[interesting]

"It was so incredibly hot!" Daniel tells our sister as he wolfs down his snack.

We're back in the park, in front of the hospital. The shoot ended a little before noon. I was starving. I took a quick shower along with my female co-star, then I got dressed, thanked Brian and left with Daniel. We rode up to my adoptedr sister's place and picked her up. I met her kid. He's cute. I'm not much into babies, personnally. And then we hit the takeout, grabbed some lunch and headed for the hospital. And all the way here, Daniel hasn't stopped saying it.

"I can't believe how hot it was!" he repeats.

Janice smiles. I think she was sincere when she said to him she wanted to be there. I think it was better she wasn't, but it feels nice. Janice tells her brother to be quiet and she looks at me.

"And how was it for you?"
"Honestly... wow. I loved it. I had a blast!"

And it was. Mind you, the sex was great, but I've had better with Sarah and Jim, and a few others. That's not what I enjoyed the most. It was the attention, all eyes on me, all the focus. I loved it when the camera guy got in my face to film the pleasure. I can't wait to see the final result.

"Talk me through it," Janice says.
"What do you mean?"
"Tell me about what you did... tell me about the movie."
"Oh... you sure?"
"Yeah. Please."

I'm a bit surprised at her question. This is going to get graphic very quickly. Then again, maybe she needs to hear it. I can't imagine her sex life is very active with a one year old that's still breast-feeding.

"Ok... so, it starts out with my co-star, Keela... she's on the bed, relaxing, playing with her boobs. She's wearing this really raunchy lingerie. Her skin is so pale, it's a perfect contrast. Anyway, she starts teasing herself, pulling her panties aside, and she slides a finger in. That's when I walk in on her. I'm in my own lingerie, and I'm shocked at what I see."
"Like you would be!"
"Well, my character's shocked anyway. I apologize and try to retreat, but she gets up and drags me to the bed, and she tells me it's all natural, and there's nothing to be ashamed of. Well, next thing you know, she's kissing me and I'm kissing her back."
"Was she a good kisser?"
"Oh yeah... well, not as good as Sarah, but no one will ever rival her in my book."
"So," Daniel intervenes, "I'm walking by the window, I'm a neighbour you see."
"Hang on!"

Janice is completely stunned by what Daniel is saying.

"Yeah, he does a cameo, but don't worry, he keeps his clothes on."
"Yeah," Daniel continues, "so I peek in and I see them kissing, and I stare... go on, Jenny."
"Well, we don't notice him at first. Our bras fly off and we do the classic boob grab - boob lick - boob suck routine. She had these huge fake ones, was a little weird for me. Anyway, she slides a hand in my panties, and I'm soaked, like, really turned on, and for real. My panties fly off. Now, she's seen him, and she's staring at him while she's masturbating me, and I come... I didn't even have to fake it."
"Sometimes they do, right?"
"Oh yeah... but it was really hot, and she was good. So next, I'm pushing her back and munching on her pussy, and I eat her up real good. Don't think she came..."
"So then, my guy thinks he wants to join, but before he can, a black man walks in the room, and he gets angry. He's calling Jenny a slut, and Jenny becomes all apolegetic.
"But Keela," I cut in, "she gets up and drags him to the bed, and she undoes his pants, and she tells him to lighten up. So his ten-inch chocolate cock pops in our faces, and we start taking turns on him."

All the while I'm telling this story, I see the glare in Janice's eyes. She's unbelievably turned on: all the signs are there. Her nipples are perked under her shirt, her cheeks are red and her mouth is slightly open, with a pant. I'm loving the effect this is having on her.

"So, Keela," I continue, "she calls her own boyfriend, and this handsome blonde guy walks in, and it takes half a second for him to get undressed so we start sucking on them, taking turns. Now, our peeping tom has flown the coop by that time."
"I got back behind the camera and watched the rest from there..."
"So... that's when the fucking starts. It was weird, to be honest, because before that, it was all pretty much one shot. Then, the director started giving us instructions, and there were a lot of interruptions."

It may not be what Janice wants to hear, but it's the truth, and it's an important part of the story. I see that she takes it for what it is, information that is important to me and, for the first time in a long time, I feel respect coming from her.

"Anyway, there was a lot of sex... do you want me to go into detail?"
"If you don't mind..."

I pause, for effect. She is so turned on. I feel like her hand might slip down her pants. I'd like her to indulge, but this is a public place.

"So we start with our supposed respective boyfriends. I get on my back and Dee - that's the black man - he gets on top of me and rams me hard... the frustrating part is, as I'm about to come, June calls a change of angle, so while Dee is really getting me worked up, he doesn't get me to the finish line. And I'm watching Johnny pound into Keela... she's on all fours, her mouth so close to mine. I go in for a kiss, but then we have to do it again because the steadycam guy didn't get it! Anyway... we switch around, and I end up on all fours, and - wait for it - Dee decides to put it in my ass."
"Oh my god! Did it hurt?"
"Oh no... I actually took a minute before he did it to lube myself up and open myself for him with a dildo... so I was ready."
"And it was good?"
"I love it, but I know it's not for everyone."

Janice is trembling now. I have her so worked up, I'm almost afraid she's going to faint. Daniel isn't doing much better. His tight pants can't hide the bulge. I go for broke.

"So Keela, she directs her man to get under me, and he starts taking my pussy while Dee is still taking my ass... and that, my girl, is heaven. I come, like, again and again and again..."

And I see in Janice's mind that she's me, right now, being fucked by those two studs; and Daniel is either of them, fucking me, and it's an insane but wonderful image in my mind.

"So... that's pretty much it."
"And where do they come?" Janice spurts out.
"Well, since this is porn, the cumshot is almost mandatory... so they pull out... and stroke themselves straight into our mouths, and then we kiss and swap the cum..."

And it's done. Janice almost had an orgasm right there, and I'm wondering if Daniel hasn't stained his underwear. I love the power I have over them.

"When is it going to be available?" Daniel asks.
"In about a week. I'll get you the link."

Janice is still panting. I place a hand on her shoulder.

"Are you okay, sis?"
"I am... it's just... I haven't been very..."
"I can imagine. Did you ever do some crazy stuff back then, on your own, like I did with sarah?"

I don't know how much she knew about us back then, but I know some of it must have reached her.

"Yeah, a little bit... but... it all got weird after the incident with the picture."
"I'm sorry for you," I say. "It never got weird for me. It got better. Thanks to Sarah."
"You still love her?"
"Of course. She was my one, and she got away... Jim stole her from me. I don't blame him. I was a jerk. I still am. Heck, I'm the one who broke it off with her, gave her the permission to look elsewhere. My blessing, even."

We're all sitting very close today, so Janice leans in, caresses my cheek. I smile.

"Move in with me," she says.
"What?"
"I'm sorry... that came out way too aggressive."

I start laughing.

"No offense, Janice, but we just made up like yesterday... I'm not sure moving in with you would be the best move in the world. Besides, I'm not good around kids."
"I know... I'm sorry, it's just... you seem so strong and I feel so..."

Daniel puts his hand on her back. She's not crying, but the tears are there, under the surface. I wrap my arms around her.

"I won't move in with you, but... I'll visit. I'll help."
"Thanks. I feel so useless."
"Hey!"

I lift her chin up.

"You gave birth to a wonderful baby boy, and he needs you. You are the least useless person I know, because you have a purpose. A baby who needs you."

I kiss her squarely on the lips. She's smiling. I give her a gentle tap on the cheek.

"When did you become so smart?" she asks me.
"Me? Smart? I'm barely hanging on by a thread, but I've made mistakes, Janice. Lots of them. And you know, it's now how many mistakes you make. It's what you learn by making them. And if there's one thing this past year has taught me, is that mistakes are a way of life, but you need to move forward."

I stare at Daniel.

"What about you?"
"I've had it with drugs... look, what you did, what I saw you do today... that was pure... something."
"You liked it."
"Yeah. And I'm not saying I really want to do porn, but it would be better than peddling hash and weed. And it's legal."
"Can you break ties, though?" Janice asks him.
"Yeah. It's not like I'm a big league. Haven't seen my provider in weeks, 'cause of the cops. I'll just... never see him again. I'm out."

He seems sincere, but he needs to commit to this, like I committed to doing porn. It has to mean something.

"Why do you need to do this?" I insist.
"Because... because I want you two to be proud of me. I'm tired of being a prick. And I want mom... I want mom to be proud too. And maybe have a kid someday, and that ain't gonna happen if I don't clean up my shit."
"All good reasons."

How is it that the people I hated most in life now seem to be the people closest to me? But that's family. You don't get to choose them. It doesn't change the past. They were mean and they got burned. We all got burned. Time to put some ointment on those wounds.

I'm back in that shower, with them. We're making love. That's all we really wanted to do, to be. Loved. We cloaked it in manipulation, we made games out of it, we produced a power play and hurt each other in the process but, really... it was just about being together, and being loved, and we were too awkward and stupid to do it correctly.

And now... well, I'm wondering if we'd all still fit in that shower.

===============================
A short story, but one that needed to be told.

Up next, we have "Liaisons" featuring our wonderful lesbian couple, Cassie and Claire.

And after that, we get back to Sarah and Jim, and the consequences of their galavanting...

Hope you're still enjoying!