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Thanks for all your replies. You are right in that my shame stems from the fact I don't want ANYONE finding out about my kinks.

Everyone here has been great. I'd like to apologise to everyone I suddenly broke communication with while I've been here. My way of dealing with it has been to close my accounts and run away without telling anyone what I'm doing or why. I'm sure there are people on get dare who have been quite worried by my sudden silence.

I do have quite a few kinks and I do love to explore. The one I'd really like to get away from is playing with my own poop. It is pretty disgusting. I used to do it when I just hit puberty but then gave it up for years. I've started doing it again recently and can't seem to shake it.