[bayman]

Oh she did accept me. It was only once she realized that I was turned on from her honesty and learning that she could do alot with it she would enjoy that we ended up doing this. I was always honest with her, so in part, she did things because she knew it was my fantasy.

I feel extremely lucky and very excited to have the opportunity to do this with her as I was content leaving it all as fantasy, which at times I kind of do question myself as to whether it should have remained fantasy.

The experiences I had before meeting her, I definitely enjoyed when looking back on it though it was terrifying and difficult in the moment as I didn't really seek out the kink, just took advantage of open minded people who were able to get excited about me being small instead of being disappointed. Lol.

Those experiences are definitely what made the humiliation a turn on I think, maybe it was my way of turning trauma into something I could enjoy.