• I have wished to be a girl for almost my whole life. I have never truely liked being a guy
• I don't like my body. I comment as such and it hurts the people I care about. Everyone I know says I'm pretty, I just don't see it. I keep making comments of how I look like a drugged up fat pig, and I know it's causing my loved ones to suffer. I just can't help it.
• I want to die but I'm too scared to do it.
• I think I am pregnant, I don't want baby.
• I'm scared of certain noses. I will start screaming my head off over small noses and if people are around will me. I will just laugh with them and act like nothing is wrong.
• I burn myself now and overdose on meds.
• I don't know how to show emotion anymore. The only emotion I show is angry. All I want for christmas this year is for all the pain to go away so I can be truely happy. Everyone thinks I'm this happy go lucky and really I'm depressed.
• None of my boyfriends have ever huged me, kissed me or even held my hand. I have never been cuddled with either.