WEDNESDAY:
Hello forum, There is so much to tell about today...I woke up very earley- probably because I felt very excited of my new Sir and a
shaving task I needed to do. But before the shaving task there was another task Sir ordered me - edging session.
So I put down my underpants and got in position 3 and started masturbating. I didnt get precised commands on how to edge exactly,
so I decided I will watch porn but I did remember to repeat the sentence "thank you Sir for letting me touch you cock".
I set the alarm on 10 mins, sit on chair, turned on the porn movie and started masturbating. At first it was really nice, I used my saliva for lubricant.
But after a while when I came to the edge it started getting harder because the alarm still didnt ring but I was horny as fuck - really wanted to cum...
I continued to masturbate while repeating the sentence. In last few mins I started to repeat the sentence in my own language - OMG I got to the edge even faster.
Repeating in own language was much more real and a turn on for me.. Finally the alarm went off and I stopped. I managed not cum. Thank you Sir...
Then it was time to start the main task - shave my body and genitals.
Because Sir didnt gave me exact orders how and what to shave and I already knew I am in trouble because I lied to the Sir yesterday..
I decided I wont take my chances so I decided I will shave everything - armpits, chest, balls, penis and anus. Sir was pleased I did all of it.
It took about an hour for me to shave it properly. And after any minute of shaving I felt more of a slave - exposed little boy, a toy for Sir..
I realized that no more hair will be hiding my delicate areas - now Sir will have a complete view of my balls and anus..
I could hide anymore if my anus will be dirty, or it will be twitching, also my balls are much more visible now...
But Sir needs to have a complete view - after all this are his balls and penis..
After being all shaved I sit in front of the laptop and log in on skype. Sir was already online.
I was immediately hard and excited but also a little afraid, because I know he will be angry if he read the yesterdays post.
After saying hello and a little talking he told me that yes he saw the report and I will be punished for faking him and not eating my cum..
ohhh I hoped he wont be strict but I knew I deserve it.
Also he told me that we will be learning 4 more slave positions and there are some new rules I will need to obey from now on, and here they are:
->After I wake up I will need to take off my pajamas and stay naked until I go to work. Also I will need to leave the curtains open.
->When I will be talking to Sir, I will need to be (off course) naked and in position 3. Or sitting on floor whit my bare ass (later called position 4)
->Every morning when I wake up and getting naked I need to edge for 10mins like today, but each time I will get bonus infos
about what to look - (example: for tomorrows edging I am ordered to look myself in the mirror while edging)
->Ohh and also my jocks-underpants holes would get larger.
The thoughts of all that new rules made me super horny, Sir really knows how to push my bottons. But I know it will be really hard to do all that rules.
Especially the naked rule - I get hard very fast, and I already know I will be hard the whole time I will be naked...Also being hard makes me think about Sir more often...
Already I am thinking of Sir for almost every few mins. Reminders like - underwear whit two big holes reminds me of Sir every few mins...
Yes like I mentioned I needed to make a bigger circular hole in the back of the underwear and extend the slit in the front. Now my balls or penis falls out much more often.
And my ass is almost all out. But thank you for that Sir, thank you for let me know my place.
And thank you for not letting me even bigger hole in the front - my balls or penis are still well hidden most of the time, or at least they cant both be outside...thank you Sir.
Then Sir sad that he will need to inspect my hair and the session begun. I was naked on floor - like asked, and Sir inspected me. He liked what he saw.
But he sad that he will need to punish me for lying yesterday. I was really scared not knowing what will happen. Ohhh and before that I needed to learn 4 new slave positions:
position no. 4 - is sitting on floor legs crossed and hands on head
position no. 5 - on all fours away from Sir, and whit spin put down so my anus was more visible
position no. 6 - bend down on chest away from Sir and hands need to opened ass checks, making my anus very visible
position no. 7 - is crouched a bit and hands in front - very difficult position to stand. After learning that I needed to get a shoelace and two belts.
And after some instructions and few minutes of trying I tied myself in a way Sir liked.
In short - first I needed to tie my balls and cock whit the shoe string, leaving who ends on each side of the string. Whit this two string endings I needed to do loops.
Throe the two loops I put the first leather belt and close it. So now belt was attached to my balls and pulling it.
Whit the other belt I went trough the first belt and puled on the backside up and around my neck.
Sorry a bit hard to describe but in the result was that all this set up was pulling my balls and penis to the backside up. Making a pressure on my neck an
balls..I already knew a pressure to the balls would made me more excited but a pressure to the neck? -surprisingly felt also very good??
never tired that..well... So all this made me hard to bend forward because it pulled my balls back. It was really fun and humiliating.
Especially when Sir ordered me to try the positions. The position 6 was very humiliating - But I cant imagine how embarrassing would it look when I will decide to show my face to Sir...
OMG I will probably be all red if doing stuff like this... Thank you for learning me all this Sir. Then Sir sead now the punishment comes. I was waiting for this moment to happen...
what can I do - I deserved it..
So Sir ordered me to take ruler and get into the position 6 And yes I did. Then he decided that for the punishment I will need to spank my balls 10 times.
And each spank I will need to tell the sentence: "One Sir, Sorry Sir I will never lie to again you Sir, two Sir..."
And I started taking every slap and repeating the sentence. After 10 slaps Sir changed me in position 3 and do it again 10 times. I did it steady and proud.
I knew I was bad boy yesterday and I wanted to show Sir I can take the punishment for him. Longer and longer I know Sir I have bigger and bigger felling
that I want to get Sir to be proud of me. I guess I am really turning into a slave of Sirs. Giving my control to him and liking it....
And the 20 slaps were over, I made my lesson... But actually it wasnt so hard - I could take much mere slaps or whit much bigger force, but Sir didnt know that..
Now he knows
....
It is hard to admit this to Sir but actually punishment needs to be punishment and if for me it wont be, then I know I will keep doing mistakes,
not respecting Sir, and I know I need to be a little afraid of him - if not there is no master-slave relationship...
So Sir I hope and I know I will get proper punishment next time - especially when I do mistakes like I did yesterday -probably I should get 100 slaps on balls and 150 on ass leaving both pure red...
But thank you for being so good to me Sir.
After the punishment Sir let me edge again for a longer time...It was really hard..Getting so close to cum and not doing it...
The last edging scenario was me being in position 6 and edging..After some time Sir sead- turn to me: and in the minute I turned he came..
Once again I was forced to watch him cum, and me being left whitout..
It was so shameful, but I am Sirs toy - he knows what is the best for me..
After begging him to make me cum, he sead no, and there will be at least a week to cum...OMG I dont know if I will make a week..
Especially being teased by underwear the whole time and being naked half of the day-being erected so much time and thinking about Sir...
And not cumming!!! It will be really hard... Then we say goodbye to each other and I was left naked and hard...It was humiliating and disappointing
Sir could cum and I was graving for that felling but it didnt happen...
After an hour of walking naked around the apartment and being hard the whole time. I put my "new" underwear on, got dressed and went to work...
The holes on underwear are much bigger now - I am constantly checking my genitals and ass if they can be seen. And putting my trousers as much up to the belly as they go.
Also there is no hair on my genitals anymore, I was also checking my zipper every few mins..
I was so afraid it will open. Probablyy my balls or cock could be seen if that would have happened.
I hope I didnt give Sir a new idea to made me do something like that in future... So thank you for todays lesson Sir.
I am also in a way looking forward to staying naked tomorrow and I hope I will get you proud Sir.
During todays work I had some time and I found on my computer that I have an old report about my fantasies and desires. It is basically about how I see the session and tasks..
It also had some ideas about punishments and sessions.. So I decided that I will log in on skype and ask Sir if he would like to read this-to get to know me better and my ideas...
He responded and agreed. He was reading about it and after some time he sad that there are many ideas that he liked and we will talk more about them tomorrow,
but one thing - that I wrote there, he decided he will include and set as a new rule right away, here is it:
-I need to have skype installed on my phone and from this day on if I am doing any task (like todays underwear) Sir can decide and message me "proof"
on the skype chat. If that happens I need to prove that I am doing or I did my task... So for example: today Sir wanted the prove that I am really wearing mentioned underwear at work.
I needed to go to the toilet and made few pictures asprovee. I successfully did them and prove that I am doing the task-I was wearing the underwear -THANK GOD I didnt fake it..
So as for this time because it was the first time- I only needed to took few photos, for the next time Sir could also demand that I would need to video call it and show him live on cam...
This will be harder for me to fake the tasks...I will never know when will Sir decide and wrote me that he wants proof and I could easily get caught...
Probably Sir could also video call me during the time when I am to be naked till work...I would need to answer the call, turn on the cam and prove that I am really naked...
but more infos of this new rule I will get to know tomorrow...
Ohh one more thing I noticed today for the first time and would like to share whit you: I dont know if it is because of the long edging and denial,
or maybe because of the being hard so much time. But I noticed that every now and then I have a felling like I cant control my bladder like am leaking piss?..
I get a student felling like I need to pee. And if I dont squeeze the penis muscles at that time I would probably pee myself..
I Dont know why is that?? One time when I was checking my penis I could find few drops on the head-was that pee from this situation or it is pre-cum?
I dont know but it is interesting...
So thank you for letting me learn all that and experience so much new stuff and I promise I will be a good boy for you Sir..And I really hope I will pass
the trial time well and I could become youre fulltime slave!
And thank you forum, I hope you like my journey and if you would like to comment anything please feel free to do so..
Regards!
slave Monos