[katien]

The truth is that these days ago, I didn't really feel like writing. And since it is not a task that I have to do either, I have decided that I will update you with what I am doing and what I am feeling at all times, but I will not do a daily update. I will simply update you whenever I feel inspired to tell you about things.

Now is the time when chastity begins to go uphill. The difficult part begins, admitting to yourself that you have to look for alternatives to pleasure because my cock doesn't belong to me for a while. It sounds simple, but it is not as easy as it may sound when writing or reading it. In addition, the goal of not being able to cum at any time, wearing the cage, makes it even more difficult.

Keep in mind that although this chastity session began at the end of January, I only had a few hours of rest, in which it is true that I masturbated and came several times, although I could not take advantage of that little break. 24 hours, as much as I would have liked. Except for that little break, it's like she's been in chastity since January 3rd. So the time in chastity despite the rest, begins to take its toll.

I look at my cock and see it caged, unable to have full erections. With erections broken down and a little painful depending on the moment. And it makes me want to finish this stupid Dare as soon as possible. But then I log in to Chasterapp, look at the days I have left, and realize the reality of my situation.

Of course, I still take advantage of this surge in my sexual libido to talk to other guys and try to take advantage of them. A few days ago, I was contacting people from exposedfun, to try to humiliate them, get more photos and sometimes expose them again and other times, not. It depends on each one. There were times when I made photo requests to them because I had reposted their photos and as a condition to be able to delete their post. And then there were other guys who really want to be exposed.
There are also some who think they want to be exposed, but after a few minutes, they beg you to please delete the publication.
In all 3 cases, I get very excited to be able to take advantage of the situation to humiliate those boys or for those boys to humiliate themselves for me so they can get what they want.

I must also admit that I have had a few days a little more busy. A guy contacted me on Kik to send me one of the PM Dares that give him the right to ask me for nude photos for several days and I have to send them in a certain time, if I don't do it on time, the photo I have to send it anyway, but they can punish me . He just played with me for 3 days (it was the time he himself decided, when he sent me the first message). I was able to send almost all the photos on time. But there were two occasions when I didn't do it on time, on the first occasion, I had to write 160 lines that ended up becoming 190 (to finish the page that I had started). On the second occasion he had me do a 5-minute mouthsoaping. I did the first one dressed in my usual clothes, but he didn't like it and he ordered me to do it again but this time completely naked. I had to do a mouthsoaping with a large bar of soap, rubbing the soap well on all parts of the mouth…. And by having to repeat it again, it was not only that the taste of the soap stayed in my mouth for hours, but that it even made my mouth and lips itch and I even got some small wounds that took a few hours. to leave (the next day he had nothing). So if you ever have to use bars of soap to wash your mouth… I recommend that you do not use "Lagarto" bar soap. It's very traditional, but the effects are horrific. Although it also made me think that probably the original punishment for mouthsoaping is with that type of soap. Do not be. One of the days, he also took the opportunity to send me PM Dare, which forces me to lick the toilet lid for as long as the PM Dare sender says. He made me do it for 5 minutes. It is completely humiliating, even more so if you have to provide proof that you have done it. At least I have to say that I had washed the toilet a few hours before, although with the 5 minutes licking the lid, I think it was even cleaner than when I cleaned it with the products and in the right way.

Jemoer is also taking a little revenge on him, after I have sent several punishments to him, he has had the opportunity to punish me. At least it's original, right now I have permanent markers written on my feet, some puppy prints and the word "paw" written on each foot. Although he also made me videotape him fucking with the toilet for a few seconds, which, considering I'm also in a chastity cage, was completely humiliating and embarrassing for me.

As for the hits to my balls of yarn, during these days I have only made 300 more hits. I tried to find one with a ruler, since I had never done it before and with the television control that I had ordered other people to do, but I had never suffered it myself. The feel of the ruler hitting my balls, I have to say, isn't that bad most of the time. There are some blows that hurt a little more, but they are quite bearable blows. However, the blows to my balls with the television remote are really painful, although at least it is that internal pain that travels through the abdomen. I admit that most of the blows have been slapped on my balls, it is the fastest thing to do, it causes both internal pain and pain in the skin (I remember that the pain in the skin is what I like the least) and it causes quite a bit of pain. bearable when you have to repeat the hits over and over again. I have also punched myself several times and I have used one of the wooden spoons I have and I hate so much the pain it causes on the skin of my balls. The punches cause internal pain, which is great, however, in the videos you don't see the impact as well and hardly sound, so for fear that Rotahon won't count them, I haven't had a lot of them either.

During this weekend I have several tasks to do. I will have to do several lines for Jemoer, on Saturday I will have to send a photo of my cage every 30 minutes from when I wake up until I go to bed, to my Keyholder. I'll be home alone and I suppose you want to make sure I don't take the opportunity to get out of the cage at any time. And I also have to serve a punishment from Rotahon for submitting a photo out of time. I had to write a "pain" punishment in the "if you catch me" thread and I got caught. So I have to spank my ass 100 times with every implement I have. That if you see my album where I have photos with all my toys, you will see that there are several implements that I have to whip. So I suppose my ass would be very red and very hot.

I also admit that yesterday I had a day where I got pretty bad. I wanted to bring back a story I read years ago, back in the Tumblr days, about hazing and chastity. I remember reading about it on conqueredmanhood's Tumblr. Unfortunately, that Tumblr no longer exists. So I tried looking for it in your bdsmlr but unfortunately, I couldn't find it. Of course, he continues to make really good stories and short stories about chastity and about hazing and chastity. Very, very good. One of those that make you touch your cock, but you can't do it because of the cage, which makes me get even more into the skin of the characters. I shook my metal cage (I have changed the cage again, now I am using a CB Snake, which is precisely the first chastity cage I bought. I had not put it on for a long time, I did not remember how frustrating this cage is when my dick trying to get hard. The horrible pinches in the skin of my dick that it causes sometimes, if you try to shake the cage a little). I stopped in time. I didn't run. But I think that if at some point I run with the cage on, it is more likely that I will read a story than watch a porn video. There are stories that are really good. And in conqueredmanhood, between the photos and the stories that accompany them, it is a real torture for those of us who have a chastity cage and likes similar to the ones I have. But it's probably the best chastity blog I've ever seen. I'm glad to remind myself that it exists, since I haven't seen it in years (since Tumblr banned that kind of content). So I have a lot to catch up on. Which I think will further frustrate me in my chastity. Although that is something that also happens to the person who writes it. That from experience writing stories, I know that doing it with the chastity cage on, makes you get much better erotic stories than having your cock free. But it is real torture.





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