[footlover.london]

My first orgasm of 2024 wasn’t exactly planned. But it was certainly humiliating. And I’ve promised for this thread to be entirely honest. So my report is below.

After midnight had passed I carried on edging, mostly to censored porn. I knew I had to go to bed but I kept being tempted by one more. I’m my own worst enemy (and clearly a desperate slut). When I went to bed I had edged 18 times in 2024.

I was then up early too and things initially went well. I went to the bathroom to perform my first rule: stroking 100 times before I had my first pee. I even extended this to 100 seconds then edged (up to 19). Feeling horny and playful, I posted on a couple of GetDare threads, including to edge on demand. I edged once more anyway then someone messaged me to edge. This is where it started to go wrong.

I dutifully replied asking if I should send proof (it was shorttermslav, the last poster above) and he said yes. I sent a video of myself edging to some of my censored porn and also a pic of the post-edge pre cum leak. He asked if I licked it up and, of course, I had. I was then told to edge again…which I did…recording it again. This was number 22 and I also sent a video of me cleaning and licking up my precum ( then I edged again, up to 22).

Shorttermslav then instructed me to edge without my hands. I was initially unsure what to do but he said if I didn’t then I would have to simply watch porn without touching myself. This got too frustrating very quickly. Then I had an idea…

My failure was getting close…. though little did I know. I went into the bathroom and took a toilet roll. My dick was still hard but, being quite small, I snuggly fitted inside. I thrust the toilet roll pussy back and forth to test if it could be done…of course it did…and reached an edge once more. Knowing my toilet roll pussy could be used I positioned my screen with yet more censored (foot fetish) porn playing on the toilet seat and pumped away, this time recording it for Shorttermslav. I got to the edge quite quickly with the anticipation and sent. So humiliating. Shame I also have video proof (available on request).

Wanting to impress, since this edge had no leaking, I attempted again. Attempted being the key word.

I stood, gazing at censored foot porn, alone in a bathroom, fucking a toilet roll as a makeshift pussy and all less than 8 hours into my year of rationed orgasms. I got to the edge quickly again, the stiff and dry cardboard pressed against my useless cock. I stopped as I got there. But I knew I’d risked too much.

Knowing that pulling the toilet roll off would create additional stimulation, I stood waiting and hoping it would subside. It didn’t. From the end of my toilet roll pussy, by pathetic excuse for a cock spat out first a dribble, then spurts of cum over my screen and over the toilet seat itself. I just stood…accepting my first orgasm of the year was wasted…and ruined…and feeling defeated. The cum kept coming, covering the screen, seat cover and back of the tank, as well as tiles around.

Finally it stopped. But my humiliation wasn’t over. I couldn’t possibly have this counting as two releases, so I slipped my toilet roll pussy off my cock and bent over.

Tongue out, I first licked my iPad screen clean. I’d love to say it tasted disgusting but, in truth, I often find it so normal now. The next bit was less normal. Moving my iPad out of the way, I licked the toilet seat cover, puddle by puddle. I felt so pathetic. Probably because I am. Next the cistern and finally the tiles, which in many ways were worse. I licked every drop.

This was genuinely not planned and I really feel a failure. But I now have 24 orgasms left and I hope to have more control. Whether or not I do is up to you all I guess. And I will of course report everything here.

My updated summary of all of counts and rules is below. As a reminder you can add additional rules and challenges throughout the year.

Counts:
Date of last orgasm: 1 January 2024.
Edges since last orgasm: 0.
Orgasms during 2024: 1/25.
Total 2024 edges: 22.

Rules:
1. Stroke 100 times while hard before first pee each day (failing means can’t use this toilet for a day).
2. Time between next orgasm must be longer than between last (or orgasm counts as 2).
3. All cum must be eaten (this was submitted over kik).

Tasks:
1. Dice game for one orgasm. When I want to cum I must roll a dice and edge that number of times. I then roll a second: if this is lower than the first, edge this number of times and I am denied. If higher, then edge the dice count again and roll a third time: one or two means I ruin (still counts as orgasm); three or more and I can cum freely.