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Rules have helped me

Posted 03-24-2018 at 10:46 AM by Pariahterror

In the last weeks I have gotten some good and bad news. And bad news seems to have more impact and can stay longer. Especially when those things are here to stay.

Due to some happy events I was given some rules to obey. And it wasn't actually planned to get rules not associated to my celebration thread. But I am happy to obey them.

A day or two later I got the bad news (it was actually already known, but I might have denied it or thought it might be something different). It didn't get through to me at first. As I was doing my cornertime as stated in my rules. The realisation seeped in some more and more. But as I was obeying my rules, I was being able to remain myself. The spanking was there too to keep me happy and in control. As I want and will obey them.

And what I'm thinking now is that due to these rules. I had something to cling on. To have something that will stay at the moment. Something I didn't want to let go of. And it was one of the few things I coud cling to as I just moved. I don't want to give this message through the phone or just talk to someone on the phone about it. And I don't want to tell such a thing to people who I actually don't really know well. It isn't something you tell strangers especially if people closer to me don't know it. (apart from my blog here as I needed to tell at least someone, and I felt safe doing so).

Another point is that I am just not ready to talk with the people around me about it. What impact it has and see their reaction. A rule is much easier for me to cling to. And maybe feel safe and in control. And it won't talk back. It won't put me in the center of attention.

But what is it about these rules that kept me steady. It was because I have to do those daily. I need to put time and effort in them to do them well. The rules I'm talking about are about cornertime, spanking and edging.

These all have in common that it was something I do consciously. And something I was ordered to do. I have my toenails painted, but they don't give the same effect as the three above, but it does make me feel good though. As painted nails don't need daily attention, but the spanking etc does.

What I have learned from this latest experience is that rules are good and can be used to get support from. Especially when your environment is changing (or has changed recently). They are also very helpful if you lack people skills. There is one aspect about these rules, that support you, which I find important (apart from being happy to do them). This is that the rules shouldn't happen automatically, but you need to put effort into following them daily.

As a last item, I want to thank Butterfly for her support in this blog post
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    CSasha's Avatar
    Double posted blog? Looks like you have it twice now.
    Posted 03-24-2018 at 10:47 AM by CSasha CSasha is offline
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    Pariahterror's Avatar
    Quote:
    Originally Posted by Cassandra View Comment
    Double posted blog? Looks like you have it twice now.
    I noticed it too, deleted the other one
    Posted 03-24-2018 at 10:50 AM by Pariahterror Pariahterror is offline
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    Blue Fox's Avatar
    LOL Which explains why my comment on the first wouldn't go through. ^.^

    Anyway, glad that you've found something to help center you. Rules can be awesome by offering that structure that is needed.
    Posted 03-24-2018 at 10:52 AM by Blue Fox Blue Fox is offline
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    CSasha's Avatar
    It's a really god insight. Thanks for sharing.

    Wish you the best for your environment.
    Posted 03-24-2018 at 11:16 AM by CSasha CSasha is offline
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    Butterfly's Avatar
    I can relate to this so much. I find that having rules and regulation in my life helps keep me centered when chaos is happening around me. I am glad it is working for you as well.
    Posted 03-24-2018 at 02:05 PM by Butterfly Butterfly is offline
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    perkygirlie's Avatar
    Thanks for posting this. I'm sorry that you've been having a hard time with bad news, but I'm happy to hear that your rules have helped. Rules/structure/giving up control have always helped me too, which is one of the reasons why I've loved this lifestyle.
    Posted 03-24-2018 at 07:28 PM by perkygirlie perkygirlie is offline
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    PrincessJessica's Avatar
    A good insight into daily rules and I hope they continue to keep you nicely centred. Being made to take yourself out of the daily grind with something enjoyable is something I particularly enjoy too
    Posted 03-25-2018 at 07:09 AM by PrincessJessica PrincessJessica is offline
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    Pariahterror's Avatar
    Thank you all for your supportive words. I was happy to share my insight and experience with you all.
    Posted 03-26-2018 at 10:49 PM by Pariahterror Pariahterror is offline
 

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