[MountainLion]

By who or what do you want to be forced or controlled?

--Mostly I like to be controller and influenced by strangers online. But really love being manipulated by kinky friends and software as well. Whatever causes me to forfeit control.


Do you like to be blackmailed, too?
- If yes, why about being blackmailed turns you on?
- If not, why not?

--Sure, within reason of course. I really love being blackmailed because it eliminates choice. Those holding the cards could pull you into a room at any given moment and touch whatever they want, do whatever they want, and send you back when they have been sufficiently entertained.


Did someone (so not fate) forced you to do something?
- If yes, that thing that he/she forced you to do, was that related to anything kinky?
- Did he/she know that you like to be controlled?

--I once give one of my friends control over my body via webcam, and he instructed me to masturbate. To told me to grip really firmly and masturbate as hard and fast as I could. But close as I was I wasn’t allowed to cum.


Did someone (so not fate) controlled you?
- Who is or was this person?
- What did you have to do? (your most exciting example)

--Yes, it was the same friend. He told me to ride a dildo on webcam as he masturbated. When he was done he simply kind of dismissed me. It was exciting to be treated like an object.


Did someone blackmail you before?
- If you get the chance to be blacmailed by a trustworthy person, would you accept it?
- Are you willing to be blackmailed by a family member or a good friend?
- Are you willing to be blackmailed by someone you know in real life, but don't know well enough?
- Are you willing to be blackmailed by someone you've never seen or someone from the internet?

--I have no, but I would absolutely go for it. Like I mentioned earlier, the elimination of choice excites me to extreme levels. I’d be fine with if it were a distant family member or friend, but I’d be cautious with people I didn’t know too well.


What turns you on more, being forced/ controlled by a male or female?
- Are you straight, gay/ lesbian or bi-sexual?

--I’m bi-sexual and prefer being controlled/forced by a burly dude. In these situations I’d like to be manhandled and overpowered.


What kind of "being forced and controlled"-fantasy do you have?
- For how long are you forced or controlled?
- By who? (gender, age, what does he/she look like, ...)
- Something more you want to say about it...

--For the entire evening I'm stuck with powerful male who is slightly older than me. In this fantasy we don't quite get along. But while we don't get along, there's an obvious physical attraction. After an awkward silence in which I ignore him, he suddenly initiates the night by pinning me to the floor, whipping open his pants and resting his genitals on my face, implying that I suck it. After a period of resistance and turning my head both ways, the tip finds my mouth. I comply submissively.


Do you have fantasies about being blackmailed?
- For how long are you blackmailed?
- By who? (gender, age, what does he/she look like, ...)
- What material does he/she blackmail you with?
- Is he/she anonymous or known?
- Something more you want to say about it...

--Initially for the evening, at a family gathering. A female cousin of about my age, average looking nothing special in particular, show me pictures she took of my computer screen with legal but unpopular porn on it. If I don’t do as she says, she’s going to show it to everyone. During the entire night she keep pulling me aside and teases me relentlessly. Asking me to expose myself, touch her in inappropriate places, and forces me elaborate about my sexual fantasies. When I’m fired up and about ready to burst she sends me back only to repeat it time after time again for the own personal entertainment.

Getting a taste for this kind of thing, her exploits continue long after that initial evening.


Does the relationship between you and the one who controlled you have to be 'pure' or can she abuse, use and humiliate you whenever, however and wherever he/she wants?

--The latter. It’s not really control when there’s string attached. I’m just careful who I give the control to.


Do you want him/her to fully control you or just for a part?
- What can he/she control and what not?
- Any reasons why you choose for this?

--Contradictory to my previous answers, I’m going to say partially. While I’ll give them full control, the fact that I being controlled has to remain a secret. So things like clothing, behaviour and so on have to stay in my control when in public.


Do you want to give videos and pictures away to the one who controls you, knowing he/she would never disclose them?
- Who would this person be?
- What kind of pictures and videos? (with or without face, humiliating, naked or clothes, ...)

--I’d show and do anything for those deserving of that sort of trust. I find that kind of loyalty and assertiveness very arousing.


Did fate ever controlled you, e.g. by rolling a die?
- What's your most exciting example of fate that controls you?
- Do you like this more than being forced or controlled by a human?

--While I like machines/chance controlling me, I prefer there being someone’s devious mind behind it. So I don’t really have any lasting memories of time where I was incredibly aroused by a fate dare/challenge.


Are you interested in a Android app or computer program that automaticly controls you?
- What functions is it allowed to have? (webcam, picture, reports, disclosing stuff, controlling your internet usage, controlling what you wear, etc.)
- Do you want to let this program completely control you or only partly?
- Do you like the idea of a program controlling you more than being forced or controlled by a human?

--If it can do so while keeping me anonymous, absolutely! I’d like it to;

-Be discrete and wearable in public.
-Control vibrators attached to the genitals, butt and nipples.
-Activate at random times.
-When it’s active, I’d like it to broadcast my voice (but distorted) and heartbeat.
-When broadcasting, I’d like it for people watching/listening to be able to says thing to me over an earpiece.
-Occasionally give the reigns to members of the audience for brief periods.


What do you think right now? (only related to this thread)
- Did you found out something about yourself after thinking a lot about this subject and these questions?
- From a score of 1 to 10, what's the rating you give this thread?

--I rate this thread a very solid 9 out of 10. It’s was an interesting and exhilarating trip down my own psyche. I knew most of it already, but it’s always nice to review it and reaffirm what you know. Which is that I’m a submissive perv.