[KittyCat91]

Diary (DO NOT OPEN)

We're now out side crossing the yard to his house.

James: So did I just see correctly that you kissed Logan's cheek?

Cathryn: Yeah... Weird right? (We both laugh a bit at my reaction)

James: (joking) I don't need to be worried about Logan being a competition do I?

Cathryn: Of course not. (I kiss James on the lips)

James: Good. (Kisses me back)

We're now at James' house on his front porch. James unlocks the front door, walks me in, and locks the door back. I go to James' room, lay Kaiden's house coat on a chair, take my sandals off, and lay down on his bed. James walks in his room, throws his bag next to his bed, and jumps on to his bed next to me.

James: So we're alone here for 2 more hours. Seth gets home from work at 6, I can start his chores later. What would you like to do?

Cathryn: I think I have an idea. (I cuddle next to James and start kissing him)

James: Mmm. I love your ideas.

James takes his clothes off, and then I take mine off. He lays on top of me, and we kiss passionately. I can already feel his cock getting hard, he starts rubbing it against my pussy. It's still wet from the vibrator, as he was rubbing his cock against my clit was making me even more wet, and making me feel really good. I gasp in surprise as I feel him put the tip of his cock inside my pussy. As he was sliding it all the way in, I could already feel myself on the edge of cumming. He starts going in and out of me in a slow steady paste, it felt good, but I wondered how it would feel if he went as fast as he could.

Cathryn: You can go faster, if you want.

James: How fast?

Cathryn: As fast as you want.

James: Really, are you sure you're ready?

Cathryn: Yes, Im ready.

James: (smiles) Okay.

James starts going in and out of me as fast as he can. I never felt anything like this before, it felt amazing. I couldn't help but to moan. I couldn't hold it in anymore, in a couple of seconds I came all over James' cock. He didn't stop and take it out, he kept on going. I don't know why, but I had this feeling that I needed to pee.

Cathryn: James...

All the sudden I felt this warm, tingly sensation all over my body. My heart was racing, and I was breathing heavily. I can feel my clit, pussy, and even my butt hole start to squeeze and pulse a few times. That feeling started spreading all over. My toes curled up, and I clinched on my hands into his sheets. I couldn't help but to hold my breath, and my body started quivering. It looked as if the room was staring to spin, so I close my eyes. I then let out a loud moan, and feel fluids come leaking out of my pussy, all over the bed covers. I then felt James finally cum inside of me.
We were both out of breath. My body is still quivering a bit. James lays on top of me, holds me tight in his arms, and kisses me.

James: I love you baby.

Cathryn: (out of breath) I... I love you too. (My body is finally back to normal, and very exhausted. James takes his cock out of me, and walks in his bathroom to clean off. He walks back out with a towel in his hand, and wipes my pussy lips with it, cleaning me up.) Im really sorry.

James: (confused) Sorry? For what?

Cathryn: For peeing on you're bed...(James chuckles at my apology.) What, what's so funny?

James: You're so cute. You didn't pee...

Cathryn: I didn't?

James: No. You just experience you're first orgasim. You squirted cum, you didn't pee.

Cathryn: Oh. (I can't help but to blush in embarrassment)

James: You're so cute. Nothing to be embarrassed about. It's a good thing.

Cathryn: Oh. Okay.

James: So how did it feel?

Cathryn: A bit weird, but very good.

James: Good. (Gives me a kiss) Wait here and relax, I'll be right back.

Cathryn: Okay.

As I lay on my back on his bed, and close my eyes, I hear the sound of running water coming from his bathroom. I then hear Find "Your Way" by Blood On the Dance Floor start playing. I knew right then he was taking shower. James always loves to listen to Blood On the Dance Floor while he takes his showers. He's usually done by the time 3 songs are done playing. BOTDF is also one of my favorite techno bands. Listening to two of their songs actually saved my life. After my Mom passed away, plus always being bullied at school, I suffered from social anxiety and depression. What always kills me, still looking back, is that I was the only one who didn't get to say Goodbye to my Mother before she died. i wasn't able to be with her because after football practice the seniors locked me in a locker in the guys locker room, and no one else knew where I was. Because of that terrible haunting, I would think about suicide, just ending my life so I could finally be home and be with my Mom again. Until one day right before I was going to cut my arm again deeper with a knife, I heard Davehy's speech in the beginning to the song "You Are the Heart" coming from Jeremy's room. That's when I put down the knife, and just stayed sitting on the floor listening to that song. It's as if God was telling me to stay still and listen to that song. I came back into reality after the first chorus of the song from the pain in my arm, and feeling blood dripping on my leg. I was confused and scared of what I just did, and screamed for help. Jeremy busts down my door to get in my room, sees what I've done, and rushes me to the ER. If I didn't stop to listen to that song, I could have died by blood loss, I could have killed myself. I actually had the honor of meeting Jay and Dahvey. I wrote them a letter telling them everything what I had went through, how their song saved my life, and thanked them. They replied back to me by asking me for an interview, and giving me 4 V.I.P. passes. That concert was actually the first time James asked me to be his girlfriend on stage while they performed "Love Conquers All". Ironically, that song plays next. I feel James picking me up, and carrying me in his arms. I start to open my eyes to see where he's taking me.

James: Keep your eyes closed.

Cathryn: Why?

James: Because I have a surprise for you.

Cathryn: Oh. Okay. (I close my eyes again. I can hear the music get louder as we move.)

James: Okay. You can open your eyes now.

I open my eyes. I see his jacuzzi running filled with bubbles, sprinklers with a few rose petals, and some lit candles.

Cathryn: Wow James, this is amazing. (I kiss him)

James: Im glad you like it. (He sits me down in the jacuzzi, then he steps in, sitting next to me.) I love you Cathryn Annabell.

Cathryn: I love you too James Ezra.
(We kiss passionately for about a minute, because James stops me)

James: You can stay in here while I start Seth's chores.

Cathryn: You know, since I been back home. You don't have to do Seth's chores anymore.

James: That is very true. I'll just stay here with you then, until you're ready to get out.

Cathryn: Okay.

I cuddle up next to James, abs lay my head on his shoulder. He lays his head down where the head cushion is in his jacuzzi, closes his eye, and we both just lay there relaxing listening to the music. We stay in there for about an hour. I must have fallen asleep, because it was Seth who woke me up by calling James' name.

Seth: James!? (In James's room) James where are you!?

James: Im in the bathroom! What do you want?

(Seth barges in James's bathroom, startling me, and I hide my body under the bubble for him not to see)
Seth: Well well well, what do we have here?

James: Dude, what the hell? Get out of my bathroom, my girlfriend is naked! Get out!

Seth: It's not like I've seen a girl naked before. I don't care.

Cathryn: But I do.

Seth: Cute.

James: What do you want?I thought you didn't get off work until 6?

Seth: I got off work early. Why haven't you done my chores? We made a deal.

James: Deals off bro. Do your own chores. Now get out of my bathroom!

Seth: What? What do you mean the deal is off?

Cathryn: Logan found me, and took me back home yesterday. So James doesn't have to do your chores anymore.

Seth: (annoyed) I didn't ask you Tinkerbell.

Cathryn: Whatever Smee.

James: Look Seth. Cathryn and I have both had a long day today. We had to help Logan do his chores. We're both exhausted, and would appreciate it if you gave us some privacy. Please?

Seth: (talking to me) So does Jeremy know that you are here?

Cathryn: Not exactly.

Seth: James you at least have to do my laundry, (takes a picture of us with his phone) or I can send this pic to Jeremy right now.

James: Fine, okay. I'll do your laundry.

Seth: NOOOW!

James: (fustrated) Okay! (He gets up out of the jacuzzi, drys himself off with a towel, wraps his robe around him, and leaves the bathroom. Seth looks at me in a perverted way.)

Cathryn: Not even in your dreams, you pervert!
(James comes back in grabbing Seth's wrist.)

James: You are not staying in here with my girlfriend. (Drags Seth out of the bathroom, and can hear him and James talking in the bedroom)

Seth: I wasn't even going to do anything!

James: Sure, whatever.

Seth: (mocking James) Sure, whatever.
(They leave the bedroom.)

Im now alone. I look at the clock and its now 5:30pm. I go under the jacuzzi for about 30 seconds just to get a fill of the jets relaxing my entire body. I come up from the water. I turn the jets off, and unplug the tub for the water to run down. I step out, reach for a towel that James set out for me, and dry off. I go into James' room, put my night gown back on, and wrap my hair up in a towel. I get James' book bag, and grab my phone out of the front pocket. I put the battery in, and turn it on. I sit down on the edge of James' bed. I see that I have about 100 missed calls from Jeremy, Kaiden, Logan, Jordan, and Trey. I have about 100 unread texts from Justin, 70 from Jeremy and Kaiden, 20 from Logan and Jordan, 15 from Trey, and bout 10 from Zacarie. I ignore the ones from Justin and block his number. I ignore Jeremy's, Kaiden's, and Logan's knowing they're threatening texts from when I ran off yesterday. I listen to Trey's and Jordan's voicemails, and read their text. They were both worried about me when Jeremy called them telling them I ran away from home. I text Trey back letting him know that I been back home, and I'm okay. After what happened between Jordan and I this morning I decided to write him an apology letter.)

Cathryn: Hey Jordan. I'm really sorry about what happened this morning. I didn't mean what I said. I was just frustrated at what's been happening to me for the last couple of days. I didn't mean to take my anger and frustration out on you. You been my best friend from the beginning. You're always that friend who looks out for me, and thank you. I hope that you can forgive me, and that we can still be friends. I'am truly sorry about what I said.
Love you,
Cathryn.(I send the text to him. I then look at Zacarie's texts. He's been worried about me since what happened yesterday.)

Zacarie: Cat,
As you know I talked to Jeremy yesterday. I tried giving him ideas of discipling you without physically hurting you. I hope my advice helps. Please respect your brother so he doesn't have to punish you any more. Let me know how things are going, and if you need me to come over. I'm always here for you sis. I love you.
Xox,
Zacarie.
( I reply back to his message.)

Cathryn: Hey Zacarie. Thank you for coming over yesterday. I can say that it did help. As you saw yesterday Jeremy grounded me from seeing James. I'm at James' house right now, but Jeremy doesn't know. He thinks I'm still at Logan's house. Logan let James and I go, we didn't have to do his chores anymore. I know Jeremy has forbidden me from James but our love is to strong, we are both weak when we're apart. I have a plan up my sleeve to where Jeremy will let mine and James' punishment go. I'm willing to do what it takes to be ungrounded from seeing James. Just trust me. I'll be fine. I love you too.
Xox,
Cathryn.( I send Zacarie the text. I then get a reply from Jordan.)

Jordan: Cat, it's okay. I was shocked myself at what happened. After I came home, and cooled myself off, I understood why. It's okay Kit Cat, I forgive you. Of course you're still my friend<3
How is it going with Logan? Do I need to come back over? (I reply back to Jordan)

Cathryn: Thank you for forgiving me Jordan. I'm very glad that we're still friends<3 At first things went a bit terrible with Logan. He did do some mean things to me, but then him and I had a talk, and we're friends now. He let James and I go, and I been at James' house spending time with him before Kaiden comes to pick me up. Yes, I know James and I aren't suppose to see each other. I have a plan up my sleeve when Jeremy finds out that I been seeing James. I promise I will be fine. (I send the text to Jordan. James walks in with clean bed sheets in his hand.)

James: Hey babe, can you hold these clean sheets for me for a few second?

Cathryn: Yeah, sure. (Take the clean sheets from him. He takes the dirty sheets off his bed, and throws them on the floor. Then he takes the sheets from my hands, and put it on his bed.)

James: Thanks.

Cathryn: You're welcome. James: You can lay down and take a nap if you want too. I will be back in 5 minutes.

Cathryn: Okay. I'm really sorry about this.

James. It's okay. It's not your fault. My brothers an ass.

Seth: (in the hall way) Heard that!

James: Good! (Talking to me) If you're done you can give me the towel, and I can put it in the laundry.

Cathryn: Okay. (I unwrap the towel. My hair isn't dripping wet anymore, so I give him the towel) Do you need any help?

James: No, it's okay. I got it. (He picks up all the dirty laundry off the floor) I'll be right back.

Cathryn: Okay.

(James leaves his room to put the dirty laundry in the laundry room. I lay down on his bed, and read another text from Jordan.)

Jordan: You and Logan friends? What did I miss? We have to have a date soon, I want to you tell me everything that happened... Of course I guess we have to wait until your not grounded anymore. I'm also curious to know what you have planed.
(I reply back.)

Cathryn: LOL. I know it's shocking. But seriously, Logan and I are friends now. I even gave him a friend kiss on the cheek for the first time in life today. And yes, when we go on our date I will tell you everything. The plan is a bit complicated to explain. I can say that hopefully it will help get me ungrounded too.
(I send my reply to Jordan. A minute later I get a reply back from Jordan.)

Jordan: A kiss?... Wait, you do know that spitting in his face doesn't count as a kiss right?... (I reply to his tex)

Cathryn: Haha, very funny. XP Yes, I know. I'm serious Jordan. I mean Im surprised myself, but I kissed Logan Taylor. Even James was surprised.(Jordan texts back)

Jordan: But those are my kisses! LOL. J/K. Wow, a kiss. Well good to know that you two are finally friends. LOL. What was James reaction? (I reply back.)

Cathryn: Well of course Logan and I will still pick on each other some. We both agreed it would be too weird if he stopped picking on me. I would also miss it some. LOL. James made a joke asking me if he should be worried about having a competition between Logan. (Jordan replies.)

Jordan: Haha. Yeah, that would be too weird if he stopped picking on you. LMAO! I don't blame James XP
(James walks back in his room looking at his phone, and sits next to me.)

James: So I just got a text from Logan. He said that Kaiden just texted him. Kaiden said that he will be here in 10 minutes. Logan wants to know if he should tell him that you're at my' house?

Cathryn: Tell Logan to not tell Kaiden that I'm here with you. I will call Kaiden.

James: Okay. (He texts Logan, put his phone on his nightstand, then sits back and puts his arm around me. I call Kaiden.)

Kaiden: (picks up) Hey, Im pulling out of your driveway, on my way to Logan's to pick you up. Are you ready to go?

Cathryn: Yes, I'm ready. I will be waiting outside.

Kaiden: Okay. See you in 5 minutes.

Cathryn: K. Bye.

Kaiden: Bye.
(We both hang up. I put my phone in my pocket, and get up off of James's bed.)

Cathryn: I have to go now. Kaiden will be here soon.

James: Oh. Okay. (Gets up off his bed and stands next to me) I will miss you.

Cathryn: I'll miss you too.
(We kiss passionately for a minute. He picks up his book bag, holds my hand, walks me to the door, and opens it for me.)

James: I love you.

Cathryn: I love you more.

James: I love you more.
(We give each other a big hug, and a kiss goodbye. I take the bag from James, and put it on my back. I give him one more kiss. A car honks startling us, and see Kaiden park his 2012 Jeep Wrangler in James' drive way.)

Kaiden: Get in the car now!!!

Cathryn: Okay! Hold on!

Seth: James, what's taking so long! Get your ass back in here!!

James: Alright, I'm coming!

Cathryn: Wait, you don't have to do his chores now. Hey Seth, come here!

Seth: (walks to where we are) What do you want Tinkerbell, I'm busy.

Cathryn: Busy at what, watching porn or making it? Listen, James doesn't have to do your chores anymore. As you can see my brother now knows that I'm here. So how about not being a lazy ass pig and do your own chores for once. Seth: Oh. Well I can always still send the pic of you naked with James in his hot tub. (James sneaks Seth's phone out of his pocket, and deletes the photo.)

James: Not if you don't have the picture any more. (Smiles at Seth and hands him back his phone.) This is why you shouldn't have your password as 1234. Don't take a picture of my girl ever again!

Seth: Get the fuck out.
(Pushes James out of his their house and locks the door. We both laugh at Seth's reaction.)

Cathryn: We make a great team huh?

James: We make an awesome team. You're my girl.

Kaiden: Cathryn Annabell get in the car now!!!

Cathryn: Okay, I'm coming! Geez.

James: I will walk you. Im going to Logan's house since Seth is pissed off at me.

Cathryn: Okay.

James walks me to Kaiden's car, he opens the door to the passenger seat for me. I put the book bag on the floorboard under my seat.

James: I love you Cathryn.

Cathryn: I love you too James.

James gives me one more kiss. Kaiden reaches over the seat grabbing my arm, pulling me closer into the car away from James, grabs my waste and forces me in my seat.

Kaiden: I told you to get in!

Cathryn: Let me go! (Kaiden lets me go, sits back in his seat and buckles up, and starts his car.)

Kaiden: Close the door.

Cathryn: Okay! Stop being such an ass. Geez.

(I look back one more time at James, and close the door. Before I could wave him goodbye Kaiden speeds out of the drive way, onto the road now driving to his house.

Kaiden: Put your seatbelt on.

Cathryn: Well I was going too before you just sped out of James' driveway like a maniac. (I put my seatbelt on.)

Kaiden: Why the hell were you at James' house to begin with!?

Cathryn: Because I wanted too be there.

Kaiden: You were suppose to be at Logan's house!

Cathryn: I was at Logan's house.

Kaiden: Jeremy is going to be fuckin pissed at you!

Cathryn: I don't care! You can stop yelling at me, Im right next to you. Stop being such an asshole.

Kaiden: Keep your mouth shut! Call me an ugly name one more time, and I'll punish you. I do have authority over you now, since your living with me for a few months. Don't fucking test me!
(I fold my arms lean my head back against the seat and look out my window.)
Cathryn: (mumbles) Whatever.

I watch as we pass houses through our neighbor hood driving to the end of the street, pulling in Kaiden's drive way.