[StrawDog]

@Marissa- It's not my right or will to tell you how to feel, but if I may offer a different viewpoint; it's easy, sadly far, far, too easy, for things in life to go off track. Life is beautiful, but also relentless. Maybe the things you mentioned aren't dragging you down. Maybe as you're starting to heal and take more notice, you're gaining an awareness of other aspects that need work. It's painful, and it can be demoralizing. However, it's also essential knowledge to help you in your next steps, and better to go through now than be hit with later.

I don't expect my opinion is worth much, and that's good, but from what little I know of you and what you have to contend with, I'm impressed, think you've done bloody well, and it has been humbling to do this challenge with you (and everyone). Thank you.