32F Submissive Masochist - Ask me
 

I'm bored and can't sleep so ask me anything (pretty much) and I'll answer.

Lo xx

What's the most masochistic thing you've willing done to yourself?

Nailed my nipples to a wooden plank.

What goes through your mind when doing that to yourself, I assume you are the one actually hitting the nails with the hammer?

Yes, I did it to myself but under the instruction of someone who was there with me. I'm a deeply submissive person so I am naturally inclined to follow orders from someone who I perceive as being "superior" to me.

As for the thought process is actually doing it, I'll admit there is a war inside my head between the sensible, logically parts of my brain and the submissive and masochistic parts of my brain but the sensible parts rarely win! I enjoy the feeling of my flesh being pierced and nails is just a really extreme brutal piercing. I guess it's just mind over matter!

does pain turn you on?

did you get sexually aroused by nailing your nipples down?

can you orgasm from pain, or at least while in pain?

what is one painful thing you HAVE done that you'd rather not do again?

what is one painful thing you haven't done that you want to try?

what is the most extreme painful thing you can think of that you WOULD do if told to by someone "superior" to you?

So do you really always sit on toilet seats?

Yes, I'm a masochist so I get pleasure from pain.

Yes, I was massively turned on by it. Partially from the pain and partially from being "made" to do it, submission turns me on a lot. It hurt a lot though!

I can orgasm whilst in pain yes but have never orgasmed from pain, although the ability to do that is a goal of mine.

Hmmm, that's a tough one. The only thing I can think of is what I would call "non-sexual pain". I broke my pelvis once from being kicked between my legs and that pain was definitely not a turn on and i wouldn't want to do that again.

I would like to be branded but it would have to be by someone that I really trusted.

I would pretty much do anything I was told as long as I trusted the person. I have this fantasy where I am forced to orgasm repeatedly and the only way they will stop is if I tell them they can remove my clit. Eventually I do and after one last orgasm they cut it off with some primitive farm type tool and then seal the wound with a hot piece of metal. But that is just a fantasy.

Erm, yes. As opposed to...?

So I assume you're a fan of some of the 'Bishop' artwork covering amputation etc?

Have you many tattoos?

Have you tried stapling your pussy shut?

If you're ever in the mood for dares, lemme know!
Reading reports from what you'd be willing to do would be amazing.
Maybe more importantly, your experience would be enough to tell me if a dare was going to far, or not practicle, or not fun, or maybe too dangerous. Or even something that you might be willing to do, but that could leave permanent marks.

The type of masochism your into is very arousing to me, but it seems rare enough that there isn't enough good material on it to see what is feasible, what isn't, and how to stay safe.

Oh
Sorry. Should ask a question too!

Have you ever tried hanging by your tits?

Have you played with hot wax, flame cotton, or hot metal?

Are their pains you prefer?

What do you think about the concept of a "loving sadist," who would hurt you in bizarre or extreme ways, but always did it because he loved seeing you enjoy it, and outside of the sex was sweet, kind, loving?
(I see myself as being that kind, but it is like balancing conflicting things, and so I have no idea how a woman, who wanted to be a masochist sub, would even feel about that)

type and colour of panty? descripe it!

On someone else's ama you suggested about using henna for semi permanent body writing. Is this something you've tried yourself and, if so, how did it go?

I've never heard of it to be honest, but amputation of limbs doesn't really appeal to me.

I had one but I had it removed.

I've had it done for me, they don't stay in all that well though.

Feel free to PM me if you want to chat about a dare.

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No, my breasts aren't big enough for that I don't think.

Yes, no and yes. I would like to do the flame cotton thing but does it require special cotton? I need to research it.

I like what I term "sexual pain", which is hard to describe. It's easier to describe "non-sexual" pain which would be stubbing your tow, breaking your arm..that sort of thing.

I've met such people and liked them just fine. S&M and D/s don't always have to go together, that's not to say D/s relationships aren't loving because they are, it's just horses for courses. Personally I am very much into D/s as well as S&M.