Hello Mistress
when i read your Post i just had to register here. Since everything you wrote resonates so strongly within me.
Me too have the fetish of enduring. Wasting my time for someones amusement.
Working mindlessly stupid tasks. But having no choice but to endure.
I love the fight with my own psyche. Not wanting. But having to. Beeing Chained till im done with it.
I would love to expierience that with someone who likes this as well.
Taking all my free time from me.
Im 33 male and from germany. I really like black Gothic style boots. Pleasers. Or more robust ones.
I would love to hear from you. Please write to me so i can give you my contacts.