[slaveboy28]

Dear all,

I was really humbled by the number of replies and comments I received and I would like to thank all of you for taking the time to read my blog and help me even better understand the world of submission. I do not think I completely deserve them but it is nice to know there are people with similar interests out there. And I can only agree with Wedgiebondagebabe “A master and slave relationship is more than the tasks you do but more how it makes you submit mentally.” And this mental submission is also always present when reading your comments, as they are not just comments of my journey but also comments read and examined by the “captain” steering this ship - my Sir. And I am always first of all worried about his reaction. I want to make him proud, do things right. But as one of the users commented in a private message: “even though you try not to do anything wrong, it's not always going to happen, trust me”. I have this in my mind as well but I really tend to focus on giving Sir my best, hoping to learn also from my mistakes and also being aware that every mistake needs to be paid for.

Sir is strict about this and there are no easy ways out, no shortcuts. Some of you even suggested Sir is perhaps being too strict but so far I think he is just recognising what I need (a lot of control and discipline). But this does in no way mean he is not taking care of me when things get really hard. He takes his time, explains things and also warns me of potential risks. And he did this when administrating punishments as well as when setting me my weight goals. They are very hard to achieve but Sir knows my routine now, knows my workouts and was also very specific on the importance of healthy eating.

Once again thank you for your advice and comments. And now to the AMA. Thank you m55uk4younger for your reply and your questions. In the first part I will just bold my answers where possible and reply where needed, in the second and third part (which will follow in my next blog update) explanations will also follow as per you request.

Part I:

1. Playing “sexual truth or dare” would you rather watch people have sex or would you prefer having sex with someone while being watched?
2. Would you rather watch porn with someone or reading erotica out loud, while touching yourself?
3. Would you rather have sex with the lights on, or the lights off?
4. Would you rather try to bring another person into bed with your partner as a threesome?
5. Would you rather have sex in the morning, or at night?
6. Would you rather be active or passive?
7. Would you rather give oral sex, or receive it?
8. Would you rather have sex while someone is watching, or would you prefer to watch someone having sex?
9. Would you rather be on top, or underneath?
10. Would you rather spit, or swallow?
11. Would you rather try out new and crazy kinky sex ideas, or just have romantic sex?
12. Would you rather have multiple sex partners, or just one?
13. Would you rather end a first date with a passionate kiss, or would you like to end a first date with sex?
14. Would you rather watch guy on girl porn, girl on girl porn, or guy on guy porn, to turn yourself on?
15. Would you rather have sex with your girlfriend/boyfriend or their sister/brother?
16. When did you last masturbate? I was last allowed an orgasm 48 days ago, but did my routine morning edging today.
17. What did you use? Hand.
18. What did you think about? Sir’s worn underwear - his beautiful boxers. “blush”
19. What was the last thing you inserted anally? A butt plug.
20. Did you enjoy it? Yes.
21. How long was it there for? An hour.
22. Was it clean when it came out? Not completely. “blush”
23. Boys: Is one testicle lower than the other? Yes although they are so small it is hard to notice.
24. Has anyone ever found out a sexual fetish of yours? Yes.
25. What happened? I had one real time experience with a dominant man and it was at that occasion he found out a lot about me and my fetishes.
26. Have you ever been really ashamed of something sexual you did? Yes.
27. What was it? I am still deeply ashamed of peeing in public and wearing diapers.
28. Do ever wear a butt plug? Yes.
29. If so, where do you wear it? Just at home. Not brave enough to do it when in public. The idea still scares the hell out of me.
30. Have you ever had anal sex? No.
31. Have you ever had a real life slave/Master relationship? No, not a relationship.
32. What is the most embarrassing dare you have done? I would once again say peeing in open space as it was reported in (more than) one of my blogs.
33. What is the most dangerous sexual thing you have done? I would not say I did anything really dangerous so far.
34. Does pain or humiliation turn you on? Yes.
35. What type of porn do you like? I enjoy erotic (bdsm) stories much more than anything else.
36. How frequently do you masturbate? Daily edgings.
37. Do you punish yourself? If so, how? I receive punishments from my Master and almost every single one was described in this blog.
38. Does someone else punish you? If so, how? Please see answer to the previous question.
39. Have you ever had your genitals punished? If so, how did it feel? As described in my blog, I had them flogged, clamped, hit. This is always a very painful and humiliating experience.
40. Do you get turned on reading getdare? Sometimes, yes.

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