[Tigerlily]

I do not want to talk about it.

I will say that if you're not prepared to stop sub-drop before it hits more than once and don't have the mental capacity and confidence to handle more than one time of needing to snap out of what you're doing to go into comfort mode to avoid a hard crash, I do not believe the mental/psychological play I did is something that should be attempted/tried.
Now, I didn't have sub-drop, but it could have been very bad several times if I hadn't been able to respond as well as I did.


I do not want to talk about it because I am not sure what it hit psychologically within the 4 hours.
And I do not wish to discuss it here.
This is, different.
Private.
What happened in those 4 hours in the bathroom is still being processed psychologically and emotionally.