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Now what?
I am feeling a little lost today ...
Yesterday Jaro and I decided that it would be best to end our D/s relationship. It was a mutual decision. We just wanted/needed different things.
I am glad that I was able to help him realize his potential. He grew so much over the 6 months that we were together. But every good thing must come to an end, and I am glad we have ended on good terms.
I will still be here to mentor him, to provide advice, maybe the occasional task, and to be a friend. I do wish him the best of luck in his journey as a sub.
Now what? I don't even know ... I am a little lost to be honest. I feel like I need a new project. I also need to be able to let out some of my bossiness that usually I unleash on Jaro. Asslvr is not happy when I get super bossy and starting spanking him and twisting his nipples and telling him I am going to lock his "little minion" in a cage. So I do need another project.
But I also think I want to spend some time being subby. It has been awhile since I have felt truly subby. So we will see how that goes.
And I guess I will just spend some time enjoying being married, and maybe planning a honeymoon!
Yesterday Jaro and I decided that it would be best to end our D/s relationship. It was a mutual decision. We just wanted/needed different things.
I am glad that I was able to help him realize his potential. He grew so much over the 6 months that we were together. But every good thing must come to an end, and I am glad we have ended on good terms.
I will still be here to mentor him, to provide advice, maybe the occasional task, and to be a friend. I do wish him the best of luck in his journey as a sub.
Now what? I don't even know ... I am a little lost to be honest. I feel like I need a new project. I also need to be able to let out some of my bossiness that usually I unleash on Jaro. Asslvr is not happy when I get super bossy and starting spanking him and twisting his nipples and telling him I am going to lock his "little minion" in a cage. So I do need another project.
But I also think I want to spend some time being subby. It has been awhile since I have felt truly subby. So we will see how that goes.
And I guess I will just spend some time enjoying being married, and maybe planning a honeymoon!
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Its sad when things come to an end, but at least you ended on good terms. If you are unsure perhaps its best to try a temporary thing with a friend and see how you feel.
If you ever need a pretend fan dance and I am around you are welcome to one
Posted 05-15-2017 at 01:43 PM by Ly Ph 
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Does this mean you will stop wondering into my blog trying to spank me *wink wink*Posted 05-23-2017 at 11:45 AM by Doux et vivant
