I have self confidence issues.

A lot of this is because of my past, but I also know that as a plus sized woman, society's idea of beauty does not fit what I see in the mirror.

Because of this, I don't really enjoy being naked. I am not comfortable when I am naked. Even in front of just Mr. Devious, I try to pull something over my tummy or keep something in front of me.

Words like sexy,...

Part 1: Summary

Sooo this forum is addicting and lurking is an endless cycle since threads go so far back. I've spent so much time on here I've been neglecting things I actually should be doing. My Mistress got mad and decided that since I spent so much time here, she would make me follow a thread. I had to do the dare thread that was most recently posted to, write up the report, and keep it posted here for at least a week. One of the hardest things for me is having to report my punishments...

Had to post in parts because my Mistress wanted min 2000 words in my report, but blog character limit is 10000

Pt 2: Actual rolls/responses

1st roll- 186. Reroll thrice, go commando for a week, OR anally masturbate (ONLY anal stimulation).
I (stupidly) picked the first since I'm not big on anal. I also knew my Mistress would be proud of me for not picking the easy way out. Going commando for a week is easy enough, so I just have to reroll 3x and hope for the best....

These are the rules Nina@ gave me for winning her Easter egg challenge.

Rules start today for 1 week.

1) In the entire week you are only allowed to masturbate for a total of 2 hours including all tasks, challenges etc and no touching after that, So every time you masturbate keep track of time, also any masturbation session less than 5 minutes like if you just touch for pleasure for a fraction of seconds is also counted as 5 minutes. Once you complete these 2 hours, a torment...