[EasyLeesy]

If the date goes well (ie not a car crash), I think that hand job needs to finish on your tits. You should do it either at his place or somewhere out and about. Don't clean up after, just a quick peck, wishing him a good night and leave. Walk home sticky, dildo yourself to sleep and clean up in the morning.

If it doesn't go well, then I think at least you've earned an orgasm, but I'd say that can't be at home.

Finally... Hope you're feeling happier. If not perhaps this prospect will cheer you up? When the keys arrive back, remove just your ugliest/oldest pair of panties and a bra then repost them back. You can wear once only as long as you remove them before going home. You can keep the bra, but the panties have to be left in a public place