The Naked Debt
I stood there, awkward, skinny and embarrassed in nothing but a pair of grey briefs. I crossed my arms, I was cold. The studio was very drafty.
"Come on kid, don't have all day, get nude."
How did I get here? When I turned 18, I took advantage of being able to gamble, and I gambled way too much. 6 months later I owed too much money. I almost couldn't pay rent. But I knew a guy who could get me enough money to clear my debt, in fact he knew some people who would pay off the debt completely. They were looking for a skinny male model, he sent them my picture and they said I was exactly what they wanted. I accepted, and I signed a contract... without reading it.
It was too late to get out of it once I learned I signed up for various pornographic shoots. I was naive to think I'd be in anything other than underpants, but to be nude? On camera? In front of these people? Humiliating. You see, I'm very self conscious, tall but skinny, with maybe 5 inches between my legs if I'm really horny. But I've only had one girlfriend in high school, we had sex once. At least I'm not a virgin I guess.
But this... nude. In front of these people.
"Look kid, we were promised full frontal and more let's get that dick out!"
and more... I trembled at the thought.
I slowly put my fingers into my briefs, I bent down and pulled them down, quickly covering my crotch with my hands.
"For fuck sakes, hands down!" I could feel myself turn red as I uncovered my crotch and exposed myself.
"There we go! Perfect. That's what I'm looking for!" he snapped photos and I could feel the eyes upon my nude body and my genitals.
After what felt like forever...
"Okay. Perfect. Next we need you to get hard and masturbate for us."
to continued
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