Self-spanking and being spanked by someone else, will never be the same. When you spank yourself it is strongly probable to reduce the power of the punch by instict. Even if you are capable of controling yourself and punch as hard as you can, you still know the exact moment that pain is expected and, more or less, in what degree and you are prepared psychologically and physically (muscles of the target area). Yet your brain will reduce the feeling of pain if it is prepared for the punch.
The feeling of being ready to cry when spanked by another person is a combination of the pain you feel, the unknown exact time and strength of the punch and above all, the sense that you have no control on it. Pain is shared between the skin and the mind. Don't forget this.
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