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Originally Posted by lilith_
I think the most humiliating is my permanent orgasm denial. I don't get to cum at all. Not even once a year. Orgasm denial has completely manipulated my brain into actually thinking that orgasms are really NOT for me. The most humiliating of this is that I am now begging not to cum. I really do not want to cum at all.
It's so embarrassing to admit that orgasms now would be a punishment and not a reward.
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I get it completely. I'm also feeling less and less inclined to have an orgasm though being told I can't have one still fills me with jealousy and arousal.