Do you think you might have a specific type for a guy? As in, does anything about this guy stand out to the rest of guys you interact with?
It sounds like a very sexual fantasy and something I have experienced recently too.
I had considered myself straight, until my sub (wee_avocado) and I started experimenting with adding a male into our fantasies, and for us both to enjoy him.
I quickly discovered that I enjoyed every aspect of this and that I wanted to fuck the man. I started cumming pretty regularly to the thought of being with a man and my sub.
Thinking back on it all, I think I purposefully blocked myself from thinking about being with a man sexually, as it was something I had not known or considered before because I didn't one a committed relationship with one. But once I let the idea of being sexual with a man fully embrace me, I don't think I'll ever go back.
I still don't have any desire to be in a committed relationship with a man. But boy, does the thought of fucking one get me going.
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