Okay firstly I want to start by saying this isn't something about denial, I wish it was. It's a more serious issue than that.
For as long as I've known I have been able to cum whether masturbating or having sex, the only way it'll come out is by having wet dreams or when I pee.
I had told a getDare member about this years ago and he suggested telling a doctor about it, well I was too nervous to do it at the time. It took me a long time but I eventually did it this year....