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Ending One - Epilogue Andrew

I drove home with the radio off most of the way. I wanted to soak in the whole experience and try to sort out my feelings. Until now, I had only imagined what it was like to be a slave. Now, I felt it and, for a few days, lived it. I felt the loss of control. I experienced what it was like to do things for the whim of someone else – things I didn’t want to do or enjoy doing.

I felt the humiliation of having to put on devices and used diapers and it felt right. I felt like it was my place. I felt like I was somehow inferior and enjoyed feeling that way.

I wish Ev was a more willing master – and at times he did seem to really enjoy the power. I wanted him to enjoy it more. I wanted him to feel the superiority over me and to realize that I should feel privileged to serve him.

I want more.

The End