only have 1 orgasm before january... well.
And I'm pretty sure a ruined one is far worse for me than none. Can't say if I feel the same way after a long denial, but in my experience this small satisfaction is like showing a steak to a starvin person...
@Marv
I think many hearts are beating in your breast