Wow journal… just wow is all I can say. First it was a long long day today I was off and my Miss/girlfriend had class so I spent the day laying around missing her greatly. As I prepared for bed I plugged myself with one of the vibrating plugs (this is one of Miss’s rules but she has let me not do it these last few nights to give me a break. She got home from school we chatted a little and where just watching our shows. I asked if I could do my daily nipple clamping and from there things just kind of...

So the second day of my punishment thread came around, and with the exception of one new rule there wasn't many punishments handed out - something I was relieved about.

After waking up and removing the latex clothing from my sleeping punishment, I went to the corner of my room and completed my 12 minutes of corner time on my knees only. They were still a bit tender from the previous day, so I am starting to think that by the time I leave my knees will be really sore and corner time will...

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As I walked down the aisle, I didn't want to look at Asslvr. I knew if I looked into his eyes, I was not going to be able to keep it together. Instead I focused on breathing and walking. But finally I couldn't avoid it any longer. To my surprise, looking at him actually calmed me. I looked and I saw only him. Everything else disappeared.


When I reached the front, I could hear Asslvr...

On May 6, I became Mrs. Asslvr (thank goodness that isn't his real last name!). It was the most perfect and magical day ever.

The night before the wedding, Asslvr and I, and some of our friends and family stayed at the hotel that we were getting married at. We had some drinks, ate pizza, played in the pool, relaxed in the hot tub and watched some hockey.

Around 9:30, I said goodnight to my fiance for the last time. I then had a nice...

Last week was really rough. I kept away most of the week because I just needed time to myself to deal with everything happening around me. It was overwhelming. I dealt with a lot of family drama. It seemed that my phone was crisis central and that nobody could do anything without my help even though I am a 40 hour drive from everybody and could literally do nothing to help.

I like to help and be there for my family. But it is heartbreaking when people you love are calling you and are...

5/28/17

Let’s see journal last night’s play is a little hazy cause I was pretty sleepy towards the end. I remember chatting with Miss while I was in bed (still caged) and watching my show. It was getting late when she suddenly said, “I thought slut would want to play”. So, I turned on the app so she could control it and placed the toy against the cage. I also asked if she wanted me to clamp my nipples which she said “yes” to. She then proceeded to tease me with the toy turning it...