[obedience_247]

report on trying to make sissy cummies last night.


So last night I tried to orgasm. I followed all the dares/rules I have established in this thread. I dressed up on the prettiest girliest clothes I own. I wore silk pink panties a tight black mini skirt with fish net stockings. I wore a white lave bra witty pink bows and extra ruffles. I had a soft white silk blouse and write a blonde wig with pig tails made with more pink ribbons. I then spent 30 min trying lots of makeup on. Some shocking street whore styles. other soft subtle methods. All this girlie preparation with lashes of sweet perfume got
my sissy clitty all stiff. I felt so dirty and naughty dressing up like a girl. this was a problem as I wasn't meant to stimulate my clit at all this evening. My plan was to keep my clitty in a glass jar to block all stim for the.full night. But to fit it in I needed to go soft. To make my clitty small I got some ice and put it on my penis. Once I was tiny and small I slide my limp clitty into the jar and returned to the mirror. I started to flirt with my self to get more humiliated and therefore more turned on. I think I looked ridiculous. Silly and sissy and disgusting. A complete sex crazed sissy whore. my clitty still swelled up and the jar was stuck, I was unable to take it off until I made cummies or lost my clitty stiffy.

After prancing around my room for a while doing lots of suggestive possess I got out my dildo. I climbed onto my bed and started a shemale montage on my computer. I started by pretending to warm up the artificial cock with a hand job. Stroking up and down up and down and then giving a few loving tugs like I use to play with my clitty. But my clitty encased in glass was left un cared for. It was deliciously frustrating. then I got out some lube and started to coat my dildo lover in the soft silly liquid.

I then laid back and started my anal penetration. Like a good girl I moaned and wimpered and begged for cock. I tried to only think about men with cocks fucking me but I kept having images of beautiful women with strap ons doing me hard in the sissy pussy. I was so horny I kept changing positions and kept begging for harder fucking. More cock. I tried watching the shemale porn so I could focus on cock and tits but I just kept thinking of women and I then had a realisation. Not only was I dressed as a sissy with an untouchable clitty in a jar. Not only was I fucking myself hard in the bum. Not only was I forcing myself to focus on men who I am not attracted to whilst doing this. Not only all that but also I was doing everything because some stranger online told me to. I am that much of a submissive. I obey random people I have just meet and who may never talk to me again. I just
crave humation.

The next 2 hours of sissy pussy fucking passed in a blur. Humiliation. Moaning. Cocks. Porn. Degradation but NO ORGASM. I did not Cum last night so tonight I am scheduled to Cum.

Even though I messed up and thought about women with strap on s and not just cocks. Please can someone give me permission to make sissy cummies.

PS I found this image today and I got VERY turned on. Is this my fate?
http://xhamster.com/photos/view/2078...73.html#imgTop

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