As you may know already, if you have read my
"ask me anything" thread, I have spent my entire life being a very shy, quiet, modestly-dressed kind of girl. But deep down inside, I have increasingly strong desires to be the exact opposite of that.
I can't just suddenly change. I feel like I would disappoint my family and everyone who knows me. But I will be graduating high school soon, and moving several states away to attend college this fall.
That's where you come in. I need help, advice, and ideas on how to transform myself from who I am now, without my friends and family here knowing about it. But when I get to college this fall, I want to look and act like a slut. Deep down inside, I desperately want to be that kind of woman. It makes me excited and nervous all at once. But I hardly know where to begin.
Any replies are welcome, but I especially hope to hear from other women who perhaps have personal experiences to share.